10/05 ----- went out with a friend. had half of each pictured; cost too much money, maybe $35, which reminds me as to why i don't eat out very often lol. at least the noodles were tasty!

08/05 ----- got sent to an award night and they were serving alcohol so here's my glass of champagne :') i've not been doing suuuper well mentally but am a bit better i think...? i don't wanna check my weight i think i'm ~7kg up from normal .w. six months' worth of progress gone like that

03/05 ----- took a detour from regular scheduling to mess around with br3akcor3 s4mples LOL. i have no idea what im doing pitched down + reverbed TOKY0PILL's "let's all love l4in" (my favourite track!) and it was soooo good !!!! V me messing around w/ 4men bre4ks & progr3ssion by flit3!

i'm alive i'm just very tired! haven't been on bsky because i haven't been doing well 3d-wise... meals recently...

I’m really bad at this ed thing

22/04 ----- had... fruit? 500kj soup... 600kj chocolate...? m4rket day was today and i actually did so well?! all four k0i p0nds sold out; ALL 50 (!!!) felt fish sold; & sold half of everything else! & traded with 11 other people. all in all... made very good money hehe

omg you guys i hit it (tabling at market) out of the PARK i did so well (and lost my voice) 😭 post when i get home abt it (still commuting home!!)

guys im on a pitifully tiny amount of sleep wish me luck at today's market stall omg

21/04 ----- restricted decently again today, mostly because i was distracted LOL. this is the only pic i have... mango d41fuku :3 i table again tomorrow! & also got into a decently-sized, non-uni-run artist event in august~ WISH ME LUCKKKK (p.s someone bought a koi pond!!!)

20/04 ----- restricted decently today !?!?!? didn't binge. huh, that's odd! but welcome. got a whole box of very overripe/cracked jujubes for $5. i loove them when they're squishy. good fruit shouldn't be wasted yk?? anyways. mmm jujubes. i love em

gonna save money, make instant low cal meals and not binge 🫶🏻🙏🏻🌟 feel free to claim this for yourself

17/04 ----- turns out i topp3d my third-year un1 major c0hort(s? it's one pr1ze for combined five m4jors) and that's why i got the $500 prize lol. actually stunned. i swear others are better than me???? anyways busy day today! sew3d, 3mbroidered...

16/04 ----- feeling a little better :') attended a semin4r/talk, and they had sandwiches & pastries for us, and they were really tasty! here's my pistachio blueberry danish (?) :D did little to no uni work today; finished the rest of my sewn/felt fish ^^ 49 in total made LOL

OH MY GOD ITS SO CUTE

15/04 ----- submitted my second-last ass1gnment. next one due... may 6th, i think. really tired. went shopping for cr4ft supplies since someone comm1ss10ned me to sew them a p0uch. omad: unpictured, rice crackers, coffee, pastry. unsure what to do tomorrow...

12/04 ----- working a ton to assemble my felt fish; fourteen of them are on reserve already @_@ got word from an ex-coworker that my old workplace is closing, three months after i left it LOL. i feel bad for all the people left there but i'm super glad that i left when i did cause omg...

09/04 ----- i hate to come on here and clown it up but i swear i'm not having the best of times. idk if i need to ride it out lol pros: won an 4ward from un1, apparently. it comes with $500. idk what i won it for; em4iled them back to ask... here are my recent (unscribbled upon) eats~!

i'm doing the equivalent of *gets dragged along the road behind a v3hicle i'm strapped to* but i am alive, i guess??? but i'm just gaining weight and overeating and ://// uh, on the bright side... more cr4fts :) ok im proud of these tbf.

this just in: local girl craves eclairs so badly she learns how to bake over them LOL super proud tho i learned how to make them and the first try was tiny, but really cool!!

03/04 ----- i keep having good days and then terrible days ad nauseam... tried to wear a nicer outfit... then got hit on. it keeps happening and i prob shouldn't complain but it's genuinely terrifying because he wouldn't back down until i said i had a bf !! unfortunately i have a bad track...

02/04----- hey guys, i'm alive!! i'm doing better, but was too embarrassed to post after binging for nearly the entirety of march... but i'm currently... around 1/3 of the way back to my lw! sigh... but i feel more stable! not su1cid4l anymore :) here's my omad!

c*tting myself isn't working & i can't take this anymore. this month has genuinely been the worst i've felt in a year. so many good things have happened but i'm stressed out of my fucking brain. arrrrrrrrghh i NEED to hit a v31n or something so i'll stop feeling so terrible

27/03 ----- i sw3ar that someone's watching over me... was depressed yesterday/today abt not having money, but got word today that i won something from my uni. it's very prestigious... & it comes with a nice 2k :) can i finally afford a l4pt0p after 3 years...? low res'd! unpictured: protein bar.

if you see this, post an 4nime character whose name starts with your first initial :3 (i actually loooove 4ngel d3vil sm tho he's my favourite </3 love r3z3 too tho she's gorgeous)

after making that yum ch4 food poll i sat there like 🧍‍♂️ and had the crushing realisation i've never actually gone myself. i wish i had more money. even if i work two (?) jobs at once, most of my money i'm saving for moving out next year- it'll definitely be well worth the save, but i am-

─ 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘥 // 🍋 𝘴𝘬𝘺; ── choose your own... yum cha/dim sum edition! ⤜ food poll #5! ⤜ multiple options: ♡ the one(s) you decide to pick! ♡ / ↻ appreciated !! #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky ────────────────────────

25/03 ----- ok, down by... 0.5kg. had a protein bar because i was trembling real bad. total... 250 cal i think! tbh idk how anyone restricts lower than this; i'm struggling as is 😭 also got my official b/sci degree! yay. tomorrow's food poll... likely this or that, yum ch4 edition!

whining about being fat when I’m the only one that can change that

sorry for my absence!! i'm 3.5kg above my lw, and got here in around a month :( again sure a decent chunk should be food & peri0d weight but i'm still not very pleased! i lose weight really slowly (~0.75kg/month) so it's distressing to me. might try liquid fasting tomorrow, hopefully it helps...

22/03 ----- back to regularly scheduled posting! at maintenance i think... or maybe slightly below. unsure. i'm very tired and need to take a looong nap! three assignments due this week... my peri0d also started today and that's no fun :( at least i can drink warm tea...

21/03 ----- didn't eat much in the morning, had a can of monster, and then had an 'omad' of sorts as my s/o took me out for some sushi! it was nice. and of course, that was the market day (today's the 22nd; posting again soon!) don't have many food pics, so here's my ig story + the one pic i had!

back from market! all 13 fish keychains all sold out! but i only sold one koi pond... think they were too expensive. got lots of compliments but nobody buying. maybe i overvalued them :( will lower prices next time. i didn't sell as much as i was hoping but i have yet to run calcs- bear with me!

20/03 ----- i'll be brief: my market stall is tomorrow! luckily managed to find a wire grid. posted on instagram. gearing up to go! WISH ME LUCK YAY

actually having the largest crashout of my life. the people in charge are implying it's my fault for misreading their email, which contained the wrong information in it to begin with? i asked for fucking clarification, and they repeated the wrong info! what on earth do i do? i won't have time...

chaos on the craft market front. i was told the wrong info. my table is actually twice as big as they told me. FML I ONLY PREPPED ENOUGH FOR HALF????????? on the bright side, i guess it was lucky i made. fish :)

#edbsky #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky

ok surely this is enough to bring to market... right? should i make more???? there's 30 hours till market... i have time to make one more if i lock in... help me out; should i make a sixth or do we think this is ok??? they're $35 usd each...

18/03 ----- sorry, no fancy scribbles today, and likely no food poll this week; i'm gearing up for the market in three days!! adding some beads... how do they look? (and should i charge extra for the ones that have beads...?)

17/03 ----- overate, again. it's ok! i have a quiz tomorrow so it's, uh,,, just... eating at maintenance... powering my brain... also sewed 20 scrunchies. people keep buying them so i need to like, make more to replace them... don't have a pic of them all, but here's the pink ones at least :3

showed up to my st4tistics l3cture and only me and another student were there... the l3ctur3r looked so sad :( was awfully lightheaded from restricting but i tried to answer all his questions at least!! i felt so bad for him :((

16/03 ----- very busy... it's ok though! i think my schedule's clearing up, maybe... two qu1zzes + h0ns proposal + cr4ft m4rket next week. my hons proposal is ready to go, so hopefully i'll be ok! total.... 5000kj? unsure.

BEHOLD !!!!!!!! my souffle pancake :) made three (one for my dad, brother and i) but here's mine 🥞

do i wanna spend $198 on a gr4duation c3r3mony for my first un1 d3gree,,, isn't it a lot of money...? and i'll have another one next year, but maybe then i can take each of my parents individually as neither of them will want to attend if i invite them together to the same gr4d...

14/03 ----- i did drop 0.9kg from this morning -> evening... only to gain it back by drinking 4 glasses of water. i need to c/t myself more to remind me not to overeat istg. unpictured; morning coffee, grain bar, rice crackers, and five spekulatius. and candy. lots of candy...

13/03 ----- sorry for my absence, been very busy + crafting a lot + my scale is fluctuating wildly, +/- 3kgs... may need to replace its b4ttery. food of today + the s3wing i did!

12/03 ----- sorry, no wieiad for today. feeling severely mentally unwell. maybe tomorrow...

─ 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘥 // 🍋 𝘴𝘬𝘺; ── this or that: 'kue' edition! ⤜ food poll #4! ⤜ i offer you two choices: ♡ the one you decide to pick! ♡ / ↻ appreciated !! #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky ────────────────────────

11/03 ----- 3,750kj today! life's a bit hectic, but i'm working and getting paid and making good progress so i think it's alright... looking forward to having a nap... ahh, a warm bed...

10/03 ----- omad'ed dinner... though i overdid it on cake... err,,, 4,500kj...? for the curious, the bowl is labu siam ("chayote" in eng?) & egg! bonus: finished a third k0i pond today! idk why it looks sparse... it's 'fuller' irl. i think it's the lighting...?