strange dream last night where id gone to work for the cia but for some reason it was both the 1950s and the area i was working in was all neurodivergent cis women except for me a neurodivergent trans woman who had somehow slipped through the background check

oh to be a smol frog on a leaf

from tonight's first patch.

driving this gender like i failed my driving test i better not get pulled over

i miss saint vitus

tonights audio-visual entertainment

sure why not one like one opinion about star trek

hold your head up high, doll. put some cunt in your step. you stab yourself with a needle every week to be that hot, stop hunching over and hiding the body you earned now is not the time for doubt

i think im gonna hit up an industrial goth party on the lower east side tomorrow night it has been too long since i have been out to stomp around and rage on the dance floor i need release

apparently facebook thinks im suicidal or some shit fuck off

As Netanyahu addresses the United Nations in New York City this morning, the world recoils in horror at the ongoing genocide in Gaza.

best not to say more but holy shit im glad msg didnt get back to me after my job interview what the fuck

i think im gonna turn in early tonight hopefully tomorrow is a better day

you know what still hits tho? the pleasure principle by gary numan

interesting it seems im not really into they might be giants anymore

fuck this is so fucking ugly

alright lets install the new ios so i can turn off all the stupid translucent shit

if you have not yet, please PLEASE call+email your reps. Here is a script ✨😊🫶🏳️‍⚧️✨

tried injecting my e into my tummy instead of my thigh today and god damn that was a nice smooth easy injection and the e rush hit fuckin immediately too i might just be a tummy injection girlie from here on out

Mike's Hard Estrogen

existentialism > nihilism

hi, cis folks! do you trust the senate to decide whether you can have healthcare or if you legally exist under the law or where you can legally wash your hands or pee? neither do we! please tap into the thread & tell senators our civil rights & lives matter—even more than the jimmy kimmel show!

had another maze dream again trying to navigate my way out of the market east subway concourse in philadelphia and winding up by the entrance to the old dickens village christmas attraction that used to be in strawbridges (damn im old)

job rejection update: id asked if there was any feedback and was told that apparently there was an opening cancelled and they needed someone with more experience doing sms stuff (which i have but not enough) might have been bs but it brought me down a bit from my dysphoric meltdown last night

me and who (i can be the girlfriend or the anxious woman)

you know what’s bullshit? a degree in theology is almost universally about christian theology to study my theology? my beliefs? that’s “folklore and mythology”

clicker training to break irony poisoning

NIHILISM IS ANTI PUNK AND ANTI LEFTIST GIVE A SHIT, EVEN IF THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE TO GIVE

BE SINCERE CARE ABOUT THINGS CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER BE A FUCKING GODDAMNED PERSON

irony poisoning kills the writing was on the wall for this when any sort of sentiment about caring for others was met with claims of “virtue signaling” to the irony poisoned a sincere belief is anathema and it leads to the worst kind of nihilistic world view and absolute social atomization

tonight calls for musical comfort food and right now its sparks

whos up manifesting their darkness and becoming a god

They always manage to make us sound so fucking awesome.

Anyway,

nora can have a little dysphoric crash out as a treat

oh nice devo added blockhead back to the setlist for their tour with the b-52s

putting the toynbee tile text on my bullet jackets TOYNBEE IDEA IN KUBRICKS 2001 RESURRECT DEAD ON PLANET JUPITER

is it that im being clocked on interviews? is it the septum piercing and the dyed hair? is it that i have too much experience and they dont want to hire older workers? i wish i knew

the fascist social media outrage complex going after gwar is fascinating because theres literally nothing they can do to gwar like this is their schtick and has been for decades this is good publicity for them and theyre not going to apologize or change a goddamned thing about their show

olive

nora

the field of therapy: it's important to learn how to talk about your problems in a way that's healthy and doesn't actively worsen their mental health impact channer tgirls: how dare you deny that gender dysphoria is real and the only ways to cope are surgery and incelspeak

nine final round interviews in ten months no offers i hate it here

Bunch of bills just went through and I'm unemployed. Any help you're able to give would help so much. Buy a trans girl a coffee. Venmo: ameliaidiotwitch

nope just got an email they went with someone else

aww still in review but the status was updated yesterday albeit to the same thing which means maybe theyre gonna schedule another interview?

theres a crew doing brickwork on a building up the street and it is SO LOUD please kill me

stfg phillies if you strand a runner on third in the bottom of the eleventh when youre down by one i will be so mad

don’t make me tap the sign