i no longer meet the bpd criteria !

lost 4lbs just from one day of being sick ok skinny era

bulimic with emetophobia what an oxymoron

ok i’m actually sick the nausea turned out to be not just anxiety but actual sickness april sucks man

i feel sick i feel nauseous i’m exhausted

alright pack it up i want to go home

my food intake recently really has just been no breakfast, 3 hersheys nuggets i’ve shoved into my bag to eat at work for lunch, dinner then more hersheys nuggets for a snack

water in the morning makes me sooo nauseous and dizzy i will never be a healthy clean eater i fear

even after eating a shit ton of pasta for lunch i’m still down 2lbs from two days ago

relationship with meat so confusing it could only slightly be explained if youve ever seen the movie Raw

two more hours until i go home girl i feel useless i feel ugly i feel gay

a car let me cross, unfortunately i gave them a thumbs up instead of a little wave. i will be thinking about this all day

chest started hurting and i just realized i haven’t had any liquid anything in two days

it was literally like this

said “oohh citrus with a C” at work a few days ago and i can’t stop thinking about it like yea girl what else doesnit start with

i will say getting a j*b most likely saved me from spiraling into a severe binge ep. that would’ve caused me to gain like 50+ lbs so thats nice

googling “why am i so agitated” as if it knows

my weight is going down ok yayy

8 hr orientation tmrw i am going to throw ip

my weight gain is so noticeable i should die

got a job

i love fem lesbians

very cute and very accurate

why are mid rise pants so hard to find as someone who is short And fat they are the only ones that fit me

the noise scared him so bad i can never make a smoothie again

got a blender finally back on my smoothie grind

can y’all see my post cus when i click on it , it does this ????

need a neurologist so my psychiatrist will feel comfortable prescribing me a med but neurologist are all referral based so i cant get one until i see my new primary care doctor on april 22nd

alright

my partner just sent me this picture of our cat and im losing it his ass is not looking

did the adult thing and called back a job now i am going to play the sims

my gf bread just had piece of plastic in it i don’t even care anymore

update pinterest 4 times and every first photo in the feed after the update is your aesthetic

how does one even stop bingeing ive done it before but its like it just stopped on its own and turned into a restrictive ed i feel disgusting

haven’t weighed myself in like two weeks. what i weigh is between my body and god

they don’t call them chemical lobotomies for nothin’ i literally haven’t gotten off the couch at all today just doom scrolled my step count is 322

every time i get put on an antipsychotic i feel like it disables me more why do they keep giving me them why do i keep taking them

finding out i have a slow metabolism has actually ruined my life

drove 30 mins to get these after them not being in stock anywhere in my state for months just for them to kinda suck

Binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict binge restrict

i feel like i already know the answer but does anyone else just feel mentally stuck at like 15 years old i feel pathetic and behind everyone in life but i also have a very optimistic, naive whimsy that others in my life don’t. pros and cons i guess

my teeth will not be effected by the amount of sweets i’ve eaten over the past 26 years because i am pure of heart with good intentions

period started so at least my binge yesterday makes sense now

the emotions i am experiencing how did he get so big

oh ok

PLEASE

got groceries today, didn’t get sugary snacks but i did get a penjamin trading one addiction for another because why not

going to try and finally kick my sugar addiction wish me luck

me realizing its not that i don’t have hobbies i’m just to poor to afford to have hobbies

my partner is sick so i am forcing myself to drink orange juice to save my immune system (i hate oranges). also ginger and turmeric tea (i hate turmeric). bad day