i keep seeing a certain sign pop up, and the fact it’s 2:34 right now is sending me 😭 i’m going to sleeeeep

this is the second time ive selfishly complained about people not getting paid & needing to then immediately after news pops out they’re getting paid lmao first i said they need to pay the WNBA so i can go on tour & meet my wife. now TSA is finally getting paid lol

i just have a lot of wonders..

i think this is where the most grief from that situation comes. i know in my heart she’s capable of amazing things, but her trauma overpowered & caused her to harm me. im always gonna grieve not being able to truly be loved by her how i know she’s capable of loving

the VA really has me scarred when it comes to scheduling appointments. bc i scheduled a dentist appointment today & she jokingly asked if i could come in today but ik if i would’ve said yes i could’ve 😂 i didn’t know you didn’t have to wait 50 years for a dentist appointment 😭

2:22 ✨

i just saw a video pop up about this on tiktok lmao now i’m about to go play with the settings

every time i start to miss the girl i was dating last year i journal about what happened to try to rationalize me missing her, then i get upset bc i remember why i stopped talking to her & missing her goes away so quickly lmao

CAUSE I AINT HAD THE POOSAY IN A MINUTE IN A MINUTE

kinda groovy cause i changed my business name and didn’t wanna make an entirely new email 😭

People Who Consistently Type Like This scare me a lil bit 😭

and perhaps pasta and wine for lunch

i have ADULTED today.

3 accidentally

Reminder that you can deeply love someone and they can still be completely incompatible with the life you want. And it’s very important that you decide to detach and move forward. You have THIS life, we don’t know about any others yet, you should probably not spend 90% of this one settling. 🫶🏽

i need to get a retwist before i decide to just cut my hair off & regret it 😭😭

this move is gonna tie all of this together

i play fortnite, color in my stoner coloring book, smoke my weed & create art. i realllyyyyy be out the way & minding mine 🤣 shit so peaceful, i love this for me 🥰

willingly signing up to go to jail is wild 😭🤣

texas roadhouse had only been open for 30 mins & there’s already a full house 😭

i keep getting bot allegations on my fortnite clips 🤣🤣🤣

murder mystery on fortnite is so fun lmao

i’m up & can’t sleep 😭 now i’m about to just create shit

feeling: cozy 😎

i don’t think i ate a single piece of real food today 🫠

i feel so free

i wanna play fortnite but i’m sooooo sleepy 😭😭😭😭😭

also witnessed my first protest today 🥹

i am finished filming oh my freaking goodness. that was SUCH an experience

i like tacos, actually!

yeeehaaawww 😌

i need and demand TSA workers be paid asap simply bc it’s owed & deserved AND i have a trip to miami in may i need to go on. PAY THEM PLS

two more scenes and i’m done filming 🫩 this has been a journey boy lol

lmao i’m posting my fortnite clips & getting bot allegations 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

not me randomly coming across one of my middle/high school friends 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

and ofc i get home and im lowkey up 😭 might as well door dash some snacks & play the game for an hour or two. sleep till noon and get prepared for this last day of filming

lowkey wanna go home & get on the game anyway lol

time spent with my nephew today was so beautiful. he’s opening up more 🥹

i keep falling asleep at my brothers tryna wash clothes but watch as soon as i get home imma be wide awake 😭

chilling at your friends & everyone is doing their own thing together >>>>

once i hit submit on this film im going incognito for a week 😭

as soon as i’m done filming im opening up flyer design services just for $10 because if i see another one of those ugly poorly designed AI ones im gonna lose it

my ex put her hands on me around homecoming of 2024 then a year later she got into a car accident AGAIN on her way to homecoming lmaaaooooo w for the karma 😂 and that’s just the light part of it

i have 33% tech bro tendencies 😭😭😭

they might as well accept monopoly money 😂

i filmed a few shots yesterday of my cast just to see what they’re like on camera. babbbyyyy i’m excited to film today 🥹 their chemistry was unmatched oh my goodness

my cycles usually come right around a full moon. it’s not till the 1st so i must’ve learned the lessons or something 😭 oh lord

i have to give luna her credits tho. she’s been calming down a LOT around misty & misty is starting to open up more and calm down too. months ago luna would’ve made it known she sees misty’s presence. today she just found me & kept her cool

i wake up to use the bathroom, i come lay back down & get myself situated. my kitten is by my feet & no matter how much i move she’s not moving, cool she’s sleeping with me. i’m struggling to get back to sleep & i remember i didn’t put the gate up…misty ended up in the room 😭

i love baseball season 🥰✨