Well fuck, I think my 10 year old MOTU audio interface might be near death. Twice now this week where it just randomly stopped passing audio and trying to access the mixer just says no connected devices. Power cycle it multiple times, no go. Gonna try a couple other things, but for now... argh!

Post accidental nap reflections and night time coffee vibes

Pay less attention to losers like Will Stancil and more attention to people you actually give a shit about maybe idk

Here’s your winter lookbook courtesy of Päivi Hartzell’s THE SNOW QUEEN (1986) aka Lumikuningatar #FinnishFilm #manifesting #SnowQueen #filmsky #WhereImAtMentally ❄️

As much as I feel like warmed up ass today, I managed to push it into a shower, take a walk, do some laundry, so that’s something. I wanted to do music stuff but I’ll take the little victories. Once again very, very glad I’m off til Tuesday though, I need rest 😅

I think I slept like 11 hours in total and I've spent all but 2 hours of this morning laying in bed, and I'm only now starting to feel kind of actually awake Someone bring me coffee so I don't have to be fully vertical

gentle reminder this christmas eve that we can ill afford another klendathu

Absolutely fucking not up for any form of family interaction over the next day or two, let alone an endless stream of copaganda shows on in the background during the entirety of said interaction

I know we all have political opinions about Christmas, and I'm personally feeling some stuff about this week, but I hope folks still make an effort to make this time of year a little bit special for kids They have plenty of time later in life to be jaded, and a little joy and wonder goes a long way

so glad the frog era is over

Trying to just have a normal day like I'm not still yearning, confused, and grieving

Bit of a self-care, errands, and house project day. Easily the tidiest my desk has looked in a minute.

ADHD is when you need to make coffee and feed the cat, so you almost put cat food in the coffee maker See also: when I actually put dry cat food in my coffee grinder

OH MY GOD THEY DID

If there's any silver lining to a government largely run by old people with a poor grasp of technology, it's that they also have no grasp of what people can *do* with said technology It's not the 60s anymore

Emotional support sleeping after work and night time coffee

Pull back on the anger and discontent, take a few deep breaths, drink some water, wash your face, take a few more deep breaths, reflect, and re-center

I realize it's a contentious take, but piracy is completely acceptable if you're too broke to buy shit. Plenty of us got into stuff that way, and it's why we started paying once we could. If you're rolling in cash, then yeah, I see the gripe, but otherwise, you aren't actually losing a sale.

logging onto limewire under dark of night to download 60 minutes

The vibe I really need this week

I need to cut back on ordering food, but it's real hard to do that when just about every day, I'm too depressed and/or exhausted to deal with anything I should finish re-cabling all my gear later, something constructive to clear my head. The pedals are a mess tho and I need more 1/4" patch cables 😓

So much for a calm, chill morning, back to stress and chaos thoughts 🫠

If you hate Megarogoji you hate me and also probably orphans.

Recent stuff figured out that I no longer have to wonder about, I slept more last night than I have in almost 2 weeks... and I'm still exhausted :)

Just one day of work this week, ONE MORE, and then I'm off work for an entire week This is going to be a very long day 😵‍💫

Abolish rubberized buttons and knobs on synths and samplers Looking at you Elektron

do u think dickens busted fat ropes

some people are laughing about andrew tate and jake paul getting their asses kicked, just because it's fucking hilarious

Freshly shaved, showered, and a good day for purply tights

Cops: We need cops in schools so we can teach kids about internet safety and privacy. Also cops: Posting pictures of themselves shopping with poor kids while showing kids' faces and nametags.

New glasses came early and holy shit, so much more clear and crisp!

human trafficker walking around his private sex island: say cheese 📸 the most powerful people on the planet: 🙂

it's OK they had a lot more important things to deal with in the 1990s like, *Checks notes* oh no. OH NO

A lot of folks are going to be surprised by how much of Project 2025 the Democrats will keep if they are able to regain power.

exhaustion jams

8 years later we still haven't forgotten your racist asses. There's no expiration date.

Right winger from a left wing family: "I used racist message boards as a form of escapism because my feminist mother tried to make me wear deodorant." Leftist from a right wing family: "My parents beat me for believing dinosaurs existed. My father thinks I'm gay because I tried poetry once."

I'm not nearly alert enough for a 9:30am meeting where I have to train several customers on how to do the things 😑 Plus who schedules a meeting this early wtf

Eyes of Fire (Avery Crounse, 1983) boxd.it/beVce3

"This promise of an AI future, is really just a collective anxiety that wealthy people have about how well they're gonna be able to control us in the future." - @tressiemcphd.bsky.social with an absolute mic drop moment about AI bullshit. Incredible words. Listen to all of it!

PDX bitches!

Hell yes, new glasses with a new prescription in 2 days so I can stop wearing janky ones 🙌

pro tip: have you considered dreaming op the worst case scenario and freaked out about it happening

ACAB all the fucking time

what if we kissed in the charlie kirk death tent

fuck you but not the horse you rode in on, he seems chill as hell

Gonna lose it if I see one more fucking liberal attributing the endless barrage of shit this administration does as 'mental illness' It's not mental illness, it's shitty and malicious people doing shitty and malicious things, and ya'll are ignorant and just as happy to punch down as they are

this is how it’s done! the people fight back. the people de-arrest other people targeted. there are many more of us than of them.