me for the last three years: i can't wait to get away from my parents & see what's underneath this constant survival mode!!! *gets out, sees that it's overwhelming suicidal ideation* me: oh.

me: yippee i get an hour & a half break in the middle of my day tomorrow!!! what am i gonna do?!?!? also me: the same thing i did last week!! go back to my apartment & kil—

"I enjoy cooking with wine. Sometimes I even put it in the food..." - julia child

i survived my suicide attempt yesterday & all i got was the ✨opprotunity✨ to pay my first full month's rent

& while i'm darkposting.... i will never judge a trans person who unalives. this world has never deserved us & will never deserve us. escaping it is understandable & maybe even rational.

"please stay & suffer for us because ✨you're worth it✨" meanwhile, me & other transsexuals' reality:

when this happens & i unalive because of it, remember two things: 1. that i did my best to love you all as brooke 2. that trans people warned you this would happen & how it would impact our communities for years before the election

I humbly apologize for posting this. My phone service has been suspended due to lack of payment. If I didn't need the help, I wouldn't ask for it. If this kind of post is not allowed, then I understand if it gets deleted due to rules. I'm trying to remain calm. Thanks for your consideration.

you ever just sit in your car after work & cry because your check engine light came on??? because same 😭😮‍💨🫩

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✨no✨ but huge thanks to everyone who's donated though. this is gonna be a massive help as i get through the next couple months. 🖤

time to have some fun & find inventively brutal ways to make nazis suffer :)

all elves are twinks but not all twinks are elves

i yearn to write more, yet i must do silly things like washing the dishes & laundry because i am unfortunately an adult

i'm watching creature commandos for the first time, & all i can say is that i've had g.i. robot for only six minutes, but if anything were to happen to him, i'd kill every nazi in the world & then myself

thinking of entering the brig economy (piracy, smuggling etc)

If there WAS a Christian afterlife (and not to insult any of you, but that's one of the more ridiculous ideas of an afterlife system) My paradise would be designing torture rooms for people who've hurt children and animals.

hey everyone at the end of june, i was fired from my job as retaliation for reporting my boss to h.r. for outing me to a new hire. not coincidentally, i was let go the day before iowa's law removing civil rights protections from trans people went into effect.

It’s likely that this happened to them, in which case, again, this should be much bigger news. We can’t just disappear thousands of people without notifying anyone www.rollingstone.com/politics/pol...

More than 1800 detainees are missing after the closure of Alligator Alcatraz. Their families and lawyers can’t find them and they’ve vanished from the ICE database. Feels like this should be a much bigger story www.miamiherald.com/news/local/i...

I know I keep going on about this but 1) yes 2) it has DEEPLY embarrassed the media people who kept trying to pretend that this regime can be treated as legitimate, and 3) we absolutely cannot let them forget it

*googles what to do after you moved to the place you've sworn for years you'd unalive at if you ever got to that point, partly because it being four hours away from where you lived was an intentional choice to make the plan harder to execute & partly because it is genuinely where you want to die*

So, a university president fired a professor because they taught a course that discussed there being more than two genders, and now the university president is being fired for not having fired the professor quickly enough, is where we're at. www.nytimes.com/2025/09/18/u...

this is real, and yes that reply that is the head of the FCC

Get fucking dunked on ghost Kirk

i cried when i saw the minneapolis skyline this morning. i actually live in the twin cities now 🥹😭

"but think of charlie's children!!!!" just like y'all think of trans children after they're murdered????

i am unpacked in the only way that matters: my coffee machine is hooked up :)

okay universe, i did my part. now show me that life can be good.

where is my lossless audio, spotify? you said i would have it.

I can't even legally attend a public debate without the fear that I might get harassed or violently assaulted for going to the bathroom.

This was just last month and we have already memoryholed it. A cop killed by an antivaxxer.

people who refuse to even acknowledge the political violence enacted on trans people are suddenly saying all political violence is bad

I have no idea what white people are talking about right now. The warnings that the fascists will "use this" to do more violence. WHAT WON'T THEY USE? You've watched them deploy the US military on US soil using bullshit pretexts. What even are you talking about?

Just last month the FBI forced out its top agent in Salt Lake City, a Pakistani American woman whom a former FBI agent describes as a “legendary case agent who was involved in some of the most significant national security cases of the last two decades.” www.msnbc.com/msnbc/amp/rc...

Whether it’s Republican politicians joking about the murder of Melissa Hortman or Democratic politicians expressing their condolences after the murder of Charlie Kirk, both parties have a extreme rhetoric problem.

i guess the real message is don't fuck around with etsy witches www.jezebel.com/we-paid-some...

I see this as an aspirational statement, I guess - I, too, would love to live in a country that political violence found no home in. But I am a trans woman, and I am subject to political violence every single day, and have been subject to political violence for going on a decade plus now.

The American house of representatives is going to vote on whether to do more political violence to us soon...

you don’t have to have a take on everything but i will say for the record that gavin newsom’s “continue his work” post is one of the more disgusting things i have ever seen considering that the dead man in question wanted at least ~2.8 million americans eradicated & believed empathy was a sin.

A handful of folks breaking out the “But he did important work!” equivocation in the case of Charlie Kirk, like he’s a great civil rights leader or even a long-standing representative or something, rather than a guy who took every chance he had to be hateful, is very strange!

Y'all even the fucking literal Weimar liberals weren't mourning Horst Wessel. This is pathetic.

please don't let the news distract you from this post I made before it happened

Deprofessionalizing federal law enforcement may have had some unforeseen consequences.

susan collins voted to protect pedophiles but she wants you to know she frowned very hard while doing it

Wild. The political murders of legislators in Minnesota were “killings.” The shooting of Kirk which cause is unknown is an “assassination.” They bend the knee without even being asked.

there's people who think liberals are being too harsh???? lmaooooooo

charlie kirk has received infinitely more sympathy and support from liberals than every single trans person, immigrant, and palestinian combined