i love how my bedroom looks and feels when i go into bedtime lighting mode mmmmm

yeahhhh still awake at 6 in the morning, throat getting irritated, general stress and dysphoria bubbling to the surface too because why not 🙃🙃🙃

Don't worry about not fitting in, because fitting in isn't an important part of your life. Be proud of being different♡ Your life is shining🌈

another little test of what i can do with my virtual instrument setup... should probably write some of my own music again at some point instead of doing this

Wow, the University of Washington's Psych 201 class does *not* play go fuckin Huskies Nazi UW students fuck off

this remains one of the few truly perfect pieces of music i know

if you are a political account with no visible personality and a resist lib litany in your bio following many thousands of people please do not bother following me, i will just block you. you do not need to follow me. i am not for you.

i love new york

computer put this on on shuffle and gosh it is really hitting. it's almost that time of year again.

Every few months now I re-read this "Who Goes Nazi?" piece from 1941 and am blown away by how it captures the people we are dealing with 80 years later. harpers.org/archive/1941...

really enjoying all the people trying to explain the bible to the pope today

unfortunately i am tempted to start by watching the movie that traumatized me when i was a kid and made me refuse to sleep alone for a long time (event horizon, do not watch, it is cursed)

i think i am getting sick does anyone want to be nice to me

i once again am saying the pope should be able to shoot lightning at dumbasses who get mad when he does normal catholic things

"hmm... transgender for some, miniature american flags for others!"

September 30 October 1

“One of the saddest lessons of history: If we've been bamboozled long enough, we tend to reject any evidence of the bamboozle… It's simply too painful to acknowledge, even to ourselves, that we've been taken… Once you give a charlatan power over you, you almost never get it back.” - Carl Sagan

i really want to be in the various seasonal spirits this year. need to watch/read classic halloweeny stuff

once again hearing i have enjoyable asmr-like voice. how can i monetize this.

cis folks don't really, *truly* grasp how this ever-present specter affects our ability to do other things i've tried explaining to my mgr at work how it's difficult to focus when i'm constantly planning my escape and the reaction i mostly get is "well, don't follow the news" GEE, I WISH I COULD 🙃

Under my administration we captured 3 gray aliens and 2 green

hey

frodo: i wish the ring had never come to me. i wish none of this had happened. gandalf: nothing bad can happen, it can only good happen

i really need to summon the will to do a new album

frodo: i wish the ring had never come to me. i wish none of this had happened. gandalf: nothing bad can happen, it can only good happen

hmm

hard to believe

Dude if the Democratic Party has a place for anti-trans and anti-abortion candidates then I’m not a democrat and I won’t vote for one I don’t know what to tell you man, there’s already a political party who believes these things It’s not a “big tent” to have zero fixed values in pursuit of power

wow. a show about a cop, or someone who works with the cops? interesting. i bet they play by the rules- oh? whoa, i see. now, there's no way that they're A Crazy Genius too, with record high IQ and the ability to use 100% of their brain. come on, really?! it's got it all! i just wish it were on CBS.

still mad btw

Congress, Now More Than Ever, Our Nation Needs Your Cowardice

I did the music for this one! esselfortium.bandcamp.com/album/lock-k...

76 Years Ago Today:

i just wanna put it out there that if you hear people using terms like "transgenderism" or "trans ideology" it is your responsibility to shut that shit down, especially if you are cis. these are literal dehumanizing terms invented to describe the fact of trans people existing as nefarious. stop it.

maybe i will wake up with a better body

i am missing a sock after doing laundry and i'm having like a genuine temper tantrum about it

wow. a show about a cop, or someone who works with the cops? interesting. i bet they play by the rules- oh? whoa, i see. now, there's no way that they're A Crazy Genius too, with record high IQ and the ability to use 100% of their brain. come on, really?! it's got it all! i just wish it were on CBS.

that's the good stuff

this app is really reawakening the catradora feral-ness in me. that and learning that girlfriend likes ponytails and now i need to have the perfect adora ponytail for Reasons

i am once again posting this androgynous elf

thinking about my pipe organ in new york. i miss her. this was 10 years ago in november.

woman goes to doctor. says she is depressed. says life as musician is harsh and cruel. says she misses her girlfriend who is far away. doctor says treatment is simple: read posts by lesbian john williams on bluesky. that will cheer you up. woman bursts into tears. "but doctor...."

might be time to pursue this venture

life is too short to be an american

i don't want to do my monday chores

remember when wal mart used to have fish tank

Any of those public figures who say the words "Western civilization" all the time now should be immediately disregarded and also has a type of porn on their laptop that cannot be legally described in any known human language.

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my proposed compromise on trans rights Trans people get everything they need Everyone else happily gives it