how we roll up

My partner: I need to go over my math with you — Me: you are aware that you’re talking to your math impaired— My partner: yes. anyways. Um?????

this book makes so many insane assumptions and i actually believe it contributes to the ongoing stigma that prolonged symptoms of PTSD or CPTSD are a personal failing and the idea that the person isn't trying "hard enough" to address it.

i wish more people were more critical of Gabor Mate bc some of the shit he says has absolutely no basis in reality.

unfortunately my labs came back normal except for my calcium being weirdly high??? (unfortunate bc I’m no closer to an answer abt why I suddenly lost 10lbs w/ no identifiable cause)

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wdymeeeeAaaann my hysterectomy may have caused hyperthyroidism

Briefly opened Twitter. Immediately regretted it.

TIL that melatonin is a mast cell stabilizer so apparently the ceiling lady and I MUST visit each other if it means having a tolerable night of sleep

everyone deserves a friend who will send them encouraging messages at 10:30pm

i hate that there's AI slop on this app i don't trust any animal videos i come across on the discover page, sigh

ppl talk abt trust issues in a trendy way but rarely in the “ive trusted the wrong person too much too often since i was a child and now my nervous system thinks im being attacked when someone asks me to trust them” way

Sorry I'm late, I was fighting for my life putting on my compression socks

POTS is fun bc sometimes u just feel like ur going to pass out for no specific reason & u just have to sit there & hope it passes before u have to move ur body. and by fun i mean absolutely horrifying

i hate the intense comeback of diet culture

I really need ppl to stop putting me in group chats

the autistic struggle of not being able to trust ppl mean what they say bc of how many times you’ve been burned by unspoken neurotypical rules

ootd includes: My girlfriend’s jacket Slightly-too-large medical alert bracelet Puffy eyes bc I can’t stop crying bc I’m so tired

why are there orb weavers across EVERY WINDOW OF MY APARTMENT this feels like harassment

sometimes life doesnt feel real but also sometimes life feels TOO real

having a cat in the house means saying shit like "hello there mister poopy boy. are you poopin" and so on

Sorry I can’t help clean up right now I’m actually super busy

insomnia go brrrrr

they need to invent a type of impeachment that actually impeaches you

i am very normal about books and things as evidenced by reading 2 books/week at any given time

Me: *carefully curates an extensive playlist* Me: *skips song* *skips song* *skips song* *skips song* Me: who put together this bullshit

i think the amount of things that pose an existential threat to the world i love and the life i have and the people i care about has exceeded my capability to compartmentalize

How it feels doing literally any task right now.

my therapist absolutely shook me to my core today and I feel like i got turned inside out in the span of an hour and now idk what to do with myself

i feel like you all need this

So sorry but I can’t. I can feel my sock seam right now.

everything just kinda feels awful lately and I’m trying so so so hard to find the bits of sunshine where I can

Anthem: the formulary changed so we're dropping coverage of this medication you've been on for a year Me: I literally can't eat without this???? Anthem: lol get fucked ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i do noootttt want to work today. i wanna play cozy grove and animal crossing and read

Not much beats being complimented by a beautiful woman

I love my library card

I’ve read 3 books in the last 2 days so if you’re wondering how my mental health is doing,

god it’d be nice to feel a little hope again

v annoying how crying is so relieving and also so bone achingly exhausting

discovering things about your gender/sexuality/romanticism at almost 32 is exhausting.

madmadmadmadmadmadmadmad

My shower chair changed my energy envelope dramatically. Never knew how exhausted showers made me until I suddenly was less exhausted after a shower.

Alchemised by @senlinyu.bsky.social was SO SO SO good. I was so worried that it would be a slog because of the length but it held my attention literally from start to finish. The character dev, the plot dev, all of it was amazing. I'm so glad I picked this book up, s2g. #booksky

same

look what I can do.