it shouldn't be 80° F in November!! I want to wear my hoodie!!

wish it was raining

maybe I need to become even stupider

the trees are so beautiful & so sleepy right now

shout out to water

it turned out really good this time

it's fine to put cashews in the mulligatawny

I need colder blood

I'm trying to focus on schoolwork but Ruby would prefer I focus on her

dreamed about wild ripe blackberries out of season

got to watch a crow hanging motionless in an updraft & it kind of healed me a little

work days should be shorter in the winter

this week I TNRd both feral mama cats who hang out at my apartment complex so hopefully there won't be any more parking lot kittens

they should give me a job were I go around at night with a clipboard checklist & a black light to see which animals fluoresce in UV light, we need to know for science

Third charm is a time

beeline gf as-the-crow-flies bf

passwords for lunch

the chelated mutual

going huh mode

I think I need to take a break from understanding things

first nosebleed of the season ✨

lying on the floor with clarity of purpose

being brave is so stupid but it's the only way

typo so bad I had to cancel the post & close the app

sorry for yelling it's been a rough couple of weeks / months

every year when my job asks for voluntary staff donations I have to try not to scream out loud no YOU are supposed to give ME money that's the whole thing about a JOB

need to catch a brain-liquefying fungus or something about it fuck

almost forgot to eat today, thanks goodness there are 4 different flavors of popsicles in my freezer

might fuck around & go straight to bed

ensconced

using fine-grained compost instead of laundry detergent

lugging my own washing machine to the laundromat

folding laundry for fun & profit

hope every single person involved in ice never has another restful sleep or moment of peace in their whole life

I should take three months off everything to just make things with my hands

knuckle tattoo idea: IT'S FINE the apostrophe gets its own finger

if things that don't kill you make you stronger just imagine how much stronger the stuff that does kill you must make you

need to destroy the notes app on my phone about it

need to be opalized about it

he's got a stuffy nose

library mini meadow report: anole in fall duds, cardinal jumper, & pretty colors in my broomsedge

gonna listen to Me Porto Bonito until my mental hell improves

aloofwife range map aloofwife subspecies aloofwife shywife coldwife Uxoridae phylogeny

i mean come on. look at these

hey do you mind if I evolve several new vertebrae

going beastmode (curling up sleepily in my soft little den)

need to sleep till January

this winter I'll be working on my root system