i want my mommy :((

also im fasting today fuck omad

i think im going to relapse lol 🤪🤪

i had a really bad day today

it's been 36 hours uwu 💤💤💤

i did not sleep last night

went to the weeb store babe you want anything?

look at my boy

yipppeeeee im free and all but i still fucking hate my professors why did they ALL assign crazy shit for over the BREAK

omad leftovers from my mama's lunch that she let me have

IM HOOOOMMMMEEEE

it actually wasn't so bad . wasn't GREAT ;; but!!!!!!! the three ppl im working with seem nice enough at least :333

now i have to drive 100+ miles home 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

IM FUCKING FREEEEEEEEEE ITS FALL BREAK TIME BABEY

i bought myself a new fun drink today :3

wahhh i have to meet with some folks at 11 to discuss a group project wahhh

im so sleepy good morning gang

meow

omg what am i gonna do i haven't been this sober for this long in like over a year

MY YART DIED IM GONNA FUCKING KMS

meow

still haven't eaten it it's just sitting next to me getting cold

omad i have a piece of cheese pizza

i don't eat for one day and now all my rings are loose man come on

fasting is not good for sustainable weight loss yeah yeah yeah have you considered eating makes me suicidal

I AM CLEEAAANNN <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> 🫧🧼

yesterday was the first time in a while that i genuinely meant to go eat a meal and then couldn't get myself up to do it

im gonna use this change to shower and do my laundry >:333 yipppeeee

both of my classes got cancelled for today god bless 😭😭🙏🙏

damn i really need to shower

mmmm shaky hands yes mmm delicious

sorry omad im just so sad

im gonna fast

i should go grab dinner from the dining hall but i cant stop crying today and my face is too ugly

i wanna fast

do i just have a heavy heart or something how does anyone move throughout their day without sobbing multiple times

tired tired tired

just gonna smoke in my car this morning

im all fucked up lmaoo i got to class two hours early

good morning hotties :33

i had a really rough night

it's past midnight and my roommate just now turned off her rainbow led lights for the first time since ive been back in the dorm today

Meow 👻

id rather just not eat like why do i have to do this shit every single day is this a joke

meow i kinda don't like omad guys

meow

>:DDD PASSED MY CHEMISTRY EXAM

i just don't understand why my roommate INSISTS on having rainbow strobe lights flashing all hours of the day every day god it's so overstimulating

oh yeah i passed that cremation exam btw!!!! :DDD today i have an exam on thanato chemistry

chat am i too old to be falling back into old coping mechanisms what do we think