I'm not a violent cat. I don't know why I scratch.

my eating disorder is just getting worse i think

in the 130s want to be in the 110a at least

this part

now she's watching

therapist called me out for my eating disorder and diagnosed me

i think i will weigh myself tomorrow 😐

now i can do whatever the fuck i want ig

moved into my own apartment

"i fucking hate cats" proceeds to talk about how the cat was getting attacked by their animal but complains about getting bit by said cat???

anyway pretty sure i'm back at my lw but im afraid to check

diagnosed gang

tom odell's new album

when they think i don't care and im not observant but actually im very caring and observant

if he is it's a sign

please let trump be dead

#edbsky #edbs #edtwt

we got an apartment 😼 i'm moving out 🫩

perhaps i will hit a new lw before this concert

speed running this ed atp

also no wonder the sight of food makes me want to fucking die

so just a small update on my life because i need to get everything out of my head car crash :( got a promotion!! new car loan!! familial problems which in turn led to apartment hunting with a friend 🫩 said friend gets kicked out of current living situation and now we are desperate apartment?

i'm in the low 140s, 130s here I come

gengar and me are one

also i got my second lobe on each side done today

the idea of being in the 140s makes me want to die, i want to sit in the 100s deadass

head is hurting and i wonder why then remember i've only had water and my vape today

actually stood up for myself and hopefully will be medicated properly soon

hello btw i missed you all, im sorry for being so absent

holy shit yall ive been working like a dog but im definitely in the lower 140s again

my new kitten

i have an mcr concert in september i need to lose at least 20 lbs before then plausible? probably not but i'm gonna make it plausible

binge free for 2 days 🫩

hear me out

damn missing my meds fucked me up ngl 💀💀

doing spells tonight. my mooties and i WILL be losing weight

hopefully i wont be as broke anymore 😼

been training the past week under my boss and he got me lunch one day as well as us just sitting around and talking most of the day then we smoked yesterday after i took my test and drove around to other stores💀

getting back into shape after being someone who worked out everyday then took some time off is grueling

Im losing weight but I keep looking fatter and fatter

i've lost 10 lbs in the last 2 months which isn't a lot but with my binging as bad as it's been, can't complain

need to fold my clothes but i don't want to

i want my day off

starting my training on monday holy shit

got both games of tlou secondhand and tbh i'm binging tf out of them,, fuck you neil druckmann you zionist piece of shit, despite your bullshit and the original ideas you had for the game, it still came out the way it did i hope you rot in whatever hell you believe in

looking at the upsides of being broke and without vehicle

well the more i have to track money the less likely i am to eat so a plus i guess