This!

i’m really scared at the pace that things are getting worse in the US, but also know that i’m stuck here for the long haul without a viable path for escape. if you can get out, do it while you can. if you’re stuck here, protect yourself and your loved ones, and help others if you’re able. 💜🏳️‍⚧️

back at work after a little more than a week off. really hard to get into a work mindset after the time off and just everything going on.

fit for going to a picnic earlier today

bye SoCal see you again soon hopefully

Today marks my 3 year HRT anniversary and also the day I now celebrate as my birthday (actual birthdate is in 2 days). I had written up some thoughts a few weeks ago reflecting back on my journey so far, but it all seems so hollow in the face of everything going on right now. 🧵

Today marks my 3 year HRT anniversary and also the day I now celebrate as my birthday (actual birthdate is in 2 days). I had written up some thoughts a few weeks ago reflecting back on my journey so far, but it all seems so hollow in the face of everything going on right now. 🧵

group picture from gay days at disneyland today. vibe is always good when there’s more queer folks in the parks.

It feels so good to be “home” at my happy place.

Saw Zach Noe Towers do standup as part of Gay Days at Disneyland tonight and got to meet him after.

vacation mode activate

posting this again, $1400 short of the goal. anything helps 🩷 #MutualAid #transcrowdfund #urgentrequest #bipocMA #queermutualaid #MutualAidMonday

Hi bluesky friends! sorry it's been a while since I posted. i've been going through some things, but I'm doing much better now. Still not at a point where I feel like I can fully return to the level of posting and engagement here as before, but I'll try to post when I am feeling up to it. 💜

Styling. 🪢

Hi all. I’ve been taking a bit of break from bluesky for my mental health. the constant influx of the horrors and suffering have left me emotionally exhausted and a bit burnt out. i’m otherwise ok and i’ll be back more regularly when i feel strong enough. 💜

Paragoth only needs another $225!!! Let's get her across the line!

hey guys check this out A PRACTICAL GUIDE TO FEMINIZING HRT (15.9k words) pghrt.diy

successful left leg estradiol injection with minimal pain. I even did it on time this week 😊

Well, this isn’t something that I love doing, but after a long chat with my wife I think it’s something we need to at least try. We need to get out of this red state and we could use whatever help we can get. 💕 gofund.me/98ec6190

I’m kinda at a loss as to my feelings about bluesky these days. On one hand, I’ve met truly amazing people here and made some, hopefully, lifelong friends in the process. On the other hand, it’s becoming increasingly toxic here and the mod team is suppressing already marginalized voices. 

1/3

Realizing that doing my injection 12 hours late yesterday is probably at least in part contributing to why I feel so bad today. ooops

Today has been a hard day, but it's almost done at least. It's Friday so it's still skircle time.

RIP to my sanity. I just spent 3 hours on the phone “troubleshooting” my internet connection with AT&T. Apparently 3 hours is how long it takes before they’ll listen to snagging the customer is saying. I had to trick them into fixing the problem because their scripts were going in circles 😔

you should go follow Molly, she’s an amazing poet and musician and a really nice person too!

Successful, though 12 hours late, right leg estradiol injection.

Today’s fit

Today’s fit

survived the dentist appointment, but looks like i’ll need to get another expensive crown in a couple of weeks. but we went to the pet store after for cat food and these adorable kitties fixed me 😻😻😻

sitting at the dentist waiting to be called back and anxiety is at 11/10 i just want to be done

good morning friends. today started too early and I was without internet the first few hours of the day. I'd say it can only go up from here, but I have a dentist appointment this afternoon so probably not. Hope you are all doing well and be kind to yourselves. 💜

nini bluesky. i’ll try and post more soon but i find myself totally non-functional any day i have to start too early, and it’s been a week and half of mornings like this, with tomorrow being another early one. 😔

Them: Why are you on BlueSky? BlueSky:

good morning bluesky. i'm tired from an early work day and a lack of sleep but feeling in slightly better spirits today. I hope you're all having a good day. 💜

Had a good walk. We were graced by mike the cat again. I’m exhausted after a long day so i’m heading to bed. Goodnight friends! 💜

Tonight’s walking fit. Forgot to post before my walk.

Hi all. Good morning. Not going to be around much today since we’re visiting with friends who live out of town. I hope you’re all doing ok. 💜

no walk tonight, but here’s today’s outfit for hanging out with friends earlier.

Successful left leg estradiol injection with no pain. Also good morning everyone. :3

Goodnight friends! Had a great walk tonight under the watchful eye of the full moon. Saw about 30 cats on our walk and were graced by Mike the cat who followed us for several blocks. I’ll take it as a good omen to have be led down a path by a cat in the full moon. :3 🐈‍⬛🌕💜

The moon is really bright tonight. 😊🌖🪄✨

Tonight’s walking fit.

Good morning bluesky! It's Friday so it's skircle time. A bit different this week since I took a break from here for a few days at the start of the week, but good to see some new faces. 💜

We’re a small group of trans & queer refugees trying to survive. We urgently need support for food, clean water, soap, and essentials. Any help, even small means a lot. Mutual aid keeps us alive. 💜 Silence won't keep us alive⛓️ gofund.me/ec8207f5 #TransAid #MutualAid #QueerRefugees #TransLivesMatter

stayed up way too late tonight, but at least tomorrow is Friday. hope you’re all well! goodnight friends

Got a little bit of good news today which I needed after the week I've had. It's been a hard week for various reasons, but currently my mood is the best it's been this week and my stress levels are lower than they've been in a while. 😌

Goodnight friends! Nice chatting with everyone here today! Please be kind to yourselves and others! 💜

Over the last few weeks i’ve come to a realization about myself, but it’s not one of those easy ones to describe, it’s more about my identity as someone who is trans. Prepare for a long thread for those interested. 🧵