i need a BLT

all that yapping to say Thats why i reject most gender identity oriented language for myself, and is why i prefer to refer to my sex as being what was central to my transition. "gender identity" feels like a blunt force object i was pummeled to death with for 6 years straight.

lrp been rotating that thought in my brain for a while now. as a tangent, i discovered hrt / transition procedures and language for dysphoria as a kid *before* i was introduced to extensive Gender Identity concepts, and tbh i think Identity language made everything far harder for me. so i have a -

@rikiwilchins.bsky.social 2026 Feb 7 Interview for Assigned Media with philosopher Rowan Bell on whether we may be seeing the limits of gender identity as an anchoring concept for trans in courts, legislatures, civil rights, and even trans theory.

Daily bunny no.3232 is passing in the night

its insane that drafting as an occupation used to just involve countless huge rooms of dads in shirts and ties, scattered all over the country, leaning over tables with their asses perked up all day as their 9-5 job

its the 6 year anniversary of this image. i drew over this coloring page for a class contest and lost... history was made that day but i didn't even realize it

please god what is the solution to immensely vivid dreams. other than tranquilizers. im going on An Entire Lifetime of this. its entertaining when im Not stressed, but is unbelievably harrowing when i Am. no therapist has had any advice for it.

took a break from the hydroxyzine so i dont build up a tolerance and i IMMEDIATELY had an immensely vivid dream that ozzy osbourne was training me to assassinate someone and then i botched the initial attempt but redeemed it last moment and succeeded unexpectedly.

i deleted tiktok obvs but i have downloaded hundreds of them starting in like 2019 so i guess i could stitch them together like those RIP Vine compilations or something

i need to touch a giant tree

longterm life goal i desperately desperately want to see an old growth giant tree someday and possibly touch one. i want to put my hand on a giant ancient tree so fucking bad.

Yeah the gynecologist who did my hysterectomy is a woman but all the gynecologists who dismissed my reproductive health problems and treated me like shit were also women so I really hate this whole "female gynecologists are kinder and more sympathetic" thing.

i start chugging my drinks when socially nervous i'll vacuum up a glass of water every couple of minutes at a restaurant or bar its horrible but i leave so hydrated

most alcohol gives me shooting salivary gland pain for like no goddamn reason. so its not worth it usually. BUT. BUT. BUT. hard cider IS. once every few months i have a cider moment.

re: the post about teeth everyones been sharing if you grow that third set of teeth, that'd whole ass reset their health bars, right? that would be sick. i should not continue to suffer the consequences of 12 year old me failing to floss. liberate me.

some colors

grew up watching shit like utena + madoka + tokyo mewmew. so i defaulted to writing a story where most of the characters are women. oops. a number of the men also die during critical plot moments. this was unintentional but i dont feel like fucking with the story to change it. im sorry men.

skipped warmup sketches again but am telling myself the ones i did last night covered it. more haunted scientist woman.

aw dawg this rocks

NEW NILFRUITS BY THE WAYYYYYY. eng captions in cc

Barbisol tastes so good when you don’t got a barber in your ear going my liquid my liquid

look at my bad art fool

the mentor overseeing your internship at work has been acting Really Weird about the rats you've been experimenting on wyd (she is going to Ruin your life and permanently alter the course of human history)

she's been smoking on that balcony for years girl someone go get her......

more of them

karl

Someone has sure already made this observation but the fact they can convert all those empty warehouses into prison camps means they could have converted them into housing, community centers, job training centers or, hell, libraries or schools all along. It’s always a matter of will not resources.

Beast mode

I used to pick up a frog like every day. what has happened

more of them

straight guy who fucks trans guys not because he's a transphobe or chaser but because he needs easy practice for finding the clit

letting bro hit for practice because i want his girlfriend to finally experience a clitoral orgasm #MALEFEMINIST

super intentional writing takes a lot of discipline that i struggle with. the way i write for fun is just waiting for the story to tell itself and then writing down or drawing what i've learned afterwards and reflecting on it and preparing questions for the next time i receive more info.

she's been smoking on that balcony for years girl someone go get her......

can i be like so cringe for 5 seconds. do u want to see the way i used to take notes in hs+college. it worked idfc. if u draw while listening to something u can try to re-access the memory by staring at the image again and you'll be back at the lecture. it works the same as normal notes.

so like the problem with Making OCs As A Hobby is that after you've had the same ones for over a decade you can just continually write the story backwards from where it starts until you have 200 years of lore recorded for no reason

my genuine strat for sketching is to unfocus my eyes

Good Morning

Destroy All Monsters (1968)

it is significantly easier to suck dick upside down

in The Story the main characters literally have pieces of their parents souls inside of them and they are thus forced to resolve their parents old interior conflicts before they can fully begin to resolve their own. my decision to write that probably means nothing.

5 year old ass me's default mental image of God™ was a head consisting of Only eyeballs (because he could see everything at once so i took that literally and figured he would need an eye for everything) so i drew him like a head of broccoli and my parents got mad and told me i was doing a blasphemy

the quality of a story is solely determined by how many haunted scientist women are present in it

the mentor overseeing your internship at work has been acting Really Weird about the rats you've been experimenting on wyd (she is going to Ruin your life and permanently alter the course of human history)

its a long weekend and theres a new femtanyl album so im going to lock in and draw my dumb little projects for myself

reading theory (looking into the digimon tcg meta)

“We should learn to speak in a language that rich people who don't dream can't comprehend”