i am now officially around my family for a week so its Complaining Hours

So many people will view any genuine experience of human emotion as DEEPLY embarrassing and shameful and then wonder why they feel so cold and lonely and disconnected from others.

tried to save 6 reais on uber by taking the bus. forgot about construction work changing the route of the bus so now im paying 6 reais MORE than if i just took the uber in first place

oh god turns out this was an awful week to talk about hormones to my family bc every conversation now is gonna be "no mom/aunt/grandma thhe fitness influencer that died was using like 10x the amount of testosterone me or any other sane trans guy uses"

hi hi! offering comms like this via DMs OR vgen! - $50 for surprise-me style ("hey just draw my oc any way u want") - $65 for a thigh up with a detailed prompt - $80 for a full body with a detailed prompt :3 vgen.co/ocatg_

ive been on hrt before so i know how the initial timeline goes but that doesnt stop me from checking myself out for Changes on the mirror everytime i pass by it (its been 2 days)

Electric Gecko Chinami 🦎⚡

hi hi! offering comms like this via DMs OR vgen! - $50 for surprise-me style ("hey just draw my oc any way u want") - $65 for a thigh up with a detailed prompt - $80 for a full body with a detailed prompt :3 vgen.co/ocatg_

cool cat

[tearing my shirt werewolf style] I LOVE BEING A MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just had the first dose :))

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ill be honest being trans is really silly actually. i feel like im about to explode of happiness at the thought of growing more body hair. having a deeper voice. i'll be honest, im even excited for balding. these are silly things to want to die for. and yet.

am officially back on hrt :)

i made a sculpt of @grind3h.bsky.social's Ghost Kitty as practice :] i'm quite happy with how it turned out!

I love loafykins so much

guys mb turns out depression is a common side effect of the medication ive been on lmao

something really funny about checking and rechecking for hours if you actually match the criteria for Checking And Rechecking For Hours Disorder

ordering one of those "please be patient i have autism" hats but it's "please be patient i (might (maybe (have been talking to my therapist about this))) have ocd"

Nagisa Landing 🟪⬜️🏙️

Bad day but tomorrow I'm gonna have a better one (hopefully)

two for one special 🔥🔥🔥🔥

it's black mold season again

Big Self-Esteem Issues doesnt want you to know but you can teach anything to your "dumb" friend if you disguise it as something fun and pressure free

Hi, situation IRL got really bad this month, work has been slow as I am without meds and I am overdue on bills.... If anyone would be able to support me with any amount via ko-fi or via bandcamp, it would help a lot, thank you.. ko-fi.com/pedipanol

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ok today im gonna. finish some stuff and hopefully make a pretty post talking about comms and all. until then, slots are there already vgen.co/ocatg_

i spend hours planning my next day -> i sleep early -> i wake up early -> i eat breakfast -> i take a 4h nap and fuck everything up -> i kill myse–

got vgen verified!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the injection i got some days ago tbh didnt help THAT much with my pain after all but it also helps with allergies and holy shit. i <3 breathing

dreamt that i found/adopted a new cat and their name was the name of a variable in my discord bot code irl

forgot im allowed to post this really proud of the back muscles :3

freudian throw loop

therapist asked me if i hold back on spoiling my cats. i said no. then he asked why do i have to Deserve love and treats the optimal solution is to give myself treats when i give the cats treats

forgot im allowed to post this really proud of the back muscles :3

i had an idea for a "artists show me your x" but im scared it will flop 😔 i just want to see uncool stuff

double compliments are cool

listen its cold its raining im tired i just had toast with butter can you blame a man for taking a little nap under these conditions

i wanna play neopets but without the horrors

She found your forbidden collection (Repost - 2022?)

"these kids have it too easy nowadays back in my day my dad would beat me up if i was lazy" yeah thats why u need physiotherapy nowadays dumbass

yesterday i was multitasking in the kitchen and i almost drank from the soap bottle instead of my water bottle this is so on the nose with brazil current events that it kinda hurts me to be this unfunny

no one ever gave me more support and insight regarding subtle anatomy details than the humble pervert

it's been 6 years and her name is still "the cat nudist"

she's ok

almost forgot to post this one teehee

this weekend i tried to help my partner with throwing away an old couch. thought "ok im just gonna regulate my strength so im dont hurt myself" but. i couldn't even reach what would usualy be minimum strength for myself