Neon Genesis Evangelion 2

all my hopes and worries carried like leaves on flowing water

i want to be the person i was supposed to be

We must make gentle the heart of this world bruh

'Two bats flying' Katsushika Hokusai 葛飾 北斎

i open my eyes

Could be us

all i can do is own my actions

i see you, like i see the moon

truckee 📸 kodak ektar h35n

can i get a FUCK AI in the chat

wed be so good together if it wasnt for time and space

okay, gotta checkout the new gits series tonight

promotional Akira sweatshirt, Young Magazine 1984

fucksake, of course he’s a foiler. would be pretty funny to see him fight a core lord after snaking their wave though.

i'll bring you flowers in the pouring rain

patient and present

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trading the truck in for this

I could get so much done if I didn't have a job

every place i have ever worked, 99% of the chaos comes directly from the top. you can design the most robust, redundant, well-documented system, and c-suite will still refuse to try to understand it. i’m used to this in startups, but it blows my mind how it’s the norm at longstanding companies.

attain to utmost Emptiness. cling single-heartedly to interior peace. while all things are stirring together, i only contemplate the Return.

i know this life has its ups and downs if i fall would you wait on me?

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decided to rebuild the vg33. this is gonna be so expensive, but i’ll have, functionally, a brand new engine after all this. if i can daily it for at least two years, it’ll be worth it, and i can ask a bit more at resale. guess i’m in the camry courtesy car for a few weeks.

you’re worthy of love :)

how easy it is to care

cultivate peace

in my dreams everyone is so gentle to me

the industrial noise from the log sort is strangely soothing when distant and decontextualized. i lived near a big port for a long time, and a smaller port, and right next to a light rail line. i guess these night sounds are just as familiar to fall asleep to as frogs or crickets. 🥱

self assured

coconut melona ice bar for a hot summer night 🙏🏼

Let's chart a new course

more than anything, i dislike being misunderstood. no matter how well i think i articulate myself, sometimes, it simply doesn’t transmit the meaning i intended. i guess that’s fundamentally part of what makes us conscious, solitary individuals. we can only ever perceive and process subjectively.

i ate too much pizza but i gotta water the garden

sometimes what seems really complicated, is really quite simple you just need to make a choice and own that choice

big bitch bigger heart

i'm in motion, i keep going i keep livin', they keep knowin' i'm feelin' free, i'm lovin' life i did it well, i did it right

salt-kissed skin

i now rate every vehicle on their surf wagon potential, and this rates high

beach day with the dog lesgo

the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.

i feel the sun on my skin i feel my body stretch and move i feel the air enter and leave my lungs i feel like myself today, i am grateful to feel

oceans are fucking huge haunted houses

a peace that sits outside time

there is a simple beauty in acceptance