haven’t posted about my ed cus i’m just gaining weight if you want me to be honest

negative test, we’re all good minus the fact that my period is still late

if i am pregnant this thing is gonna be stupid as hell all i’ve done this past month is take edibles, eat mac and cheese and drink redbull

bro why can’t customers just accept no as an answer!! lady called asking if we had something, i searched it by name, nope. by the code, nope. then she just kept asking me to look again!! like lady we fr just don’t have it it’s not gonna magically appear in the system

hey so can my period start lol

/GEN, non judgmental question for ppl who eat meat. after youre done, and you hit the bone, do you feel guilt? back when i would eat meat after i was done and would see the aftermath i would feel immense guilt and shame, like it clicked in my head that it was once a living, breathing creature

interesting how when i had foodstamps i was buying healthy, nutritious food but now that i dont (because I Got A Job, the thing they all say to do) i’m eating like shit because it’s all i can afford. riddle me that bootlickers

laying naked eating potato chips after 9 hours of retail work is not where i saw me in my mid 20s but here we are

what is it about breakrooms that make people decide to eat the stinkiest foods that have ever existed like i’m so sure you had other options than a tuna, curry, bacon, durian and garlic sandwich

no butter, toast burnt, eggs overcooked, yolk broke. i hate my big ugly chud life

im sorry but there’s no way i dont have lipedema

help i was looking at my youtube history and tell me why i’ve had my account since 2013 and i only disliked videos until 2021. hater at heart

i need to get back to my no red 40 rule what has happened to me

song i was gatekeeping is a trending sound on tiktok im gonna be sick

my cat growled at the maintenance guy who was doing the apartment inspection 😭 sorry bro u and ur blankey are not tuff

maybe my body craves redbull so much because i have a vitamin b12 deficiency

watching unexpected and the kid addicted to xans is soo triggering ohh my god what do u mean i acted like that to everyone around me i need to send a million apology letters

havent been able to check my weight cuz my batteries are dead in the scale i should die too

felt like a caged animal likewhat do you mean you can’t just leave and wonder around if there’s nothing to do cant even play on ur damn phone i’d rather end my days physically exhausted from doing freight and walking around all day than the mental boredom that cashiering is

cashier training is over now i never have to go back up to front end ever again lets goo that was miserable

never mind i was just dehydrated

some of my blood test results indicate diabetes goodbye hersheys hello ozempic 💃

passed out while getting blood drawn 😛

life is starting to feel like edtwt 2021 again i was in psychosis and friends with the infamous ambrose

i think i’m going to become nice

my partner picked me up a box and a redbull 😛

my hyperfixation safe food is unfortunately a $5 box of mac and cheese i should end it all

the one thing they don’t tell you about growing up is that one day you’ll wake up and just randomly have a coastal themed bathroom

drinking a redbull for the first time since 2019 is this what having a job does to you

just remembered work isn’t a fun experience that will end in a few months and that i actually have to go every single day forever

new kid at my work says he’s been fasting for over a week, yet no sign of lethargy, didn’t see him drink any water or liquid, and he kept bringing it up unprompted to every coworker. sorry gang i don’t believe u 😭

alr goodnight

my new pcp is taking me srsly when i say i can’t lose weight normally (like not in an active ed) and is ordering me blood panels to get done, first dr ever to not just tell i’m just fat and lazy !

fitting into a urban outfitters large when they don’t use vanity sizing

18 year old coworker made me cry today even after i promised myself i wouldn’t let her get to me so i contributed to capitalism to make myself feel better

so true queen

are we back

my head is too small for my body

averaging 10k-12k steps the past month, 1k or less cals and i still “gained” this week… why do i always break my own rule of weighing on my period

fucked up so much today at work but i got over 12k steps so it doesn’t even really matter

8hr shift today while feeling like straight poop from a butt

fuck my stupid fiona gallagher life

they dropped my e/b/t from $291 to $24 monthly all because of my part time minimum wage job that is crazyyy

i no longer meet the bpd criteria !

lost 4lbs just from one day of being sick ok skinny era

bulimic with emetophobia what an oxymoron

ok i’m actually sick the nausea turned out to be not just anxiety but actual sickness april sucks man

i feel sick i feel nauseous i’m exhausted

even after eating a shit ton of pasta for lunch i’m still down 2lbs from two days ago