binged AGAIN what if i killed myself

i love corn so filling low cal and even the canned corn is low sodium

captchas are getting harder wtf is this

my crush is back on thursday i NEED to lose this water weight by then 😢😢 if he even texts me

idk how people put old or edited photos on their dating profiles, i feel like a catfish if i take a picture that looks a bit too good

spiralling but i need to pivot into a don't eat for days type of spiral instead of 2l tub of ice cream spiral

is stealthing SA bc it felt like it 🤪

guys HOW do i get back into honeymoon phase im trapped in binge/res cycle AGAIN i can't doo thisss

ive never had lint in my bellybutton what are people talking about

guys brocoli makes face swelling go down so fast eat brocoli for skinny face

i don't think i have a soul

guys i like actuals foreals don't think anything is real this is all a long dream 🔥🔥🔥🍖

kinda want to see him again like just for fun but also if he gave me money again that'd be cool ... how do i ask for that ..

anyone know how to evade a reddit ban i miss participating

$200 richer go regerts

doing it for 200

should i sleep with a guy for $100 asked for more but he's bartering like im a bag of oranges at a market

0.5kg already gone yay

why is res getting harder

lowkey highkey just wanna die im so sick of everything

hes coming over again tonight im gonna throw up i need to be perfect for him

realised that seasoning is super low cal idk why i've been scared of it .. might start eating food with flavour guys

there are grapes growing in my back yard hashtag blessed

if everything goes to plan i should reach ugw by end of may which seems so far away but it'll be here before i know it just gotta keep starving 🤞🤞

gained 1.5kg but its okayyy i was expecting worse tbh in the 'chubby but still cute' zone so i don't have to be embarrassed to show my face in public but i do have to lose weight asap

should i ask him to come over tomorrow night or should i wait for him to ask me

my phone thought my sh pics are food ??

boss buying us pizza but im not eating that so i just have to sit around at work unpaid for an hour while everyone eats 👍

how do i mind control him into asking to come over again

revolutionary idea... what if i stop eating

he's coming over tomorrow night :333

what if he's not replying bc he's with someone else

checking my phone every 2 minutes shut up i need 2 chill

i had to say no to him coming over tonight if he goes and sleeps w someone else im gonna be sick asked him for tomorrow night tho .. if he says no im crying shitting throwing up

anyway enough oversharing im gonna wait a week to weigh myself bc ik it's just gonna upset me rn and im having fun i don't need to know the number i look cute either way losing at least 4kgs this month tho

also had a 3some and it was kinda terrible bc it was this cute fem guy but then his STINKY UNWASHED boyfriend omg girl get away from him you can do better 💔💔 would have been nice w just him whyd that discord mod have to be there 💔💔

i hooked up with a really cute guy im trying not to act insane abt it 💔💔 how to show i rly like him without scaring him off tutorial

hey guys how's everyone been i gained some weight and I've been acting like a slut feel good tho

big love to bus drivers who let you on for free

caffiene is so weird im like buzzing with energy but also about to fall back asleep

face puffiness went down a lot overnight thank you broccoli and green tea

grateful for every shit i take

was craving chocolate but i resisted and let it pass and now im craving brocoli instead. that's a craving ill honour good idea brain it's broc time

is it even possible to lose leg muscle :( my calves make me want to vomit theyre so huge it's grotesque . losing fat only does so much they're still bulging it's so gross

i hate how hungry i am the days after a binge UGH. i had gotten my appetite down to so little, i could barely finish 500c meals, but a few binges in a row ...now all i can think about is food fuck OFF i ate enough for 3 fucking weeks and im hungrier than i am after restricting for weeks

so ashamed at myself for bingeing i want to die . i was doing so well

how do you cry when you can't

called in sick to work just to spend all day b/ping i fucking hate myself why am i like this 😍

binged and i feel that deep hatred for myself but also i got BLUE hot chocolate hehe ✨️✨️

i can deal with some girls surpassing me but i WILL have a meltdown if im not the prettiest boy in the room