Wellbutrin Day 1: in the first 2 hours I started feeling heightened and a little jittery, like I had a strong cup of coffee. now my body feels very relaxed, and my eyes are having trouble staying open. where did these sleepies come from lol

today is my first day taking wellbutrin! sadly it's an in office day, but I have a few coworkers I trust to let them know I took a new medication, and to please look out for me today 💜

This entire Jimmy Kimmel situation shows, again, white folks can shut all this down whenever they want. But they won’t because they’re not against authoritarianism and hate. They’re just against it when it affects them.

art as escapism is fine but art cannot JUST be escapism, art cannot always be comforting, or make you happy, or bring you joy. sometimes art does the opposite, for a reason (or not!), and that kind of art is just as important too, if not more sometimes

surprising my doctor by revealing my second health bar

join us for some body doubles (I am tidying my bedroom rn) twitch.tv/hey_itsHayley

We got people shouting “video games cause violence” and I’m just here in a game’s photo mode trying to get a good picture of a cat I found.

I'm not always going to play games that are 10/10 bangers since I really believe in giving a game the chance to shine and highlighting things that I like about them. They may not be everyone's game, but they could mean something special to that one person (*´◡`*)

“In Finland, the number of homeless people has fallen sharply. Those affected receive a small apartment & counselling with no preconditions. 4 out of 5 people affected make their way back into a stable life. And all this is CHEAPER than accepting homelessness.” It costs a lot less to house people.

Hey. Psst. Y’all are rad. Hydrate your skeletons. Take your meds. Check your posture. Have a snack. Whatever you need to do today/tonight, I believe in you. No matter how big or small it may be. I hope the week brings joy, relief, laughter, success, coziness. You got this. 💕

ADHD is believing you’ve done nothing and are terrible because of not doing that one thing you’re scared of But also doing two loads of laundry, changing your sheets , taking down your retwist , cleaning your toilet, and making a tik tok before noon

Dude, don't come to the gym coughing like a geyser, maskless, not even covering your mouth but spewing widely.

it's really jarring to see how little media attention the assassination of Minnesota House Speaker Melissa Hortman, her husband Mark and their dog Gilbert received in comparison to the notable death of a non-elected leader of a right-wing organization.

I love having a panic attack and instead of comforting me, my very talkative poodle uses that moment to yell at me about his lack of dinner treats (we haven't even decided on dinner yet)

one of my personal movement goals is to be able to do a backbend. I'm not there yet, but I'm closer than I've been in so many years 🥹

the pharmacy was out of my ivabradine, and had to order it, so I couldn't get it today. going a few days without it. because of the delay, hopefully my cardiologist can get authorization for health insurance coverage, so I don't have to pay out of pocket 🥺

I understand that people are terrible and cruel, and judge those who wear respirators in public because "hyper individualism" but why the heck would you glare at someone for wearing a face mask in a thrift store??!! it's DUSTY AF!! it just makes sense TBH

the best way to support me and my work (if you have the means) is on Ko-fi! I do have "pay what you want" Twitch panels available in my shop! ko-fi.com/selfcaregamer

I love how my health insurance said "we know you are taking 2 pills a day for your heart, but we only wanna cover 1 pill a day, so sucks to be you" and I'm out of pills, so I'm gonna pay out of pocket with a coupon today I guess 😭

if you don't think dog or cat allergies are THAT serious, please know that every time I invite a friend over who has a cat, I need them to wear freshly clean clothes and wash their hands as soon as they get there. even so, I still usually have an allergic reaction at some point

when people think I don't like them because I don't smile at them or do small talk, but I found out a coworker also loves KPop Demon Hunters and they wanted to listen to more KPop, so I spent some time building them a giant personalized KPop music playlist to help with that

live on YouTube and Twitch! my first time playing Discounty! thank you so much for the free game key 🥰 www.twitch.tv/theselfcareg... www.youtube.com/@selfcaregamer

okay, y'all. my ADHD got me distracted, so I'll be live very soon on Twitch and YouTube ☺️

I'm trying to get some laundry done first, but I'll be streaming a gifted game today, and I appreciate any support or lurks 🥰 might use a new little pngtuber model 👀

I feel like part of the problem is that in the modern era, especially in the United States, people think that in order to count, they have to post about their activism or what they're doing. But here's the thing: you don't. 99% of what I do is stuff I never mention on social media.

If you're antivax and you follow me, just know I'm getting my covid vaccine now and when my Autism score doubles, I'm turning into a kaiju dinosaur nugget and coming for your city.

Believe it or not, anyone can have a disabled child. It is not a personal failing. It is not a thing people bring on themselves. Disability is normal part of being human. Society could do a better job of accepting this & set up communities in a way that acknowledges this fact of life.

That we stopped making electronics with colorful translucent casings. Most tech is black and white and boring now.

I like this. Since under RFK Jr, Covid shots are now for people with underlying conditions that put them at risk, Michigan’s chief medical executive Dr. Natasha Bagdasarian states that not having the most recent Covid shot constitutes such an underlying condition. www.michigan.gov/mdhhs/inside...

I'm just stopping by to clear my notifications and drop this frigid take: Insisting that we need to make space for people to share dehumanizing opinions to enshrine and uphold equality is like insisting that we need to make space for people to commit assault if we want to enshrine and uphold peace.

The ACIP vote was tied 6-6 for requiring everyone to get a prescription for the COVID19 vaccine. The chair broke the tie by voting NO. Prescriptions will NOT be required.

I’m not much of a morning person, or a night person. I’m a “please reschedule this entire day” person.

the fact that a sitting US president is talking about antifascism being terrorism should tell you a lot about what he thinks his own government represents

I'm gonna walk my dog, then I'll do these 🥰

it was life changing when I wanted to do the dishes and without even a thought I did it meds are magical

Oh, for fuck's. THIS IS NOT DIFFICULT. DO NOT PUT YOUR NAME ON A LIST IF YOU ARE THE KIND OF PERSON WHO THE GOVERNMENT WANTS LISTS OF. PUT YOUR NAME ON ALL THE LISTS IF YOU ARE THE KIND OF PERSON THEY DO NOT WANT TO HAVE TO PROSECUTE EN MASSE. FLOOD THE ZONE.

I would like to use my gaming knowledge for good. if you'd like a game recommendation from me, please comment below and describe what kind of game you want to play next, and I'll try to give you 2 to 3 ideas. if you've already played them, maybe another silly spoon has a good idea ☺️

I think my new ADHD med routine might be working a little better because I just got bored and needed a break from work, so I decided to clean out my purse and I actually did it lol

it's important to know I've never tried it before, and we're adding it to my current meds, not replacing anything. they hope it will help with my depression and fatigue.

this week a hot new bombshell has entered the villa and her name is wellbutrin ✨

I know we keep focusing on Colbert and Kimmel as we should, but we also need to remember there are hundreds of people who work for these shows who also just lost their jobs because of this bullshit, and most of them are probably not millionaires.

Public health shouldn’t be centred around individual behaviour change. It should be focused on changing the wider commercial, social, environmental & ultimately political determinants of health. Behaviour change will naturally come when healthy behaviours are facilitated by those structural changes.

my brave silly spoon, please know you can't lead the rebellion, if you don't take care of yourself 💜

my dearest creators, if a company invites you to a "partner program" but only gives you an affiliate link and a discount code, that is no partnership. that is affiliate marketing. you deserve base pay. you should also never have to purchase items with your own money for promotion

I know I'm a certified Pikachu hater, but there is just something about this evil Pikachu being carried by a Drifloon plushie keychain that calls out to me. I need it to do my bidding.

I'm not really in a good mental space to be on social media, so I'm stepping away. might be available on discord if you need me, and if you see a post from me, it's probably scheduled

since I had panic attacks last night I wasn't able to do my genshin dailies or collect my pokemon sleep data, which is a silly thing to be upset about, but I am lol. at least my meds helped a little

I'm gonna take my anxiety meds, no dance for me tonight. bye for now all.

I'm just shocked by the normalization of ChatGPT usage by people who should be completely against it. it's truly devastating

today has been one of those days where everything keeps going wrong or small unexpected changes keep happening, and it's really hard to prevent it from building up when you're autistic and it's so much at once