Ignoring me when i can see you online and replying to everyone else is *mean* . Especially when i asked you why you were acting weird and said everything was fine. Like man up and stop lying to me

Let the fasting before the holiday binges begin #lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky (Any diet drink really ♥︎)

If i ever feel like i ate too much i'll get myself something with milk in it to set off my ibs+lactose intolerance: best way to empty out the system even if it *hurts*

I'm so tired of getting close to people who end up disappointing and hurting me more than anyone that came before.

Feel like crying again but you can't cuz you're still at work? Time to ☆✩⋆｡°✩disassociate✩⋆｡°✩☆

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

Just sucks that everyone's allowed to vent and have a safe space until it's someone's friend. Then you're just drama because it was all meaningless to them so why are you hurt?

I've lost like 10 pounds this week Turns out saying goodbye to a friend you had a confusing relationship with and finding out all his friends hate you because they have a weird and wrong understanding of you and the friendship is all you need. Lack of sleep+chronic migrains= no food b/c nausea haha

Mistakes were made today

So you binged and gained back weight you worked so hard to lose

"You're never gonna lose real weight like this, why don't you just eat healthy, why-" Me:

Lies of ommision fucking suck. You're hiding information on purpose for *your* benefit. Then when/if you finally reveal the truth the other party is blindsided.

Couldn't get away with not eating some food my mom served me in a visit (but the second she left i managed to purge it all)

revoking my ed card im just a fat loser

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catapillarsky 😔

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catapillarsky

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

Life is insanity, like we really just keep ramming ourselves against a brick wall hoping to break through. And then when we do there's another brick wall right there waiting.

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

I can't stand when someone replies with one word after *hours*. Like just leave me on read. It's less annoying and hurtful.

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #catarpillarsky

*Ruins progress of day with snacks* *looks at scale the next day* :

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #butterflymia #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

*sigh*

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

i hate feeling like i'm back to square one with everything

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

Waking up and being triggered on main first thing 👏.

Once a visual thigh gap is seen when I wear jeans again- it's over for you bitches (genderless)

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

Steamed veggies and salmon ✅️

It's hard feeling like an interaction with me is just something to check off your list. I'll keep waiting my turn tho

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky #depressionmeme

Bless green apples

He has so many friends and special people in his life. How can I possibly compete?

Vegan dino nuggies 🤝 momentary happiness

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

I need to stop assuming i'm actually special to people. In the grand scheme of things I clearly don't matter at all.

The dark circles under my eyes have darker circles haha

Everything always feels so devastating. I don't mean to "complain" but so many things truly feels like the end of the world to me.

I need to just never be photographed again, omg 😭

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

Chugging this water like it'll solve every single one of my problems 👏

Gotta love those body dysmorphic induced crashouts 👏. Looking at the camera and mirror not knowing what's reality, yet hating what you see regardless.

New life hack unlocked. Everytime i'm hungry I just look at a picture of myself taken with the back camera. Hunger gone haha