I'd like to apologize since it's been a bit since my last public update on Mocha's medical situation. The long and short of everything is it's a bit of a mixed bag. The samples the Vet took weren't great, but that they didn't see any markers that would indicate malignancy.

Sick another platform telling me I did something wrong (despite not uploading a single video in ages) and proceeding to tell me fuck all for it. Also give us that identifying info and it can all go away. Tell me again how this isn't tantamount to a shakedown in some back ally.

I'm glad we're not the only species who insist on only making one trip to unload our groceries.

It's a week from hell, I feel like utter death, and everything below the neck hurts. But the puppies got a cheese burber with fries today because fuck it, they're worth it. So all in all, not a terrible day really 💜 That last walk might be the end of me 🫠 but a promise is a promise damnit.

I'm gonna try to keep this update a bit brief because as it sits we still don't know much. An incredibly generous donation came through on my Ko-Fi account that left my mother & I stunned. Someone was kind enough to cover mocha's vet bill for us. The very next morning we booked the appointment.

Busy day, nearly done with everything. Ko-fi was set up last night and is now live! Still very much a work in progress. I'm barely hangin' on here so have some photos from a lovely long walk the other day + some fun alt text in one of em 💜

Had to do a little work on the computer. Learn from my mistakes do not put off updating everything like I do. Make a routine and stick to it. I know I'm not alone in constantly pausing it or turning off the automatic ones. Once a month will do ya great but this is taking forever and it's just not on

Talked to my landlord and they refuse to even apply the minimum rent payment because they want me to pay on my late fees, which is now an additional $786 due to ex roommate causing me to accrue. I already told him he needs to pay me what is owed ASAP as I’ve already given him way too much grace+

Life sucks right now and I can't do much of anything but taking a few minutes of my time for the chance some hard working creatives can unionize is the least I can do. I haven't played in years but we support creatives in this house. I hope it works out for em <3 unitedwizardsofthecoast.com

Oh yeah, so giving. Just like they were giving when they fed me the line of "nyanyanyanyanya you don't have credit to our liking, nyanyanyanyanya we can't help you, it's just business. We're still gonna guilt trip you though. Oh and have a shitty 20% off autoship in the dogs name we won't help."

Every morning I get up now, there's this brief moment of normality that quickly gives way to this deep lingering heartache. I still don't know what to do, I'm still in shock from Mocha's fundraiser being shutdown. We've been given no answers. I'm struggling to keep it together & not doing very well.

yet another night where you might have thought it should have happened, and yet it didn't.

🧵1/4 This is gonna be a bit of a long thread, so please bare with me cause it's kind of a mess. This is an update to Mocha's fundraiser on Gofundme, this is basically everything that we know, which granted isn't a whole lot.

No! No! No! Why!

You've gotta be kidding me. My ISP is now throttling so bad I can't even use it. I'm on a hotspot thingy and their only solution is to schedule me an appointment for monday with everything else going on. I feel like I'm about to fucking snap dude. These last few days have been such a rollercoaster

Some mixed news this morning, someone was kind enough to chip in another massive contribution to our goal over on gofundme Which you can find right here: gofund.me/727055402 But our transfers were paused and the website that process the information is giving us trouble. Their ai is also abysmal.

Great news/update! Sorry it's a bit of a read, but it's super important. I didn't wanna let someones kindness go unacknowledged. A little over a third of the way to our goal was the glimmer of hope we needed to wake up to today. Seriously thank you so much! gofund.me/a5e32b10e

We've been having internet issues on top of everything else. Know what they told me? "You can't actually have your ethernet cables plugged into modem, they must be plugged into the eero device." Yeah mate I got three things to plug in "Tough fucking shit scrub buy a splitter"

I apologize to anyone following me, cause I understand how bleak and sad all the news I've been bringing in lately. Today though we tried to take a step back. We, that is Mocha and I, went on an extra long walk together this morning. With another extra long one later once the sun starts setting.

We found this new lump just now as I was taking her out and I'm just at a loss. I'm scared and I'm left with just this terrible feeling deep down. We still haven't been able to get her looked at so if you can please share this link around. gofund.me/a8c0a45c7 it would seriously mean a lot to us.

Later today/early tomorrow I'm gonna be opening up emergency sketch commissions (putting together all the info for it now) for Mocha's medical test fund. Please consider giving our story a read and if it's not too much trouble a share can go a really long way. gofund.me/115e7a78e

Today is Mama Drawz's birthday! It's kinda hard to be any kind of optimistic but she's doing her darndest. Maybe wish her a happy birthday and I'll make sure to pass it along <3 cheers 🍻 to the best mama that ever done it.

I haven't had this much trouble with my anxiety for like a solid 4-6 years. Doing more research isn't helping either, because of course going online and reading about it wouldn't. Like finding out that beagles have a increased chance developing mammary carcinomas.

What Vet clinics get away with in this country is absurd. $590.00 for a checkup, rabies and fine needle aspiration. It feels so fucking criminal when people are worried about their pets, their family, it's exploitative and cruel and I'm very fucking upset.

The world is constantly on fire, things are more hectic and scary than ever. The only thing that sets a deep ache in my heart though is my puppies not feeling well. Miss Ellie has arthritis setting in. It's been a rough few days on top of a stressful upcoming vet visit for mocha.

I can not contain my glee. Blusky is not ready for Warehouse Luigi. Look at it go, look at it's glow. Living wages are still cheaper than revolution, the more you know. youtu.be/IpqhREBFIoo?...

Hey you. Yeah you🫵🏻, chucklenuts. Shut up- yes we're doing this bit again. Go watch the video- I've been watching these guys for years now and little moments like the end of this video are why I still manage to find hope in the world so maybe you will too. They's some good boys, watch the damn video.

Fuck- a self portrait.

Please stop saying TACO. We’re talking about an ungodly number of people who could die or maimed. It’s not time for cutesy little internet slang. We have to get away from this bizarre desensitization.

Call your reps! 5calls.org makes it stupid easy.

If troops hit the ground or if the US backs an Israeli nuke or some other similar continuous and unyielding bombardment, we need to get past all our bullshit about "the norms" because if anything happens tonight we have no choice but to: youtu.be/o8jdzfHvCI8?...

I don't give a damn if it's goofy as hell. That's a certified badass granny! Respect to that Memaw.

Suggesting the nonconsensual debirthing of a sun downing tyrant is technically not generally permissible on social media. Yet our dear fluffy leader causally posting about future war crimes with the vocabulary of a 5th grader, for some reason is? Let me be as clear as I can be here: 25th or 86.

Listen up you spit coated pizzle sticks! You, yes you 🫵🏻 chucklenuts, need to go to this link & sign this petition "But y drawz? Petitions never do anything" Even if it doesn't, all it cost was a 1/4 of a minute, so what's it to ya. Sign the fuckin' thing, ya pansy. www.impeachtrumpagain.org#action

Burnin' the midnight oil to the tune from the credits of The Amazing Digital Circus. Which while I'm not the biggest fan of it, I can still appreciate what they've managed to pull off. I'm a bit mixed on whether or not it's really my thing but that credits song is just really nice to sketch to.

That's just fuckin' sick! Love it to bits!

I got banned from twitter in 2023 for this drawing. They called it "violent speech". It had over 40K likes and too many comments for me to read before my ban, but I still see it floating around here and there. Save a copy, and use it freely. No attribution needed. Love u #transdayofvisibility #tdov

Happy Trans Day of Visibility! Tapping this eternal meme:

The fact that even Democrat Supreme Court justices voted to say that conversion therapy against queer youth is good actually on Trans Day Of Visibility is very telling…..

It's Trans Day of Visibility today. If you're trans and are raising money for something (I don't care what it is), reply to this thread and I will boost you. If you are a cis person, take a look and find someone to support if you can. Everyone give this a share after.

Chritianity desperately needs to be excised from this country. The lead of healthcare in our nation is a brain wormed dipshit who believes in eugenics. Which if you're going that far, the least you can do is start with the christians. Specifically American christian evangelicals. Weakest links first

Good god in heaven that is a frightening amount of people. Fucking respect 💜

Ranōpine - the "Curious yolk" Pokémon. Hatching from large eggs that resemble pinecones. Many in their early stages have been found adorning themselves with the remnants of their shells. Impression fossils reveal they seem to retain their yolk for quite some time after hatching.

Rumiko Takahashi drawing Frieren is the cure what ails you.

This fat cocksucker @govpritzker.illinois.gov is talking about required age verification. For youtube, facebook, bluesky, everything. Do you want google having your ID? Do you want TikTok or Bluesky to leak your data whenever they get hacked? He's using children just like the president in his state

I'm calling it now the Meta/Youtube case is gonna lead to more widespread "please provide id to continue service" bs that's been going on everywhere already. Hurr durr social media company lose money hyuck hyuck is incredibly short sighted in the face of the weakening of section 230.

Y'know looking back on this one I am kinda sad the final finished version has the skull mostly covered up. At the same time though showing love for the trans community will never not be metal and I will always be happy to wear my heart on my sleeve in that regard. 💙💖🤍

Go ahead, send soldiers. Just don't expect us to care when they come back in bags. #nomoreheroes #fuckisrael