watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind because it is one of the best films ever but I’m also trying to remember if I’ve watched it since the last time my heart was utterly broken and I really don’t think I have looool

I don’t need therapy I just need to listen to angry music and dua lipa - physical really loud and sing for an hour and then I feel a bit better

my goodness I am tired

I had to move the big tree to a shady corner where it will be happier so the rainforest has depleted in size but the monstera kids look amazing

I feel a bit like I’ve been put in one of those machines that spins things really fast that I can’t remember the name of but I managed clothes that aren’t pyjamas before I inevitability end up back in bed with a migraine and I smell good because I’m wearing penhaligons to sit around in like a boss

amazing that they’re using stats from nearly ten years ago to prove a point too

January is the worst month pls fuck off

on the highest dosage of the antidepressants I’m on and I’m still depressed kinda feels a bit silly tbh

good morning pals my depressed brain is trying very hard to make me VERY depressed so could all do a big unified fuck off to my depressed brain because I quite frankly haven’t got the time

Exactly what we need this January Monday

pmdd is so evil

look at this little cutie I did in 2019

you’re here there’s nothing I’ll fear and I know that the wank will go on

gawd I love him

awwwwww my mum has booked a little getaway to Oban for my birthday with a wee day trip to Mull this little hobbit is going to the islands yeeeey

saw at least two people on FB wish a dead friend of mine a happy birthday with that cold ass dead option of a generic birthday greeting and sometimes I actually think we live inside Chris Morris’s mind

when you’re mad at me this is who you’re mad at

trying to plan how to improve my diet (it is awful) and realising that my biggest stumbling block will always be how weird I am about a lot of food and knowing I need a food plan but also I have a bad history with food so have always been scared of doing them but gang I don’t like nuts ☹️

Literally everyone who refers to themselves as a “twitter refugee” thinks it’s fine to dehumanise, punish and turn away actual refugees because they believe it keeps the baying unwashed happy

went to watch my football team in the FA cup and then I remembered that football is full of money hungry bastards and I literally can’t watch my football team lol

thought I’d watch something cheerful and go for Turning Point : The Vietnam War

okay everyone new dating rules just dropped

this is the warmest it has been in my room today because of this stupid wind

slightly diminish a game streets of mild anger

post a pic of the venue where you saw your fist concert and the band or artist

Thinking about how quarter of a year after this was posted Brewdog started collapsing U can just manifest things

why is the game of thrones music still the best ever apart from succession

just hanging out with my dog that loves me

how do I make it so I never have to see feet on the tl

just a lil hobbit on a big hill trying to be sleepy

really wish that insanely high winds would not start when I’m trying to sleep

just something to think about goodnight pals we made it through another day of the worst fucking timeline

i’m so over digesting food

let’s joust but with shopping carts instead of horses

two huge spots came up on my face out of nowhere I am 38 years old this should not still be happening

why do they all look like their head is upside down

Oh I love a good wiki list

Murdo jumped up and stole the block of cheese (in a wrapper) off the side in the kitchen and was busted just before all of his dreams came true

it’s so wildly unfair that I have chronic mental health issues and can’t stand myself a lot of the time when there are far too many egotistical people out there who could really do with some self hatred to stop them from doing all the stupid things that they have enough confidence to do

is that three countries in four days or am I missing any

there is a nerve twitching in my arm so I’m trying to type this but my phone is literally vibrating from my jittering arm it’s so weird

loool I will be watching this at home then the only film worth nearly four hours is LOTR and we all know that

I've reached the point where I'm irritated with lights on, noises, people, textures, the sun, wearing clothes, not wearing clothes, breathing.... 🤣

Saw a kid kicking fuck out of a snowman today.

one like equal one pea for the ducks tomorrow

it’s the most wonderful time of the year

is it general despair at a broken world or PMDD? let’s spin the wheel to find out

still haven’t done my boring chores