Impatient, yearning, impatient, ravenous, lost, seeking, lost, depleted, defeated.

I keep installing and uninstalling games, looking for something that will make me feel anything, but it's no use. I don't know if this is just the state of the world or myself but it feels hopeless. I know the answer, I need to create, to make, but I have no willpower, no energy.

BBBUT ONEE-SAMA...WE'RE BOTH PLANES😳😳😳

Top 6 Job Skills for Gen Alpha: - Hyper-regional Chinese accents - Fistfighting people high on RCs whilst you too are high on an RC - Prompting AIs with the "Mr. Beast Voice" - Taking over a glitchy self-driving car when drunk - Robot flipper-overer - Iranian Kantian Philosophy

So it turns out if you go cybernetic in Stellaris, then there's a risk that your species will invent the War Thunder forums.

I wish I was in the Group Chat :C

Enhancers, Transmuters, Emitters, Conjurers, Manipulators and Specialists

whenever someone's like "womanhood was/seems like a stifling experience but trans women embrace it" it almost feels a bit insulting b/c every trans women i know [also] forges her own relationship to what being a woman means as creative & artistic practice against womanhood's expectation or policing

I was just bringing this up with friends the other day. It’s strangely endearing (and VERY generous to the American psyche) that the Japanese would view conspiracy theories like this as being a sort of american folk superstition, not unlike the kind they have in east Asia

I regret everything

linux kernel devs in 2026

I spent my teens afraid of being a muslim, thrn spent my 20s afraid of living. I want to be less afraid, I want to be my genuine self.

I've kinda made peace with the fact that I dont have the same cultural touchstones as my friends, and I've led a deeply deprived life. Not really, but like, i want to?

I really like the most popular cat names in china

TSUCHINOKO SMASH 💥💪🐍🐍🐍

RIP freud. you would’ve loved whatever this is.

I personally love to read shit like "U.S. Pauses 'Project Freedom'" in headlines. Not all good jokes need to be complicated.

The golden light of Rome. Emperor Aurelian

Israel’s National Security Minister Ben Gvir received a birthday cake decorated with a giant gold noose from his wife. The Hebrew text reads in part “sometimes dreams come true”—referring to Ben Gvir’s now-achieved dream of legalizing the death penalty for Palestinian prisoners in Israel.

Art by • José del Nido

“Sleep the eternities away. Without pain, without bigotry. In the eternal sleep there lies our paradise. We are equals in sleep. We have no war or famine or genocide. Join our deep blue and beautiful sleep. It will be so easy. It will be so kind. You have needed it so long.”

*taps earpiece*

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Not that anyone needs yet another reason to steer clear of Microsoft, but VSCode now adds Copilot as a co-author of all your commits, regardless if you used Copilot. This was added silently as a default. This is some next level insanity.

Daily #2027 - Melancholic

trying to play peekaboo with my child but he's a European diplomat: me: where'd daddy go? baby: we must articulate a post-daddy vision of strategic autonomy me: peekaboo! baby: my historic relationship with my father is stable despite recent troubles

PaaV is a new paradigm in cloud computing. ChippyCLI from Mashicorp allows you to declare your Suet as Code using YUML to rapidly and idempotently deploy Pies to your table from your devops pipelines.

the worst part about this crash out of mine, is that I've lost the desire to do anything I've previously enjoyed. I'm forcing myself to read, workout and learning to draw but other than that I'm just watching shitty youtube videos for the rest of the day.

If you enjoy it, you can throw the author a few bucks on Patreon to support your not-so-local spinster / woman of letters: www.patreon.com/c/MadihaS

Follow detective Mona Alexandri as she navigates life, love and politics while searching for her lost mentor in a 1930s-inspired setting riven by four struggling empires and ravenous manifestations of human thought. In Emptiness Effigied, my lesbian fiction project. It's free! emptinesseffigied.com

fucking Gundam ass names

it's lesbian week... help madiha become more visible to lesbians. by telling them that i write stories about lesbians.

biggest struggle for me is doing things that are not enough, like just 15 mins of something a day. I feel like I'm so far behind everyone else, so far away from what I want to be, but what choice is there but to live? I got here in the first place by being afraid to so afraid to live.

I've felt like a mute for the last few years. Like no matter how hard I try I can't get my thoughts or feeling across to others. the moment I try to put down my thoughts they become slippery, they vanish into smoke. Idk what the solution is, I'm trying to write more, journal more.

trump: we will attack in 2 days irgc: trump: we are extending the ceasefire deadline irgc: trump: we will attack in 2 days irgc: trump: we are extending the ceasefire deadline irgc: trump: we will attack in 2 days irgc: ➡️ trump: we are extending the ceasefire deadline

Gaming :(

going through a lot right now

I personally don't like Spinach, Molokhia and the various brined or stuffed leaves people here eat but I'm in the minority as they're insanely popular. I guess Ghameh is our most "controversial" dish since it's stuffed intestines and those tend to gross people out

love to be from the Levant only winners here babeeeey

anyways Path of Exile and all it's ilk are made by Iblees himself to lead believers into damnation.

I feel like I'm supposed to be a "gamer" but most of time has been swept up into specific games and I've never written much about them.

happy lesbian visibility week!!! is there any better time to read some novellas about a butch detective and her femme assistant being visibly lesbian in a world that's opposed to them? you should read Emptiness Effigied!!! i think it's an incredibly moving and special story. i love it so much.

"patlabor" is what my cat demands from me. and brother, I'm clocking in

everything will be okay 🙂👍

Something I get often from well meaning people and therapists, and something I often give to friends is the idea that "how well you perform/succeed in life/work/art/etc is not indicative of your value" and I think it finally clicked for me why that doesn't work.

couldn't sleep last night because of all the (celebratory) shooting.

despite the wailing and gnashing of teeth from I$r.aeli media I'm still really doubtful they'll keep this up. Everyone here is already scared of pre-ceasefire retaliation/escalation, but the thought of going back to the war is what's really scaring me.

it needs to be really clear that like. having a camera on your front door is not normal and in fact used to be a media short hand for someone who was clearly out of their mind with paranoia, like full tinfoil hat