istg im in luv with konn!cchan #xsstyle

Nice we've been able to actually maintain low bmi 19s for months. At least we didn't just keep gaining and gaining like predicted...

Also if I'm gonna be censored that's fine, hopefully less minors will be out here trying to like my posts if I look like this... I just worry about the kinky ones trying to fetishize my spo stuff cuz no thanks.

Got cleared for top surgery now I just gotta hope in 2026 I can reach my ugw cuz then I will be SET FOR LIFE

There's this one fashion cosplayer guy on tiktok who is such fucking spo it kills me everytime I see him

I love this style of photo

We're honestly just too traumatized for anything anymore. Host is just. Not coping. Wanna rip out our bones and peel off our skin. Wanna be so vicerally disgusting to everyone so fucking bad. Please.

Make sure to follow me here too in case I gotta delete or something I suppose...

Hate that my account is still labelled like this. I don't even wanna post anything about myself on here, let alone publicly available pictures that are literally a google image search away. Acting like I took all these fucking pics promoting shit like they havent been online for the last 20 years

The only ones liking my fucking posts are bots nvm I'll just hate myself forever I'm just a sex object.

I might just delete everything cuz being censored like this is just making more nsfw accounts follow me and it's making me feel disgusting and horrible and I wanna rip all my flesh off and starve to death. Thanks censorship, for literally worsening my mental health by treating me the same as a kink

Someone even reported by blank backup account, awesome. That one doesn't even mention the ed just has one of my posts reblogged. False reporting is fucking harmful and I know there's still fucking fetishists dming children on here yet they go for a fucking blank mental health vent account.

Ah, I was labelled sensitive while I'm in semi-recovery. That's so fucking cruel. I'm gonna lose my community the one time I'm working on healing. Awesome.

We still have chestbones. Thank fuck.

Been getting so many steps everyday. Hoping my legs can slim out a bit.

One day I'll be allowed to be skinny. I'll finally find the time and space

Dream Legs

Once this top surgery is done, I'll be so much happier losing weight. My body will actually look right

dreaming of being concerningly skinny,,,

Starting to think I'll never see my goal weight

This >>>>>

The goal is skinny early 2010s emo boy

I want to be this so bad...

Been too stressed to eat so like yay go us? But also not right fucking now we have surgery to fucking maintain for

Today has been medically stressful but its fine

I feel like a puddle of fat💔

Top surgery hopefully soon so I can go back to losing weight in peace.

Yeah no we didn't lose anything we're near a trigger weight actually I am stressing tf out we look so squishy and all our definition is completely gone.

Sorry I haven't been active, hard to front when our weight is this high. Honestly idk if anyone would even notice me not being around. At best I'm "Noah's alter" :/

Gained to almost recent sa weight now we feel horrible and don't wanna eat anything tomorrow.

Eating more and losing weight make it make sense.

Maintaining high bmi 17s to low bmi 18s feels like my punishment for being trans.

Weigh-in shows we havent gained but why do we feel so much bigger :(

If I was under 100lbs again maybe I would be able to sleep again. Maybe I would be having less flashbacks. I'm scared of the numbers.

I need these hands :(

I just need to get smaller.

i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight i just need to lose weight

Forced to maintain, but also no tits soon sooooooo

Y'all wtf even is this account??? Blank af new account that's literally fatphobic? Or a rebrand of an old one? Anyway, warning y'all

Crazy

Legs </3

btw theres a minor w no age in bio who's going around following mdni accounts and then getting upset when they get blocked. idk why minors think the concept of boundaries doesn't apply to them. if u cant follow a simple and obvious boundary then ur not mature enough to follow me anyway

I saw people reblogging the sweet one a lot, so I wanted to also showcase my savoury low-cal mealspo thread!