long time no see here's an update on Merida WITH A NEW BABY!!!!!

cw bug // almost squished this lil dude today. absolutely gorgeous creature bugguide.net/node/view/53510

my maidenhair Merida & the progression of her baby!!! she's doing so well

twt is ooc so I'm on here for a little hellooooooooo!!!!

this is the only pic I got of one of the ant hills (there are many!). they have tunnel systems alllll through the ground for miles under the park :3

I'm so much more active on my twt than here cuz sadly I still like it better over there

haven't been very active on here how are u guys doingggg

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more of you need to see this

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only happy with my body when it's too small to function & then it's not really happiness anyways cuz I'll never be happy with my body with this mindset cuz eds are evil & dumb 👍

yesterday's basic ass fit check feat dog. I wore hiking boots with this 🥸

water fall? it's more likely than you think

this whole thing has 360 calories just wanted to let you guys know that information

hike went well I survived!!! wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. perfect weather as well

planning on restricting again after my hike 🥸

I feel so fat & ugly but also hyper aware of wearing leggings cuz I don't want ppl to think my legs are too small but I also feel fat?????

bro I am so nervous for my hike I forgot to take my meds yesterday FUCK OOPS

okay I did gain like 4 lbs haha ah haha

brownie batter ice cream got me fucked up

I've been gaining cuz of munchies >:0

Trying to find all my lost moots so bad 😩💔💔💔

this week I'm going back to the Park for an educational hike so I'm gonna get a pic of that ant hill for u guys cuz I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN

for someone with an ed I sure do post shit like I don't

did u guys have a good easter I was high all day & ate choese burgers my mom made

idk general psa for everyone. please don't chase getting back at someone just cuz you think you're in the right. we are all deeply struggling on our own & this space should be a place of respite from the storm. I hope you all enjoy your 420 day hehe 😎

I checked clearsky ONCE when I first made this account & vowed to never ever look at it again. it's probably the worst ever for anyone's mental health to see stuff like that. it's the equivalent of looking directly at the sun & burning your retinas

hmm I'm thinking about making grilled cheese

side profile goes insane

I'm gonna make. something to eat. cuz I'm a little crossed. not sure what cuz I'm afraid of gaining from how much I ate yesterday

this video has been swirling around my mind for months after watching it, especially being in an ed space & the internet in general cuz I see it every day. it's why I try to not call ppl "ugly" if I don't like them. youtu.be/kBPw2TsxGwk?...

just ate about 2000 cals worth of sandwich oh my god

getting my free sub delivered from jm with my bday gift card in like 15 minutes B)

very unexpected???? but also accurate

miss my shmutz (second video below)

water is life sustaining AND zero calories. absolutely revolutionary technology from who or what powers the power source of the universe

whenever I post my checks to twt I get creepy men so I only feel safe posting them here. my mental illness can run free & taint everything around me as it pleases in this little hell corner. although sexual attention from men DOES encourage me to restrict more so actually idk

I need to be severely uw & ruin my life

time is actually fake cuz if you go fast enough in a space craft you age slower in relation to ppl on earth. billionaires will take advantage of this & it will become the new de-aging trend in 4005

drinking again idc the world is going to be swallowed by the sun one day & death will come for us all. please enjoy the tiny fleeting moments of joy while they are available to you in this living form. I used to not think it was worth fighting for. please hang on because it IS worth it. ily

thinking about that fucking burger

proud of myself cuz I drank responsibly & didn't get hungover B)

drank & are shaghetti heheee

I really need to bookmark my burger post please bsky please

bunger very good. hopefully it can be my omad (I had a tiny burrito earlier but that was like a snack)

say the thing

getting a burger I'm gonna make a burger post

everybody drink so much water today

getting my retainers today, does anyone want anything while I'm out?

ate another one. I am so powerful. running on burrito power