the thing about bpd is that it actually feels really good until you hit the material reality wall

need find a woman tall enough that the top of our head is at hip level imagining clinging to her thigh

week long brain explosion directly followed by being the sickest weve been in years has certainly been something this week better be normal and chill

we left the house, went for a lil walkie, ate 3 meals today, *and* it only hurts a little bit to breath think we might actually be recovered

leaving the house for the first time since last Monday yippee this is gonna be so exhausting

oh hey missed a whole week of work cool

whoever saved this your fucking sick and twisted

well *I'm* choosing to interpret your son as a trans girl. it's called "death of the author" look it up

wait its Friday? we had actually no clue

wearing these and forcing a girl to grind on them as a punishment for bad behavior

everytime we see this image its like going to church, just reaffirming our desire and faith in becoming the dollmaker

gang weve been away all week what have we missed

everytime we play fnv for any amount of time it only shines a light how terrible of a game fallout 4 is

we do think its He in the powerful creature sense and not in the boy sense -R

I realize I only like boys when they're girls, but when a boy is a girl they are indescribably cute

only sleeping while basically only drinking water for three days really makes whatever meal you eat next the best thing ever

its so fascinating how fnv shows like layers of ghost town just centuries of habitation and abandonment

bubonic would be such good name for a little girl

cant figure out if the numerous joys of the past year outweigh the horrors weve experienced despite everything it was one the worst(potentially best) years of our life

2026 is actually the year of the doll

make that 3 days

just slept for 2 days straight ama

they really gotta let us implant botfly larvae into girls

we should be able to live with all of our friends and loved ones in a ridiculous apartment building

"bird" really is the most aggressively British thing you can call a woman

goodmorning pretties! we can take a lot more pain than we thought :)

yea were porn

our headphones are officially broken, not responding to the buttons at all, not connected to our phone but still indicate they are, and the speakers are playing a really fucked sound non stop no shot we'll have the money for new ones in the next like 5 years, so no more music outside the home

its so cool how the mold that puppets us sprouted offshoots with their own personality, glad it has company

i hope the nosebleeds come back next month i wanna get blood all over everything again

this combined with making us horny at our reflection would go crazy

we need to either mentally stable enough to be a woman's mother or exist as we are now and be someone's doll for the rest of time

what is a system if not a polycule of the self

if we ever have a proper sub we expect everyone to tattle on them when they break their rules

goodmorning pretties! truly fucked up we dont have any marks from last night

oh cool so we apparently have had the capability to just choose to have a good pain tolerance probably not like great but its much better than usual rn

someone actually fucking cursed we are *only* rolling 1s rn what the fuck

we dont really talk to girls we just sit pretty while giggling and and calling them cute

more of yall gotta listen to magnus archives purely so we can see all the ways you freaks would get horny about the various aspects of the story

today was not good :(

hm mystery dissociative, personality, and mood disorder? all at once? you shouldn't have youre too kind

been crashing out all fuckin week i hate the end of the year so much

are you still a switch if your dom side and your sub side are two different people

doll single handedly ruining its "scary murder doll" reputation it seems gotta start talking about torturing people again

being so fucking serious someone has to, *has to*, condition us to get unreasonably horny at our own reflection it would be sooooooo fucking hot if we got flustered and light headed just from girls holding up a hand mirror to us

we say "noted" a lot as words of confirmation but we wonder if it would be hot to actually write down whatever were noting

upon further review we think we would have absolutely no response if called a "porn doll"

today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good today is gonna be good

goodnight pretties! we are very quickly turning into an easily exploitable dolly it seems

divine stats are down. dolly stats are up.