i think im having another miscarriage.... two in a years time is wrecking me.

i finally broke out of plateau!!!! cheer pls 🥲

The look I'm going for is called "OMG. Is she dead?!"

I HAVE INSURANCE IM GETTING ON FUCKING OZEMPIC

i love ALL women

ouch

question, do yall actually count the chia seed cals, like fr fr? cause it seems like such a scary high number but also, its so fiber rich, they dont digest, they help you digest quicker by adding bulk like??? seems fake idk

time to relapse? time to relapse.

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

Need to lock the FUCK back in #edbsky #lemonwatersky

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

"There's a demon in me and I think it might've overstayed its welcome." #lemonwatersky #ventart #venting #d3pr3ssion #caterpillarsky #collageart

𝒫𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈𝓅𝑜 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭! ⋆˙⟡ ↻+♡︎ ap! ⟡˙⋆

bout to just survive off my salt tablets, water, and protein shakes. bare minimum cals for my body to survive this fucking server job.

legit im gonna commit. why am i steadily gaining weight when in a constant deficit and increased activity level. its not muscle.

MOOD

im being violently reminded that i do indeed have health issues that make it hard to lose weight. any tips on losing weight with PCOS? bc fuck this.

I FEEL SO LARGE

IM SO TIRED OF NOT LOSING WEIGHT GET THIS SHIT OFF ME IM DOING EVERYTHING "RIGHT" UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hey chat whats it mean when i eat 1500c or less and walk 10-15k steps/active for 4-6 hrs a day, have a TDEE of 2300c and am still not losing any weight ozempic lookin real good rn

need to eat less and move more? get a server job! 10-15k steps/day guaranteed, and you'll be too burnt out to eat :) whats for dinner? one bread roll(150cals) and one chugged water bottle! now get some sleep, and do it again tomorrow, champ!

OW. MY FEET. (server job day 1 step count doubled my usual "max")

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literally for like the past two years… 😭😭 #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

undiagnosing myself as physically disabled. Im fine. (i got a job as a server bc we need money. ignoring all the physical pain im gonna be going through and forcing myself to work through flare ups bc i need money)

its crazy how much of a difference adding fiber to my diet has made tbh im eating less cals than before, and im like. never hungry. as long as i get 30-40g fiber a day with my 120g protein i be shittin, too 😭

the pain of knowing that, the only thing standing between me and consistent weight loss is daily, steady exercise. I eat the min maintenance cals. I just am too lazy to fucking get up and walk/work out. And so i stay maintaining at least im not gaining, i guess...

“14 y/o (ye,sorry)” Sorry doesn’t cut it girl why are you following me when I can’t have mdni more blatantly plastered all over my page

nooooooo my period finally came after disappearing for 6 months ;-; im in so much pain, someone send a care package

i didnt realize my core was as weak as it is.... oh my gods im gonna die tomorrow

I would do anything for a honeymoon phase again

source: queerautism on Tubmlr #suicideprevention #chronicillness #mentalhealth

#thinsp0 that has been stuck in my head

my GF weighed herself this morning and said "im so upset i dont want to eat today...and *specifically* asked me to make her a diet and workout plan bc ive been losing weight. does this look like a good, healthy WL plan? she's already really physically strong, but she wants to look more feminine-

i had a dream i was dating a college professor who was also a dr?? and his nickname at the hospital was literally Daddy "im looking for dr ___?" 'oh daddy, he's over there' ???????