I don’t even *make* NSFW work but I am begging people to please be normal about NSFW work and the people who make it.

One last time; I'm leaving to move to Oregon Thursday morning by train and a little support would be helpful. I likely won't ask for help again after I get there. I appreciate everything everyone has done for me in the hardest period of my life!

Awww I just woke up from a dream where I was snuggled up between two of my girlfriends and I have never felt so happy and relaxed. Going to close my eyes and linger in this for as long as it lasts. 🥰

Having to set a boundary and it hurts a lot. I hope I never have to enforce it.

Goodnight bsky. I’m a happy and hopeful bird tonight. 🥰💜😴

Who knew the silly "slightly diminish a band name" would lead me to listening to the best rock album of 2004 once again youtube.com/playlist?lis...

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for as long as i can remember, "welcome to the real world" has been something only the most assholish of assholes say in response to anything and it's infinitely maddening

Yeah....yeah I do this and I'm trying to get better about it because I know I'm a total sweetheart and I'm not doing it for manipulative purposes or anything, it's just who I am at the core, even if people in my past would try to convince me I'm a monster.

Watch the Capaldi episodes of Doctor Who if you haven't, by the way. There's a reason DW fans can't stop raving about them, even if they weren't appreciated in their time. You are not allowed to dismiss Steven Moffat as a DW showrunner if you haven't seen series 9 and 10.

Poyo!

"Take great care, the police are everywhere" - this star trek episode saying ACAB

Columbo at a concert: "Just one more song and I'll get out of your hair."

girls should kiss girls,, the world is prettier that way

So far tonight we've had a nazi episode, a civil war episode, and an anti-ai episode. 1968 has never felt so current year.

I do believe we've just watched one of the worst Trek episodes ever. Kirk is currently reading the US constitution.

I kinda want to get a massive Jackbox game going with all the cute girls I talk to on here...I can dream, I guess

Anya and I have started playing a game of “is this episode Robots or Psychic aliens?” at the beginning of every Star Trek episode and she’s been getting them remarkably accurate

bangers and mash is when you're making good posts while watching a korean war medical sitcom

When autocorrect wants you to type everything but the name you want

Kirby is cool

Ooooo plans have changed, Anya wants to marathon through more of the second season of Star Trek with me. 🥰

So i've been listening to the entire Clarity album by Jimmy Eat World and I forgot how hard Goodbye Sky Harbor goes. 16 minutes of indie rock bliss. Great song to just zone out to and let the emotion of the music wash over me.

I'm feeling a lot better now ☺️. Turns out just the tiniest amount of support and communication can make a world of difference. On that note: today I have found myself playing Gauntlet: Dark Legacy for the ps2. It's a cool expanded port of Gauntlet Legends, a game I rented a few times for n64.

My new bit is called the chain chomp and it's where i just start biting my girlfriend until she safewords

Just have to stay strong. Breathe and keep going. Just hold on until things can get better. If not for me, then for the ones I love dearly. They're everything to me 💜

I'm so desperately hoping these feelings I've had the past few days pass soon. I just want to be able to breathe again. I hate how complex life can be sometimes.

Today's on repeat: youtu.be/GAOyTf2oUaE?...

Love getting told by a man (my father) to smile more because he is making my depression/sadness his problem.

EVERYONE DO THIS SURVEY MAKE DISCORD PANIC AND REGRET AND REVERSE COURSE DROWN THEM IN YOUR HATRED FOR GENAI

Slightly diminish a band Sub-Arctic Monkeys

The double whammy of Discord moving towards an IPO and sending out a survey to see what sort of AI garbage they could get away with sends a pretty clear message about where they want to go.

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I think I have completely lost any ability I had to cope with my immediate surroundings being the complete opposite of what I want in life and it’s becoming all I can think about

Nightmares again. I’m just going to cry. 😔

Beautiful game with a great demo. Go check it out.

Goodnight bsky, I’m gonna go have incredibly gay dreams about my incredibly beautiful and cool girlfriends. 🥰😍😴

I'm suddenly getting so sleepy I just want to crawl into bed and yearn and hope I wake up far, far away from here and closer to the people I love.

I made hot chocolate because of this post. Just need to find a fireplace...

I guess I'm somebody's sleep paralysis demon 😈 #youtube

girls who use ":3" are interested in cuddling up by a fireplace with some hot cocoa and freaky rough sex

And the video is now live youtube.com/shorts/3o3HR...

Look at my beautiful girlfriend!!!!!!!!

Yearning for the day people I love can touch me when I look like this

Had to get a bit dolled up for myself since I’m having a bit of an awful night

My stomach went "brrrr" and I'm l like... Did I eat a ghost?

If you have any advice for Zoë, it would be beneficial to all of us.

I'm going to do my makeup and play sega saturn games