My handler and I celebrated our 7th anniversary last night. They got me this above the knee kilt, and then proceeded to be delighted when I wasn’t sure how to wear it since I’ve never worn anything cut this short before. Also, gropings and spankings were administered >_< ❤️🐴

“What kind of shot do you want?” I ask my handler. “I’ve never done one, surprise me”. Ok.

"Wanna trade? You offer One like & share & I offer you my eternal gratitude & appreciation ♥" My Fairy, Sunny ♥

The number of times I’ve been hanging out with partners and beloved friends and suddenly I’m panel #3. Relatable. You’re all doing great and I love you all. ❤️🐴

And I mean it about community organization work. It isn't just queer creatives afraid of being judged for making imperfect art (which, to be clear, is already a travesty, especially in a time when we're being silenced by so many outside forces). I mean giving up on creating queer spaces.

I have no patience for cruelty. Sometimes awful people are, coincidentally, queer. We all have our issues but I won’t tolerate casual cruelty, or interpersonal conflict dressed up in the language of oppression. Be fucking kind to allies you disagree with. Reserve the rest for our enemies. ❤️🐴

Back on the amphetamine salts after a 3-year detour down dextroamphetamine road (RX meds) due to shortage. I could cry with relief. The former worked for 20 years. The last 3 years have been awful. Every afternoon tired and jittery and resisting the urge to self medicate. Now it’s good again ❤️🐴

trans girls are machines that convert trauma into hotness

I'm dying over Smitten Kitten (a sex shoppe) having to basically be like, "Google is lying about us having a glory hole." www.instagram.com/reel/DPACIxZ...

Horse 😍🧡🐴💛✨️

Ramen with the Puppydoll and then cuddles to put her to bed before I drive the hour home. Comfort horse, will travel. ❤️🐴

Medication change fucking me up, fam. Can’t wait to give my presentation to our user committee in 10 minutes. Got that sort of tired that sleep doesn’t fix.

Message to my doctor “is the old formulation of my ADHD meds available? What we swapped me to a couple years ago has me crash hard in afternoon” Doctor: “yes, I’ve swapped you back for next refill. It will be available 4 days after your expected refill date” Me: “well… fuck.”

Listen… some weeks are a struggle 😬😅

TFW two people you care about each send you the same photo of them hanging out, and you didn't even know they knew each other, but they do, and also at some point *one* of them has to have brought you up in order for them to realize they both know you ❤️🐴. Ewe know who you are, and my puppydoll ❤️🐴

To my masc friends undergoing second puberty out there, a word of lived advice, as you begin to inhabit your more complete self. Not all toxic masculinity is obvious and/or chosen. Aspects of it can also emerge from an insidious confluence of circumstances and assumptions.

🧡you deserve to feel safe🧡 💙you deserve to feel loved💙 💚you deserve to feel accepted💚 💛you deserve to feel appreciated💛 🩷you deserve only the very best🩷

At a camp event this weekend, I took a close look at my first and only rubber bit. It’s been with me since the start. This is what 30 years of pony play looks like. Indelible marks in what always felt like an indestructible material. ❤️🐴

My wholesome image notwithstanding (kink is incredibly loving and wholesome and wonderful, so yes. I do truly love you all), yes. Maybe 4 people know, and only 2 of them engage in it with me.

they don't have the capacity to compel obedience by the process of law. they don't have the capacity to compel obedience by violence. the only lever by which they can obtain obedience is fear. do not offer it to them.

I will not, in fact, give transphobia a fair hearing. Gtfo.

being trans is awesome and trans people are amazing and gender is a dumb box and anyone who makes their own crowbar to smash it from inside is a hero actually.

I’ll be honest, I really fucked my knee up last night, gang. Happened during a takedown scene with my partner, went down hard, wrong, taking them down and hinged my knee the wrong way. We were on the ground so after the pause to evaluate for mechanical damage, we continued.

Here is some non-satire for you: Trans rights forever.

Me at a kink education event, surrounded by love and empathy and care, checking current news. “Seeds of their own destruction” indeed.

Go listen to this wonderful pony!

"Political violence" is a term that exists to suggest a moral distinction between "violence against politicians" and "violence by politicians" - so that one can be condemned while the other can be normalized. Obviously, no such distinction exists in reality: violence is violence.

I have not dreamt about a new place, that I can remember at least, in years and years.

Next episode drops tomorrow!

If you're protesting ICE in Chicago, let me know at [email protected] if you need free legal training or legal support. If you're arrested protesting ICE, I can represent you pro bono. Email me at [email protected]. As always, I will take as many cases as I can.

Super pleased that the Rocky Mountain herd was able to contribute even a little bit to this great event being organized by the Pike's Peak herd, and hosted by the fine folk at Outdoor Adventure Kink camping (OAK). It should be a lot of fun! ❤️🐴

Thinking about taking some tail or hand hoof commissions, if folks are interested, to help offset some home repairs. I’ll get some pics together. ❤️🐴

Very glad to have had the chance to chat about my history and experience around Pony Play with @rubberponykylian.bsky.social! youtu.be/wddGZlXiygc

My slide from Tuesday predicted my Friday *perfectly*. 3 hours figuring out a bug, for a 1 line fix, before which I’ll need to open an issue, create a PR, update Docker images, and my provisioning scripts. Sorry this isn’t Ponyplay specific 😅. ❤️🐴

West Virginia

I love everybody in my life and I love you all and my trans family and loved ones are really getting fucked in a way that is infuriating. I’m doing what I can and I wish it amounted to so much more. I promise I’ll keep doing what I can and, my fellow cis folk, do the same. You have no idea. ❤️🐴

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Not going to dox myself but wow, I had some really good slides in a talk I just gave at NOAA. They were funny at 2am last night and they were funny again today.

RT if you also wish ill upon JK Rowling.

Imagine the emptiness of a life with no trans people in it. How small and sad.

It’s senior photo season. 📷

I do not claim to be particularly wise, but it is humbling to be described as such. I love you all so much, and I am so grateful to @rubberponykylian.bsky.social for the opportunity to chat. Truly a delight. ❤️🐴

I don’t miss lockdown. But I miss the genuine comfort found in my coping mechanisms during that time. They’ve almost all since faded away, replaced by nothing, but I still love ACNH. Happy final fireworks show of the year. I am crying, and I love you all. ❤️🐴

I can’t wait for this episode with @ponytromper.bsky.social The wisdom imparted is just so refreshing and comforting, it needs to be heard by more than just the ponies. This episode is for everyone. #ponyplay #podcast

Be careful how you tell your loved ones with ADHD/RSD to leave. What they hear will be cartoonishly different from what you are saying. I love you all. ❤️🐴

Learn to love giving an honest ‘no’ instead of an aspirational ‘yes’. Even to partners and loved ones. You aren’t doing anybody, or yourself, any favors.

Seabiscuit in the sheets, Boxer in the streets.

this middle-aged Arab guy's instagram has the absolute best aphorisms. "Why would you stop in Hell?"

I do love you all. I want you to have more than I have, I want you to do better, go further, see more than I have. I want you to exceed me in every measure. Nothing will make me happier than to see you do well. I’m very, very proud of you. ❤️🐴