Someone here looks like my ex and it's causing *emotions*

Notes from therapy today: Who am I if i am not a helper? Do i depend on people to tell me who i am by the way that i serve them? What happens when/if i can no longer serve?

✔️ fidget toy ✔️ water ✔️ Kleenex Yep, ready for therapy.

Think of the person I could be if only I was completely different.

Somewhere out there someone who’s the best at what they do is terrified that they have imposter syndrome while a bunch of barely literate pedophiles are very calmly running the world

Been in a bad mood ever since I was reminded about Hey Soul Sister by Train this morning

I haven't been to therapy in nearly 6 weeks, and it shows.

I am useful. That is why I am good.

Gonna jump back into one of my new early game #Satisfactory files for today to vibe out, ignore the world, and just vibe. twitch.tv/tugboet

I am never, ever, ever going to be happy. I try to appreciate the moments where I can find contentment. But I will never be happy.

What a great day for finding out that a lot of things people thought were conspiracies are actually backed up by emails that are like hey pedo, let us pedo together in pedoland on the second day of the pedo month

A friend is telling me I should consider myself fortunate to be in my position. That I should be proud of myself for being a girl boss and "living life on goddess mode." He says I motivate him. I don't want to motivate anybody. I just have a severe problem with disappointing people.

My Valheim playthroughs have gotten consistently better views on YouTube than Stardew. Guess it's time to resurrect my #valheim run. Fuck, I hate the Ashlands.

This will never not be cool.

I'm sorry, but we are currently experiencing the avoidant part of our disorganized attachment style. Please check back later.

Talking to a coworker about how I would have quit my job ages ago if insurance wasn't tied to employment. I teeter on the brink of burnout pretty much 24/7. I dread the day I cross over and can no longer work in the capacity I do now. As an older fat woman, I have strikes against me already.

So, I am thinking San Diego area for February trip. It's green....ish.

Republicans took away your healthcare. We refused to fight back. Please rush us $3

I just did the Fader fight in #valheim. Even with passive enemies on, I still died 4 times. That feels like a slog, a war of attrition instead of a fun fight. The only fun boss fight in Valheim is the first one against Eikthyr. Also, using 4 potions just to survive a boss fight is bananas.

I just shaved my entire face, in case you were wondering what being 42 is like.

Everyone shut up, I'm trying to do math.

No Noise November. everybody shut up

Do you punish yourself and believe you deserve bad things to happen to you for being fat or are you straight sized

Some random tree company came and cut down all the mulberry trees in my yard that were growing on the fence line (where the power lines are). Don't worry, fellas. They'll be back.

Celebrating tonight’s results by going out and getting really vaxxed

We're back to THREE streams a week!! Starting our full schedule of streaming once again, and we're getting VERY close to finishing the FF7 Rainbow Challenge 🌈 Come join for an evening of chilled chaos 🔴 twitch.tv/redweird

I'm back on my bi-annual mountaineering obsession bullshit.

A quick perfection farm tour in #stardewvalley (this is not my current playthrough lol) youtu.be/KEEZ1CdZSic?...

I feeling refreshed, ready to get back to work and get my nose to the grindstone. Then Monday happened. I'm tired, bro.

Fuck today.

So much done. So much yet to do.

I love that friends and family want to see me. Especially after I have been away for a while. But how do I explain while I love them, I have no spoons for them right now? How do people handle this? I constantly feel like I am disappointing everyone.

"Do not eat a Cinnabon right now. You will be so sad!" - @paintchipped.bsky.social to me just now

"You cannot commit crimes in Stardew Valley!" - me to @phrebh.bsky.social just now

My kryptonite is a video on TikTok of a sweet lil dog that the other dogs won’t play with at the dog park. It’s so sad.

I saw a waterfall idk

I also realized I am a giant baby when I get sick and I, at 42 years old, just want my mom to come over and bring me chicken noodle soup. If I could just have her chicken noodle soup again.

No, YOU'RE sick on vacation.

Jellies? Jellies. youtu.be/MuaFwJo4c0A?...

Hello Blue-sky. It's been a while. Bit of a change for me. Here's a snowy landscape. ❄️ ❄️ ❄️ #thephotohour #art #artist

*sitting up sudenly* maybe a fresh stardew valley game would fix me

so many people tweeting "how are 40 million Americans on food stamps" the supplemental poverty rate is ~12% and there are ~350 million people here, do the math why does nobody google even the most basic facts about reality man

Girl bossing myself into a burnout

Hey, I saw your dad yesterday.

Celebrating my 40th birthday with chat today! Let’s have some fun 🥳 twitch.tv/dauntlessgg

I won an award again. Ugh.

Open the page. Scroll down to the timeline. Go through the timeline. It’s… shocking

Please do not run a woman-first talk and give away vulva cream and a menstrual cup, not every woman has a vulva or a period wtf

Apparently I have big "Black Cat Girlfriend" energy.

youtu.be/F0FJoCr9NXY?... nothing happened in this episode.