bookmarking my threads bc i lowkey ate

I CAN SAVE POSTS NOW WE WON

moots remember i asked about those alli pills 😭 why did my mom literally buy me a box spontaneously and now i'm scared to take them bc you literally shit fat oil uncontrollably

good morning i'm maintaining and it's making me seethe

but i got more exercise from chasing my clients around (i work w kids) and lost 10lbs clock ittttt

good afternoon moots i got called into work 💔

something had to have been in the air and i'm not joking. i feel like someone did witchcraft on me and it wore off

other random things that make me feel fatter/uglier

i'm finally out of this binge cycle y'all. it genuinely lasted two whole years i'm not even joking 😭

also hi moots imy

i get myself in the most ridiculous situations like why am i stalling meeting up with this guy i've been talking to until i'm at a certain amount of lbs

deleting bsky bc if i don't delete all my social media right now i'm going to kill myself watching everybody live my dream life while i sob every day about how it's so unfair that people get to be rich and pretty and skinny and happy while i suffer and struggle to liveso yeah

lecturing my mom on eds as a psy graduate while having an ed

me trying to convince my brain to help me stop bingeing and lock in and restrict bc if i fast the rest of the year i can be at my gw

also good morning moots it's been a long time

warming up with intermittent today 💔

"i have got to be more social!" < girl that never sends the first message

fasting on the first

also i gained and saw beyonce ig

the breakdowns i had while i was away...smh

the fucking smug ass 🤭 makes me want to die

this exact same thing happened again and i feel so bad bc i cancelled on him i just can't 💔 im just taking a break until im at a new gw

i'm still thinking about this but every time i eat meat and cheese even though it's been ages since i had a proper vegan meal it's like my body can't ever go back 😭 it's like i developed a dairy allergy

new layout♥️

wait who else plays the sims pls share

me looking at my spring progress

i wanna know her bmi so bad

maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining maintaining is better than gaining

not to cope hard but why is starving harder once you hit your 20s??? i literally feel like passing out after 30 hours

i was also getting my bachelor's degree what a busy time

hi mooties:)

hi moots😔i haven't been active because i started being a dominatrix and it's more time consuming than it looks

?? thank you yikyak

charging my vibrator as a small wl reward

i'm actually craving a huge juicy gardein chicken sandwich with a toasted wheat bun rn someone help me

gm moots!

claire caught me you guys...aw shucks... EVERYONE BECOME BMI 1 IN FIVE

about time i finished a fast

i love when people see my vent page and assume i'm on this secret agenda to kill everyone with an ed🤩like it's so annoying just block me im literally talking to myself on here all the time

i love that this is at the top of my screen all the time

i wish i could hire someone to beat me every time i eat more than 500 calories

spot the diff🤭

define your music taste in six artists 1) sza 2) cocteau twins 3) carti 4) korn 5) type o negative 6) ariana grande

i was born in the right generation i love wake and bake doordash smoothies and youtube on my tv

good morning moots ily🤎

i binged but i only maintained??? congratuladolences?

are we feelin the new layout