somewhere in between relapsing and hanging onto recovery by a very very thin thread ...

hi it's been a hot minute... after experiencing the worst ed symptoms (& still going thru it), i'm attempting recovery for real this time. i'm tired of crying and writhing on the floor in pain over my gi issues + the constant fucking food noise is ruining my self esteem more than being fat ever did

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

i lowkey would do anything for normal bowel movements again 🧎‍♀️i hate feeling so fucking bloated 24/7

love and defend ur abuser if you wish, i will not

Like and repost if you have an eating disorder or if you hate Elon musk with every atom in your body <3

i'm just a girl

i have no one to brag abt this to bc my class is highly competitive and we dont rlly talk abt grades but i highkey slayed all my recent exams... been living that high cals high grades life lately

so apparently. i look like this?

ALSO i think i'm going to focus on cardio/pilates again (maybe w weights?) + reserve only 1 day for pure weight training :\\ i've decided i don't like the bulkiness on me

i get somewhat irked when people tell me it's not abt the number on the scale it's how you feel... but like... i only feel better abt myself after seeing the numbers go down..???? a never ending dilemma

February more like Flopruary tbh....

*through gritted teeth* I love being a positive thinker

i'm getting into my yogurt/oatmeal bowl era ...

girlrotting fr

might fuck around try omading again

meal secured for tmr 🔒

repost if you're lighter than what the elevator can hold 😼

y'all use this tag!! ^__^ #edskybookclub

omg i didn't know ppl would be so down, u guys are so lovely!! but maybe i could make a discord server too? and there can be a monthly theme and we just recommend ea other books? :0 just throwing ideas out there, i'm v bad at managing things lmao i just wanna read more books this yr T__T

victim of this daily

edsky book club when??

starting to look "healthier" bc i'm building muscle and it kinda kills me inside ngl

oh god i'm just bloom w a little dash of laila & stella

me this week apparently

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me n bf are gonna go hiking on sat, expecting to burn 800+ cals 🤭

wishing i was normal about food

i was an idiot for eating less yesterday i could gobble down a whole village rn

Good morning #edsky friends! Remember to stay hydrated today and not just drink water without electrolytes! Electrolyte imbalance is a thing and can fuck up your heart. And coffee/energy drinks don’t count as hydration, they count as caffeine (up to 400mgs of caffeine a day is safe).

girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us i thin k

did the math and i can fit in a yummy iced coffee and a slice of blueberry cheesecake tmr and still meet my cal goals, life is good 😌

i love soup everyone!!!!!! soupsexual

tiramisu cheesecakeat c0stco is 500cals per 1/16 slice ... the binge monster in me meowed a little

lost a follower. i imagine it must've been my influx of poop skeets the past week that really broke them

i consider it a good day when i poop tbh

Really not interested in men’s opinions on literally anything tbh

now that i know my binge urges get triggered when i eat below 1k cals now i'm gonna attempt 1.1k cals today 🙏 surely this won't backfire on me right