Just now realizing I completely forgot to eat dinner, oops

It's finally, FINALLY pay day, which means my dangerously broke ass can finally stock up on groceries and get a nice breakfast sammie 🥳

I really fucking miss my friend and life feels pretty hollow without them because we all need something to look forward to

the moomins went folk horror

Dissociating is not upsetting to others if you patiently explain you are a maidenhead on an ancient ship.

It's such a relief having a boss whose feedback for you each week largely consists of "I'm not worried about you getting things done", so even when I take 2 days off to lose my shit when no one's supposed to be taking any time off as department policy, it's a complete non-issue

Not loving the uptick in anti sex worker talk from leftists the past few weeks, which is starting to parallel the uptick in antisemitism, and I'm not saying there's a link, but it's mostly men Not sucking dick for money doesn't give you any moral or ideological superiority over someone who does btw

Ladies and gentlemen, I give you the Secretary of Health and Human Services for the United States.

I normally like being right about things, but it sucks that cynical teenage me was largely right about the future. If anyone ever tells you that Millennials are an optimistic generation, sorry but it ain't true, and a lot of us growing up were drunk and high, cutting, smoking, anything to cope.

Trying to distract from intrusive thoughts about how glad my friend and ex is to get rid of me 😓 It shouldn't define my worth, but I've never been good at letting go when someone I'm emotionally invested in hurts me, esp. if I think they may be happy about it and moved on already, but I'm... stuck

My alarm goes off at 8. If I can’t fall asleep again in the next 30 mins, fuck it, I’m making coffee, breakfast burritos, doing long overdue asanas, and taking a hot shower. My brain is ON, I’m depressed, and burrito sounds good, so this is more likely than not.

Small crab eating grape ANIMATED

cannot believe it still needs to be said: suggesting sex workers should just fuck the misogynists is misogyny. you don’t “manage” male supremacy with sex workers’ lives and labor

Getting more than 1-3 hours of sleep at a time again would be very cool tbh

My favorite exchange on Twitter in the history of the site

I miss my friend and I miss feeling like we're walking through this hell together

Why art is fun!

Oh fuck yeah oh hell yeah let’s fucking goooooooo

If you are 3D printing whistles and need them assembled onto lanyards, hit me up. Gimme your whistles. I will give them back to you centered on uniform ropes that won’t fray, or pass them along for distro

men stop saying dumb shit challenge

"A proposed Trump administration policy intended to screen tourists... may have the unintended consequence of keeping porn stars and other sex trade workers out of the United States, too." Seeing as sex workers are ALREADY regularly denied entry, I don't think it's "unintended."

I don't really want to use PTO to take a sick day, but I'm also absolutely not in the mood for customers or service, and definitely not up for slapping a smile on my face to hop on multiple Zoom calls I am up for this coffee, the heater on, and screaming internally, interspersed with various jams

Ghosted, but in a way where it's implied you'll talk soon and they're taking a couple days, but it turns into weeks, so you get uneasy, wonder if they're ok, can't reach them, see you're blocked, panic because you're triggered and confused, now it's your fault they ghosted because of your reaction 😞

I miss my friend and I miss feeling like we're walking through this hell together

i do think now that people assume the complete obliteration of palestine is all but assured and 'free palestine' becomes mainstream in every way except that which might actually help some folks with brainrot are escalating their language to full on antisemitism just to stay on the edge

Just found out my company's big off-site meeting this year is gonna be in Chicago and I am fuckin' stoked, especially since my first and only visit to Chicago was one of the weirdest things that has ever happened to me

you are so hot please hate the same things I hate

Trump isn't going to deport all those immigrants in the concentration camps. He's going to kill them. We are warning you all now. There's still time to stop it.

Ya'll don't even know how much I resist the urge to post about hot weird girls wearing stockings and various other kinks, turning this into 00s Tumblr meets 2020 Portland thirst twitter People don't understand how consumed with sex bipolar people with hypersexual traits are, but it's a mess inside

The entire conceit of "reforming" ICE, ensuring only targeted operations, nothing without a warrant, etc., is incongruous with the $75 billion cash infusion for the agency. They're going to spend that money on *something*. Like a network of local offices.

Yearning and missing someone deeply kinda morning, and it's totally helping my mood to be at work, interacting with customers 🫡

If Democrats really believe in electoral politics and peaceful protest so much, go protest the living fuck out of people like Chuck Schumer and Hakeem Jeffries for enabling and funding genocide and concentration camps

Day of the Dead (1985, George A. Romero)

Please, don’t trust ANY anti-sex-trafficking nonprofit that refuses to support the labor rights of consensual adult sex workers. We know for a fact that criminalization leads to exploitation and trafficking. I would also be wary of those who fund such organizations.

Cleaning stuff out of my music library, and good god, does a lot of electro-industrial, aggrotech, IDM, breakcore, and drum n bass hold up like absolute dogshit

I may be severely depressed, but now I have freshly washed sheets, and that is always a lovely and wonderful thing ☺️

In case anyone in their 20s and 30s wonders, life does not get easier in your 40s. You just unlock new horrors and have more pattern recognition. You may also develop a taste for things you previously hated, like grapefruit juice and talking about things you recently reorganized.

Apropos of nothing, Soulseek and torrents still exist

The idea that everybody on the planet must forever be beholden to the default of babysitter of other people’s children except for their actual fucking parents, and as a result any attempt to opt of non-consensual babysitting must include getting my identity stolen, is an idea that must fucking die.

Use the term “touch grass” to indicate that someone needs to seek out reality, use the term “touch moss” to indicate that they need to seek out ancient forest magic beyond their mortal comprehension.

Ya'll ever feel dread and anxiety that someone you had a fight with is gonna come back after radio silence and just tell you off, even though they fucked up and did more damage than you, but you also feel dread and anxiety they'll say nothing because being ghosted is worse than being told off? 🫠

Holy shit! Have you seen the Italians protesting the fuck out of the Olympics? PS why the fuck is ICE in Italy

Cuba only has about 20 days of oil left after the US has forced Venezuela and Mexico to stop trading oil with Cuba. This is a humanitarian crisis designed and made by the US empire.

No more dating or emotional bonding, only fucking

JFC

Its actually good and okay to try and find moments of joy during the horrors. Dont let anyone shame you for it.

If you are negligent to the point of malice, there’s no difference in outcomes than you doing malicious things intentionally.

Making a hard decision I really, really didn't want to ever make today, and it fucking sucks, but eventually, you have to give up asking someone to do the bare minimum who clearly doesn't give a shit. Action (or inaction) speaks louder than words. Gotta work on my people pleasing habits too.

You really have to be deliberately obtuse to think local cops were gonna swoop in and save us from fascism in the year of our lort 2026. What exactly do you think the 2020 protests were about? Did you think they'd turned over a new leaf and would be the good guys now? Are you 6 years old?

Clockwork Orange-ing this to every amnesic liberal saying to call the rEaL cops on ICE