Ptsd still booting my ass but trying to find lil glimmers with my lil fam🥹❤️

Can’t bloody wait to decorate my hoose and make it the goth home of my dreams😍

Such a pretty sky this evening🌅

Somebody somewhere Needs flowers tonight

I’m gonna be a wife🥹 Still doesn’t feel real🥰

Same.

Crying my bairn woke up and she instantly went “oggy oggy oggy” as in oggy oggy oggy oi oi oi😭🤣

I love how people distrust actual expertise, yet 100% believe randos on the internet 🤪🤣

Describe your in person social skills with a GIF

Will never feel worse coming to an empty gym with Ry to rehab my arm blasting metal music. So even though I’m having a bad day this will help💪

getting a big tattoo should count as going to the gym

Your occasional reminder that any bloke who claims to be 'alpha' is almost certainly a ridiculous prick.

My lil wet specimen collection is growing🥹

Edin in the colours it always should be…GREEN AND WHITE💚

The Hibs are backkkkk💃💚

Goth chicks rock the world.

Honestly want to go and be the full goth I’ve always wanted to be, get covered in tattoos, stretch my ears etc. I want to reinvent myself after my car accident. Find the new me🥺🖤

I really want a neck tattoo👀

I love how people think those little cheese knives are for serving cheese, like awwww that's cute no those are for *defending* your cheese, trust no one

So proud of Hibs the noo🥬💚

Had the best time bag making💚

I am dreading the healing process of this hand tattoo cause I ken it’s gonna be itchy af cause all the black😭🤣

What didn’t kill me didn’t make me stronger. It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.

Have some fresh bread baking, and few things can fill the house with the kind of charming aroma fresh bread does.

Tattoos make me ridiculously happy especially when they hide my scars🥺

Can I stop waking up at ungodly hours please?!

Fucking buzzing to get tattooed the morn😍

Fuckin’ love having a man to game with😍

Trying to summon the energy to do more cleaning while in this much pain

All my trauma processing the now is about sounds/high sensory inputs. Like I keep hearing the persistent beeping noise from a car but not like a horn like broken electronics & that I’m traumatised by hold music from dealing with insurance which was a nightmare🫠 how am I supposed to adult like this?

Crying over a crate of wine was not on my bingo card today…last time I got a crate of Cairn O’ Mohr wine it was for my dad as it was his favourite wine. I miss you auld man😭💔

Actual crying that Órla is dancing to music again now that her daddy is home😭😭😭

@speckyhibscunt.bsky.social just told me he doesn’t love me💔💔💔

if arguing online changed anything we'd all be running Linux

sorry i’m being an absent friend, i’m being an absent self too

If my nerve damaged bit of my hand could stop feeling like it’s burning that would be grand🫠

Can my phone pls stop showing me tiny baby pics of Órla? Cause all I want is another baby and @speckyhibscunt.bsky.social won’t give me another one😭💔

My bairn’s hair is long enough at the back that it blows in the wind now when I’m pushing her in her swing😭😭

Fucking hate hearing noises in the house, pure stressing me out and Ryan isn’t home for hours🫠

I have the worlds most upset baby because her daddy is away working and all she’s doing is crying and saying “dada”🫠

I have just seen the saddest video of this lassie saying she wouldn’t spend $20 on herself so why would she on her son/taking food away from him as he cries. Honestly I’m so angry! My child will want for nothing, I’d spend every last penny on her giving her the life she deserves. Fuck bad parents!🖕

i know video games are a bad influence because i used to steal vhs tapes from blockbuster, a skill i learned playing tony hawk pro skater

i’m genuinely losing my mind with the fact that i have a love-hate relationship with being alone because i like how nobody bothers me but at the same time i wanna be loved

This is me, basically starve myself if I’d only be making food for me

And nightmares are back with a vengeance GRAND🫠

Can’t even go outside and listen to the waves to try and calm down cause I’m by myself with a sleeping child🙂 could honestly just bounce my phone off a wall😴

In a raging bad mood, my arm hurts and my bairn has been fighting sleep like her life depends on it🙂🙂

I was brought up Christian, my parents never forced me to go when we were old enough to make our own decisions. These people rallied round and supported them when my dad was ill/died, give my mum a reason to get out the house. You don’t need to like it but don’t slander my mother while doing so.