hell yeah dude 23 -> 27 -> 32

late night riffs pt 2

I'm so fucking cute and cool like holy shit I transitioned into a fucking gorgeous badass

wait hold on apparently a tornado recently got the EF5 rating??? what in the heck. They've been real stingy about giving out EF5 ratings for, shit, like a decade now so this thing must have been a real mothersucker

fun fact: I can almost move my eyes independently of each other

anyways back to normalposting. I'm a normal human woman yes look at me play guitar normally like a regular human person does

like I'm just saying you don't get to the point of telling someone you just met that you want to be trained to the best doll that money can buy without experiencing some degree of humility you must be made aware of your shame in order to move past it

whew damn nothing like a discord call with a handful of other sexually charged trans women to make you realize more than a few new exciting and embarrassing things about yourself

I'm in one of my "I love all the people in my life so fucking much and I want to hug and squeeze all of you forever" sort of moods

idk why or when exactly I started but some of you may have noticed I like using the flower emoji as a punctuation mark and idk I just think it's cute 🌸 and it works for a wide variety of tones! "thank you! 🌸" "I'm so sorry to hear that :( 🌸" "no, yours is waaay nicer 🌸" it's very versatile! 🌸

fun fact: I can almost move my eyes independently of each other

vampire literal thirst trap

"my music needs to be weirder" I say as I write a 7-part polyrhythmic vocal harmony about seven sisters named after stars and who are also a polycule as they're getting ready to help a group of vampires escape a planet whose host star has suddenly started to expand due to a cabal of evil angels

WE are fucking incredible and everyone who refuses to see that are miserable fucking FOOLS

by no means am I the first to speak on this and nor shall I be the last, but god fucking damn, transition really is so profoundly powerful to even realize you're trans in the first place and *then* go through processes that literally, biologically alter your sex?? that's fucking incredible

I am very much looking forward to listening to this when I'm off work tonight because this seems like one of those things that was made specifically to cater to nearly all of my interests at once

Fly High Sink Deeper is a sci-fi series set in the 5030s. A story about women who love women learning who they are, who they want to be, and how to use that to destroy a fascist theocracy. Drama, humor and horror, all wrapped in a compelling far future setting! zii-nanre.itch.io

fucking christ this site sucks the people running this place really are just shitty transphobic racist pieces of shit, huh first time in my life I've ever had anything even resembling a presence on public facing social media and the CEO is happy to watch Palestinians and trans people suffer daily

I'm pretty and cute and smell good and probably make funny squeaky noises when jostled

I wanna go on an art museum date soooo bad I want a pretty gal to hold my hand while we go "oooh" and "ahhh" at all the different pieces and who doesn't mind when I become affixed to one for like 30 minutes straight because I always do that

what's the best site to publish erotic short stories, particularly with queer protagonists? I'm really thinking of putting this one I'm workin' on out there once I'm finished :)

OCTOBER 21ST 166K WORDS ABOUT MESSY LESBIAN VAMPIRES SMOKING WEED, HAVING SEX, AND BRUTALLY KILLING NAZIS 100% FREE OF CHARGE/NYP releasing exclusively on itch but will also happily send anyone the epub file if you DM me :)

send a broke chiptuner some money on this bandcamp friday !! have some home-grown electronic cognitosupplementation 👽 grlgltch.bandcamp.com/album/grlgltch

im really going through it have been for a while if you have any monies to spare it would be paying for essentials like cat medicine and food vennymo is @fae-of-i thank you ._.

Picard ethics tip: The fact that a conflict has many sides does not imply that every side has merit.

my new and super anxious soft spoken coworker keeps trying small talk and out of the blue she asked "what's your favorite tree?" and like, idk, that was super precious?? nobody has asked me my favorite tree before?? and as someone who used to live in the woods, boy howdy do I have opinions!!

I have a structured polyrhythm and I need riffs now call j.g. djentriffs 877 riffnow

cis coworker: so you don't have to answer this but uhhh what was your uhhh deadname? me: that is not a question you ask cis coworker: oh! what question? good boy :)

The time has been set, the art has been made! My debut EP "My Childhood Home Was Your Hospice" will hit Bandcamp on November 6th! 4 Tracks, exploring through noisy, discordant, rock the grief, the joy, the journey of life, grief and the search for one's identity!

I know I go on about this a lot but it really is so incredible to me that I constantly smell so sweet and feminine these days like hrt literally completely changed my natural aroma and I can smell it on my clothes and in the air around me sometimes and fuck I love it so much

you're not going to believe this but also I'm drafting notes for a lesbian romance short story that doesn't have vampires it's about a far future space bounty hunter who captures a wanted criminal but it turns out they're both grieving the death of previous girlfriends and oops now they're fuckin'

even if no one else reads it, writing unapologetic, raunchy, and slightly fucked-up lesbian vampire smut does wonders for the soul

Hans didnt make it. His poor little body was wasting away and the treatment was too hard on him. Continuing would perhaps have only prolonged him suffering. Brett is understandable devastated. Now left with a mountain of bills, most of his stuff sold, and lost his kitten so suddenly. Please help.

oh hell I have an absolutely splitting headache this morning dang darn oof agh, I tell you

late night riffs n' spliffs

good morning 💕 keep your head up take a few minutes to breathe focus on one good thing in your life focus on one great thing in your life and live

late night riffs pt 2

late night riffs n' spliffs

god I'm so sick of being horny and lonely while all the walls are closing in I just want this shit to end already. fuck. I'm so goddamn tired. I'm so fucking frustrated. I'm already hitting a wall with everything and nothing good is progressing. even if I make it to old age so goddamn what? fuck it

anyways fuck it go listen to some good music finally went three days without listening to this whole album start to finish but it just keeps pulling me back in I think with how uncertain my life is rn there's something about it that's keeping me grounded mechinamusic.bandcamp.com/album/progen...

fucking christ this site sucks the people running this place really are just shitty transphobic racist pieces of shit, huh first time in my life I've ever had anything even resembling a presence on public facing social media and the CEO is happy to watch Palestinians and trans people suffer daily

even if no one else reads it, writing unapologetic, raunchy, and slightly fucked-up lesbian vampire smut does wonders for the soul

tbh I'm mostly posting right now to let people know I'm alive because my posts last night were pretty indicative of the current very poor state of my mental health and I know at least a few of y'all worry I'm very unwell rn but doing my best to stay motivated. I'll even try to eat something tonight

kinda fucks with me that the thrash EP I wrote and recorded over the span of like two months has seen more success and praise than my narrative-driven sci-fi prog releases that are the product of multiple years' worth of effort

everything tastes like ash and I cannot bear this pain

thinking of stopping prog because for as long as I'm isolated and far away from every single one of my current romantic and/or sexual pursuits, the yearning is frankly getting unbearable and sometimes genuinely physically painful in my chest the year I thought I was ace was honestly really nice

Sorry to keep spamming this. I heard back from the ER. Hans almost certainly has FIP, Feline Infectious Peritonitis. It's a serious and often fatal disease, but is treatable. I'm picking him up soon, he'll be on a treatment plan for 84 days.

my writing posts never get half as much attention as my music posts tbh which is fine!!! between the two disciplines I've definitely put far more work into that particular craft!!! but I do also hope that my writing *is* decent enough to be enjoyable, and if not currently, that it one day will be