Torment nexus: You will face the horrors the author has invented as a group of deeply flawed individuals struggling together Readers experiencing extreme isolation: damn it would be nice to struggle with other people around

sure make your lazy jokes. don't even think about the ppl hurt by them. make your crack about "an egg fried this rice" not even thinking about that poor cook in the back of the restaurant making you a delicious meal. sweating half to death because she won't take off that oversized hoodie

Yay, the holiday gift trifecta! Perfect for cozy Christmas and New Year reading.

This is such a fascinating reaction from a common transphobe: what if man doesn't want trans woman? Should trans woman not think about man first? What about what man wants?

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I think about this tweet every day

winter

love trying to install the DAW I've been using for the past 10 years, which I paid for, and realizing that the authentication/download servers have been taken down for this version in order to push some subscription/AI bullshit and I can only pirate it now to get my workflow back

what not enou--- yeah let's not mention my sleep schedule anymore, i don't even know band-maid - from now on (bass interlude) with a pick!!!! goddesses!!!! never done that before 🕊️

what not enou--- yeah let's not mention my sleep schedule anymore, i don't even know band-maid - from now on (bass interlude) with a pick!!!! goddesses!!!! never done that before 🕊️

what too much sleep does to a mf i guess band-maid - from now on (second verse) calluses are coming back, the rust is peeling off, this guitar is just so *fun* to play 🕊️

what too much sleep does to a mf i guess band-maid - from now on (second verse) calluses are coming back, the rust is peeling off, this guitar is just so *fun* to play 🕊️

anyway this website would be much better if the moderation was the hands of someone named Bethany js

it's been 5 years today since my father died our last conversation, two days before that, was me ripping into him for a transmisogynistic comment he'd made and explaining to him what being trans meant (note: i hadn't realized i was trans yet. don't laugh)

firefox AI and slop disablers from tumblr for the people from local hero mckitterick. Tried it on my end and the browser is significantly faster now (copy paste-able in the alt text)

hi-hat pad just gave up the ghost in the funniest way possible. rip to a real one, off playing trap beats on its own

there's a huge band-maid livestreamed concert on the 5th anniversary of my father's death and y'know, i'm not one for signs and stuff but i'll take it

caught on tape getting demolished by said italian man BAND-MAID - Giovanni (152bpm out of 180, absolutely sloppy but i am l e a r n i n g,,,ok)

what 2.5 hrs of sleep and social obligations does to a mf (band-maid - from now on - literally learned it between 3 and 5 am while a friend was sleeping downstairs - sorry for the midi backing track i'm still learning the drum part ok)

what 2.5 hrs of sleep and social obligations does to a mf (band-maid - from now on - literally learned it between 3 and 5 am while a friend was sleeping downstairs - sorry for the midi backing track i'm still learning the drum part ok)

winter \o/

for some reason i'd never thought of an instrument as potentially being a source of dysphoria as any other item could be. turns out i picked the strandberg back up today to see if I'd been too harsh in wanting to be rid of it and instantly dissociated lmao

i finally plugged the PRS into my main rig after a few days just enjoying it unplugged or direct into a practice amp and it is straight up orgasmic holy shit. What a motivation to shake off the rust

ten years apart - cat edition (well, nine, no pics from 2015)

Going in for bottom surgery and seeing this in the corner.

i just spent an hour fiddling with my double pedal settings only to land on what can only be described as "the previous setup, just slightly worse" and i can't figure my way back. i need to be banned from tinkering at all costs

boobs hurt :( but also boobs hurt :)??

guessing the whole TL has already bought it but still, i'm sure there's someone somewhere in dire need of sicko lesbians in their life right now, come on

in the spirit of vanquishing decimals once and for all, i'm giving away one (1) copy of this bundle. just reply if you want it (i'll need an email address)

every guitarist i ever badgered about proper posture and wrist care is pointing at me and laughing rn

murder in his eyes

exorcising a 3 year old earworm (THE EARTH - II-L ft. amelie xoxo)

exorcising a 3 year old earworm (THE EARTH - II-L ft. amelie xoxo)

it's even better than i hoped and it sounds so incredibly good i just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa fuck

been repeatedly getting my ass handed to me by an italian man for the past few days. the muscle in the front of my left calf just remembered it existed and could hurt. youtu.be/0JZkjDhxohM

why yes 2:30 am was a perfectly normal time to wake up thank you brain

you know, sometimes you spend an entire life trying to get Good Enough on enough instruments to get the sounds in your head out into the world, and then in the span of 48hrs you come to realize that voice was all you ever really needed youtu.be/NZRzO4LrWkA

"is this shapeless black lump the nightdress i'm looking for or will it bite me when i try to grab it", a question stumping scientists to this very day

The theater goes silent for exactly four minutes and thirty-three seconds during a concert? Problematic Cage gap.

first snow today eeeeeee

there are very few constants in my life. but one of them is that once a year without knowing how i will stumble upon people doing incomprehensible things with their mouths and get obsessed for a few hours. yes i'm talking about beatbox

break time enforcement squad

It's a fresh week, and I have two new slots open in the Trans Emergency Meal Fund. Can I buy your lunch today? Here's the request form: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

im here trying to get my singles to 170 bpm and he's watching me like

the first great-grandchild to unlock the nsfw mode with great-grandmas virtual AI is going to create so much complex sociological energy it'll reanimate Sigmund Freud instantly like Frankensteins monster

water company just sent me 3 (three) separate emails informing me that water would be temporarily cut to my flat next friday: - between 1 and 4:30 pm - between 10 am and 3 pm - between 8 am and noon i can appreciate a professional covering of bases

six months pussyversary today :)

as per my last email shlack po shlack po schlakdudopo *schlack* (hush) KRA-PO-KRU-PO-KRO-PO-OOMPH-PO-RAT-TA-TA in its proper context