This week's Patreon-exclusive horror story is so distinctly upsetting at points that after proofing it I had to go watch videos of happy animals, please subscribe and read it. www.patreon.com/posts/patreo...

God, it feels so good for it to be getting around to the time of year where the sun wakes me up. (Britishly) We should ban Winter

interesting Saturday, in that it was a big planned date weekend navigating the move from "person who visits for kink" to "maybe dating?" where most of the plans had to go out the window, because I was like, hey so I'm too depressed to do Big Powerful Domme please let's watch things and cuddle

She did good :)

bonding activity

redrew an old comic for fun :)

oh wow "bike lanes are anti sex workers" is a fantastic take, deserves UNESCO heritage status

apologist

Being a butch is so easy man I don't need to do any makeup or anything to prep for a weekend date I just gotta have a panic attack, dissociate for a few hours and cry 😎

Anybody who has used Paypal Business - what's the play here? It should have cleared by now? I took a large commission and it said this, googling this brings up either 1. I need to accept the payment (no option to, anywhere), or 2. I haven't given paypal documentation that they need (not the case)

got so mad I nailed some theses to my phone destroying it instantly

Had a kink encounter while depressed 4 months ago and I now have to admit that the long, flat marks that it left on my belly will never go away and are permanent scarring. From one stupid night. Jesus. Difficult not to get very upset about that.

I posted the first weekly Patreon-exclusive adult micro/macro story this Monday! I'm posting weekly stories! B.E.A.S.T. is a fun story with nuns and a giant robot (I am sorry but the giant robot is not a nun) First 2 people to use this link get a month free #sizesky www.patreon.com/rottennat/re...

Wrote a pastiche of academic writing instead of normal size fiction???? If you're the kind of weirdo this appeals to, the formatted version of this is on my patreon www.patreon.com/c/rottennat ! OR you can read the unformatted version, and my new horror story "EHRS", at @sizefiction.bsky.social !

This is obscene. As many know, while I lol for a job I am doing food delivery to make ends meet. Having the delivery point outside and making drivers stand outside - you've acknowledged that it is cold and make is stand outside on the *most busy days*. Nobody else does this. Wankers.

An important part of my recovery from mental health has been realising that if I want to have a hobby, I can just decide to have that hobby [funds allowing]. It's permitted. I wanted to be a baseball umpire - I'm a baseball umpire now. I wanted to flight sim more. So I did. Etc!

"Bury me with my golden arm." ~ Founding Father Benjamin Franklin

Oh are we doing that whole bit again where we pretend Brianna Ghey died because of social media rather than because of the people who stabbed her 28 times.

like it turned out January was *not* the month in which I got a job, but February for sure, like, I have things actually lined up. This is good. BUT IF ANYBODY WANTS ANY WRITING DONE THEN BEAUTIFUL TRANS WOMEN WITH WORD PROCESSORS ARE IN YOUR AREA* RIGHT NOW

Pre-job interview "informal chat" today, then job application for a Very Fun looking job, then !!Got Commissioned To Write A Story!!! and now I need to actually write it. Good day! Looking up!

godspeed you! piss tboy

Another job rejection that hurt, today. I get a fair few that, like, I know I didn't put the effort into, but this one, for a Governance Manager role - entirely refreshed CV, glowing covering letter, really put in the time. Applied under the DCS. No interview.

hearing that on his deathbed donald trump tried to receive the light of islam but couldn't recite the shahada. so hes in hell now

Uploaded more of my revolting erotic fiction to @sizefiction.bsky.social - 3 old stories are on my profile page. Dead Dove Do Not Eat! Check the tags! If you follow me for other reasons consider not reading! If you do follow me for that...consider commissioning :3 sizefiction.net/author/profi...

ahhhhhh my lower abdomen is doing that thing again like when I and several doctors thought I had appendicitis last year until they CT scanned me ahhhh (it's just trapped wind I think lmao) pray for tummy ache girl

crawling in my skin, these wounds of mine, they will not heal fear is how i'm falling down, confusing what is real in other words: hold my hand in other words: baby, kiss me

Good afternoon, larp 3 of 4 complete, a devastating study of grief. I'll write more about it at a player time but I have never wept more openly and fully at a larp before. Impeccable experience.

At The Smoke larp festival and spent 2.5 hours being an extremely embittered and dead inside fascist Bad Cop. It was great. I am now very much hoping for a slot at something lighter to be free this pm because holy shit

I am going to keep periodically posting here and on Bluesky for anybody I know, even tangentially or only online, to let me teach them how to play Königrufen, please I beg you I can't fill a table.

(to the tune of Eleanor Rigby) BPD crashout Asking your girlfriend if she longs to hear they you died While she's inside

Begging, begging anybody I know to learn how to play Königrufen so I can play them. I will teach you!!!!! There's an online client!!!!!

was there some kind of sex discourse on here because woo boy I'm glad I'm not well-known because I get the impression some of these people would die instantly if they saw what I wrote.

The right to choose provider (CareADHD) that gave me my diagnosis and life changing medication is fucking ghosting me

look, it may just be porn, but getting reviews like this on my writing makes me so damn happy

Not quote tweeting it because I'm sure it means well but the funniest post is like "this is illegal and should be called that" or something yeah I think everybody is well past caring what's on the statute books old sport

Full on "how long have I been asleep" moment when checking the news this morning, eh.

"The house of the rising cum. It's like house is the rising sun but with cum" @melpomany.bsky.social is so witty that's why I love them

(NSFW! This is erotica!) I've re-uploaded from 2022 one of my favourite horror-porn stories to @sizefiction.bsky.social , as I feel like I might start writing again after taking several years out. I hope people still enjoy this nasty, gory story. sizefiction.net/story/show/914

One advantage of hooking up with somebody who posts a lot is that, in a low moment, I can go back and look at gushing about me and go "oh yeah! That's about me!" and feel better Add a 'Poster' filter to Grindr *now*, Mr Grindr

Ok I ate something and feel better, funny how that works god I'm a child

"Why don't you just deliver more, to make more money while you're looking for a job?" because it makes me so depressed to be doing this while I should be pulling down £50k at least that I want to kill myself, and then I don't look for work at all.

I feel like I only come back to bluesky when I'm having a panic attack and I don't want to post through it on twitter because I'm desperately anxious of alienating my new friends with the sadposting, anyway I'm doing fine, I still don't have a job again, can't force self to consistently deliver food

Date 1: Brilliant, great, she stayed over, we'll see each other again Date 2: "I don't watch movies", made me pay for my lunch after taking me to an overpriced trendy brunch place, didn't realise that place served food and "wasn't planning on eating" after meeting me there at 1230

Woman who is very nervous about her two dates back-to-back this weekend but did her hair anyway

I'm a scamp :3

#pathologic #pathologic2

Ach, this one really hurts too. I put a lot of work into that application and I thought I'd at least get an interview. I don't know what criteria I didn't meet. It's my field.

OK I took my meds and feel better

Sabotaging everything. Destroying everything. Everything that has happened to me is my fault. I'm to much of a coward to just fucking die