ok usually i lose like 20lbs between may-june i’m hoping that happens again this year

I am manifesting my honeymoon phase 🙏🙏

GUYS they make mini cliff bars that are only 140cal !! i love cliff bars so much but i can’t justify it for almost 300cals but 140 i can #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

i wanna use those cute calendar calorie trackers but i’m SO BAD at sticking to things i’ll just forget after a few days 😭 #edbsky #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky

i hate it bc OBVIOUSLY i’m going to eat it to be nice but i’ll probably cry about it #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

someone put me on survivor #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

you can tell when i was PMSing can’t you… getting back on track tho 😓 #edbsky #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky

did someone say best ana #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

ohhhh this is fun!! define your music taste in six artists 1) corpse 2) doechii 3) 3l3d3p 4) my chemical romance 5) RM 6) bbno$

does anyone else get really nauseous and puke when they’re really hungry??? feels like a dumb evolutionary trait

hii everyone!!! my name is maddy, not new to ed spaces ⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD ⋆˙⟡5’10 ⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs cw 150 lbs lw 138 lbs gw 120 lbs ⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!! ⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!

my priorities are so straight #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

it’s WALKING SEASONNNN i feel like a DOG WOOF WOOF WOOF

and i’m FEELING it 😖 #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

not to reveal myself as a horrible nasty but i have a nsfw twt and a moot tweeted this and i just…. got it #edbsky #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky

ok guys if i’m sick and wanna get better fast do i actually have to eat more or are vitamins good enough??? #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

gimmie that pink monster #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

the trick is to get high so then you HAVE to walk to places

just came home from the vet and my kitty is getting so much worse she only has a year or two left now…. i haven’t felt the emotional urge to binge like this in so long pls tell me not to #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

literally for like the past two years… 😭😭 #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

ok so i take 450mg wellbutrin which isn’t a dose they usually give people so whenever i go to the clinic to get a refill the doctors always like “hmm that’s a pretty high dose isn’t it” like YA I FUCKING KNOW OKAY IM THE ONE TAKING IT BIG DOSE FOR BIG DEPRESSION

except i still have my waist 🙃 #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

can someone come punch me in the face so i stop eating #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

i had to get three shots at the clinic today and ofc i didn’t eat today bc i’m dumb and i literally puked and passed out and they made me drink juice and eat a granola bar now they’re gonna remember me as the loser who passed out

#edbsky #⭐vesky #ricewatersky

i want to be proud of myself. i want to see visible change and feel the physical change and feel good about it. i want to be happy with my habits and my reflection. i want to feel content with the amount and quality of food i eat. is that really so much to ask for? #lemonwatersky #ricecakesky #⭐ve

whenever i’m eating with non-ED friends and they eat less than me it’s like a stab to the heart #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

my daughter is so fat all she does is eat. look at her sleeping after eating a HUGE breakfast and not getting on the stepper??? shame her #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #anasky

ya ever just…. eat a cookie only to find out that it’s THREE HUNDRED CALORIES???? #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #ricecakesky

it’s almost walking weather outside people watch out best ana season is coming #edbsky #anasky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #⭐️rve #🕯️asa🪶

literally giggling n kicking my feet at the thought of losing weight #edbsky #lemonwatersky

what’s y’all’s fav diet drink?? mines diet A&W root beer #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #anasky

y’all it’s getting to this point #edbsky #anasky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

i stepped on the scale this morning and was almost at a new low but then i stepped on again to make sure and it went up 10 pounds??? :) #caterpillarsky #anasky #ednotsheeran #edbsky

okay everybody what’s the weirdest or grossest thing your EDs made you do I wanna hear it mine is i used to purge in the shower and just grab handfuls of puke, examine what was in it, and toss it into the toilet to flush ✨ #caterpillarsky #edbsky #anasky

i’ve had a weird craving for cinnamon toast crunch cereal and banana bread the past few weeks and i wanna just have a little bc they’re not THAT bad but these are some of my biggest binge foods WAAAAHHH #edbsky #caterpillarsky #anasky

has anyone actually started smoking/vaping for weight loss and appetite suppression? does that work?? #edsky #caterpillarsky #anasky