my heart aches because i can’t love you .. verb not the feeling

Praying that 2026 be kind to me

i love you and i’m hurt by you. i love you, i just don’t trust you. i love you, i just can’t be around you

you really just can’t unlove someone.

I always forget, I don’t have to wait til the sun comes up. This my house. I can get up at anytime lmao

I’m looking forward to the day God aligns me with the right people on this part of my journey. I need them just as much as they need me. The vision is getting stronger. ✨

It's just so interesting to me how we can get stuck in loops and then one day we just see the pattern and one day we can actually break it. It's disappointing either way, you gotta leave something behind, but it's nice being able to see the future again.

i dream of a safe & healthy romantic love very often

she’s about to go get with the finest stud

mind you the definition of porn isn’t limited to video and audio. erotica 100% is a form of it

it’s time for me to do the thing…i’m SKED.

prayed that removal prayer then the gc fell out the very next day to find out a homegirl & i both prayed that prayer same day 🫠😂

watching someone miss the point completely & then rant about their own point in real time was so wild yesterday lol

i really wanted it to be her. still think about it some days

today has been…a day 🫩😂

bigger than big is definitely a gospel song idc 😂

You know, you can’t just do fucked up shit in relationships, apologize, and then turn around and do it again. Understanding the impact your actions had on others, genuinely repairing, and changing your behavior is needed. If these aren’t done, then trust is never restored.

stay flo x solange just gives me good feelings

however my nail tech as agreed to doing a collab so i absolutely need to get the ball rolling on drawing my birthday set lmai

i have to get a new nail set in about 2 weeks & i have no idea what i want

it’s me praying about something last night & getting an answer this morning lol

and to me you are the star of the show still

that guitar my GAWD

speechless by beyonce is TIMELESS

the run at the end 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

the way i know how to curate a playlist!? chileeeee never had a complaint lol

i think i wanna learn how to dj as a hobby. i did so good djing a few weeks ago & my ear for music is phenomenal

cosmic love by christoph lamont needs more love

you react like i’m crossing a line

you’re the part that had to end. though i tried to hold on. and if you knew me at all you wouldn’t try to me keep me small. who would do that to a friend, let alone the one you love

i thought i was done with this feeling, really thought you could be her [him]…thought i was safe, hm.

and although it’s over i’ll always be there. only have a couple minutes guess we’re going back to real life

only have a couple minutes it already kinda feels like back on your sofa, of course i still care. loves never wasted when it’s shared

you’re the only one that knows that name. you’re the only one that does that face, i just wanna know if you’re okay

TURN AROUNNDDDD SINCE WHEN ARE YOU SMOKING NOOOOOOW!? it’s been a whileee let me knoooooow

returning you you’re not mine. to me you don’t belong. i’m better on my own, you’re better when you’re gone

IM SO CONFFFUUUSSEEEDDD THROUGH ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING YOU STILL WANT TO STAY WITH ME IM TIRED OF THIS CRISIS

183. wonder if i’ll hit 200 by week 3

but i’m about less than 2 months from achieving my biggest goal so i don’t even have the innergy to harp on what happened cause what i see coming is far much greater than what was before

but the bounce back from that has been phenomenal. like the recovery was instant and it’s propelling me into what i actually want. so i’m not SO mad, this has just been an uncomfortable journey.

the most debilitating thing i experienced this year was making a mistake & actively for months tryna fix it & 3 days stood in the way of me and the solution.

i genuinely think people associate doctor only with the medical field 😭 & that’s why ppl don’t think dentists are doctors bc dental isn’t seen as healthcare

i might have to reroute that permanently

i don’t trust houston tap water 😂😂😂

Do people know dentists are doctors? I’m starting to think they don’t make the connection.

it’s my mom speaking my wife into existence for me 😭🫶🏾 every time i tell her about my house she’s also like “and may essence find her forever person & this be their forever house if it so” 🥺🤍

it’s so funny that 3 Orisha i’ve tried to avoid claiming in my spiritual court over my years of research i found out actually walk with me during a divination lol only bc when Orisha became more widely known ppl claimed them not knowing how knowing that works & i didn’t wanna be one of em 😂

this is such a sweet spot of the morning, i always love it

seriously need to convince high frequency guru to put these subliminals on apple music & spotify 😅

again i say shout out to my future wife. i’m excited for the version of me she gets to experience & evolve with. proud of myself for evolving into her