my partner got me the pearl christmas topper i am so happy

took an edible so it’ll hit right before i eat pie

my eyebrows cause my face so much asymmetry so i just shaved them off and now eveerryonee thinks i’m in an episode

reapplied here just with a different provider and made myself seem more mentally stable, fingers crossed 😋

right after i ate too i’m gonna off myself

yayy library haul

11 cups of water has me fucking losing it

took the tiniest sip of my partner’s monster and i literally felt it in my frontal lobe how are y’all drinking these

i haven’t even broke 1k steps today ohh my god

my mental state is about here

ai is genuinely sending y’all into psychosis stay safe out there

my bedroom is giving 2012/2014 in the best way possible i can’t wait to get more stuff on the walls

gained wait

im about here

bingeing to the point of pain and i’m too lazy to purge

i’ve been in a binge ep for almost a month now i am going to freak out

i think about this post every day

nov 1 tomorrow

so we’re all on our periods rn

okay guys don’t mention that you have bpd or an ed when signing up for a psychiatrist they won’t like you!

🫩

a little personal but okay

how i’ve felt all my life standing next to any other woman

ate half a bag of chips and dip

took a walk i love being home

him

i found a sanrio build a bear while thrifting ??? 4 bucks???? this is awesome

i know i’m bingeing i just can’t prove it

keep thinking i’m overeating and then my cals add up to less than 1k… what’s going on here

had a seizure and let me tell u one thing.. owww

girl it’s a mental illness

??

the ios 26 update somehow removed my resume off my onedrive

18 days to lose 8lbs literally just can’t binge

wish there was close friends on here so i could put no one on it and then just post all my intrusive thoughts and boring rants

everyone unblock me i have more offensive online discourse to start

og just a girl

if i am killed for simply living, let death be kinder than man

almost like being a hateful, evil person has consequences lol

having a b*ngeing disorder and living in poverty is such a crazy mix its at that time before e/b/t comes in so we have noo food, literally, and my brain is like throwing a fit because it can’t binge

ok thanks tumblr

yesterday was the first time eating chickpeas in a bit and i lost a pound so obviously they are the answer to everything

lana posting bc’s on insta after being called fat all week oh 💔

whats the disorder for actually feeling ill and never wanting to be touched again after being intimate even though you do feel those feelings occasionally

my period needs to end before i end us both

gabapentin is giving me hallucinations and prophetic dreams

this life is torturous

i’m a bad person