For anyone following the saga of my wallet was stolen & I have to get a birth certificate bc mine was likely destroyed in a fire… MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE IS HERE. I want to make a confession. I did not print out the long form and mail it to Missouri. I used an Internet site& paid an expedited fee.

I used to have friends in Denver who I could go over and there would be platonic snuggling. I miss those friends. I need physical contact.

In the absence of any of these things, I’m going to fuck up my sleep schedule and nap.

Bullying in healthcare doesn’t just come from other staff or other superiors. In a long term care environment, especially in Behavioral Health, bullying from the patients at the staff encompasses a large amount of why staff leave. Physical, emotional, mental abuse are all rampant -

I didn’t have time to look at this site while I’ve been working. Is it on fire? I think it’s on fire.

Y'all. I told this guy I won't get home until late and we could chat tomorrow. Him - chat this weekend? What about tonight? I'm needy and require quality time, sounds like you don't need a man. You're booked and busy and very social and active. You get out and I'm sure you get attention.

It’s time to move on. It’s time to get going. What lies ahead I have no way of knowing.

#RIPJaneGoodall The world will miss you. #Pinks #ProudBlue

Swear her in.

I have indigestion. I have nausea. (Ongoing since my concussion) I have a 12 hour shift.

I finally have my medication. Also, in spite of what I was told over the phone, they didn’t accept my expired license and report of stolen license. They DID accept the My Colorado App, which I had been told by by another employee I couldn’t use, even though it is supposed to be a legal ID here.

I’m having my first really bad migraine in months. Here’s to maintenance meds. I blame this on the lack of sleep due to issues with my meds over the last 24 days. I have spoken to the pharmacist and they have agreed that since I filed a police report they can take a different form of ID.

Honestly, I thought - “I don’t need the laws of man to tell me what I ought to do- He reached down and touched my hand-“ I thought that song was about masturbation for a solid month.

And then…. I saw a cybertruck.

I tell people I have survived 8 fires which is technically true. But that 8th fire, the exposure to electrical asbestos smoke, the weakening of my immune system that left me more vulnerable than others to COVID. Which lead to a stroke and shattered leg. The 8th fire is still killing me.

For the record I got to the pharmacy with a trusted adult to find out that my medication that I am not allowed to pick up without a photo ID was PUT INTO THE MAIL. So I cannot get it today.

I get that the news cycle is packed right now, but I just heard from a colleague at the Smithsonian that this is fully a GIANT SQUID BEING EATEN BY A SPERM WHALE and it’s possibly the first ever confirmed video according to a friend at NOAA 10 YEAR OLD ME IS LOSING HER MIND (a thread 🧵)

Oh. The form for Missouri must be mailed. You must mail that bitch

LETS GOOOO

For the record I do have an adult who has free time today.

So my wallet was stolen and until I can get my fucking birth certificate from the fucking state of Missouri bc apparently I lost THAT in the fire I have to have an adult come with me to the pharmacy. This is humiliating.

Well. No paperwork required.

Question for Nurses:

Is there rapture paperwork?? Like if the rapture occurs- does a really young/old nurse kept in cryo for this reason thaw out and bring different paperwork? Does being raptures count as an elopement?

Ariana to the kids:

Can anyone send $50 right now?

Having to go home unexpectedly for my Aunt's funeral has absolutely trashed my budget this month, so my ask is slightly larger than usual. Goal is $600 by 9/30. 🙏🏾🍀🤞🏾 cash.app/$sotreu2 venmo.com/sotreu paypal.me/rikiam #MutualAid #HelpSky #MutualAidRequest

I ordered hot wings and got … plain chicken. Super greasy. So gross. My cats wouldn’t eat the plain chicken. Then the app tried to only refund me 30% of what I paid. I called and got a refund so I could order something else but…. Ugh… so disgusting and I feel guilty because of the waste.

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Tonight my dreaming brain tried to rewrite how I met my ex husband. It was beautiful. My brain tried to write a relationship without the trauma and anger and fear of the last few months that we were together. I don’t know why this keeps happening but these are nightmares.

Loretta Swit’s portrayal of Margaret “hot lips” Houlihan made me want to be a nurse. It also taught me never to fall for a surgeon.

Several weeks ago I went down a rabbit hole on Barack Obama incense. I know many ppl went down the same rabbit hole. I forgot about it. But…. I did order it. It smells amazing. So good.

On recent, past and current events.

School shooting in #Evergreen Colorado. Earlier today.

I have an arrangement because of when I get paid that I pay my rent on a specific day of the month because that’s when I get paid. Anyway I didn’t get charged rent this month. I called it in bc I already had someone in my life who didn’t get charged rent and didn’t pay rent and it was bad.

My temp crown fell off but at least I felt it and have it saved. Going to have to go to the Dentist to have it replaced in the AM.

Here here’s Malkie’s touch up job. Love it.

The artist also touched up my tattoo of Malkie.

So the new tattoos are the lines on my wrists. It’s a reminder that “there’s a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing someone and pleasing somebody else.

Bout to get a very simple but very intentional/needed tattoo.

Yep and folks want to start at Trump but not at the larger par T and that’s why People think me focusing on BW is just racial but it’s structural And we are not recognizing it

A few years ago I had a TIA which made me collapse and I crushed my leg and still have some R sided stuff. When it happened I was with a partner of 2 years. He was so kind. He saw me through the 12 weeks of bedrest. Helped me showers and trash. And then… the day after he helped me move my tv-

A person told me I sent a doctor back to medical school in one phone call recently and I feel badly about it because I yelled at a woman I didn’t know who was calling with good intentions. But we both stopped. We both apologized to each other. We calmed down. I restarted my report. She listened.

You know.. my nursing career is over 21 this year.

I got really crappy sleep and I need to go to work for my overtime shift. Exhaustion, a root canal AND an extra shift? Why is this Friday so aggressive?

My cats are angry at me for my early morning routine change, in which I got emergency dental work. I have a plan. It’s treats.

The X-ray slipped out of the tech’s hand and hit me in the face. I went to the Dentist after a 12 hour shift. I’m going home and sleeping.

I get another root canal today. I just want to survive.