the smilerrr

what breed is he, he looks very polite

sometimes the random shit youtube recommends is actually good www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yqz3...

I think my ideal solution would be to be shadowbanned from every social media platform somehow. I could post but nobody would ever see. The lack of interaction would hopefully kill my desire to keep posting and I would just lurk and that would satisfy the wisps of social desire I have yet to kill.

No you see if I make a mistake I must be put down like a dog

thinking about this quote when reading the news a lot www.youtube.com/watch?v=-duK...

grimmest mbmbam episode

To Laika.

i think i have ascended to the kind of pessimist who no longer says 'everything is terrible'. now i say 'things aren't so bad, here's how they could be much, much worse'

found my themesong www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJ0t...

Found two very useful resources for anyone looking for top surgery who is heavier and/or does not have a psych (both fit me): www.transhealthcare.org/resources/re... list of surgeons and their bmi requirements! www.topsurgery.net/surgeons/inf... list of doctors who use informed consent!

Peak Twinks

I shouldn't exist or at least be around other humans. Applicable only to me

i wish i could wean myself off discord. hell, off here too. i'm really just a miserable negative bastard with nothing to offer. i wish i was at least funny or knowlegable or talented at something to at least somewhat compensate, but i ain't got that either.

won't have great internet access at my parents so i'm going to try to load up a drive full of all the fucked up stuff i wouldn't subject jae to. like all of the other hellraiser movies

bluey is on at this restaurant and all these dogs are only having like 1 surviving per litter. The infant mortality rate must be insane

Wikipedia is the best single thing the Internet has ever given us and it's not even close

Condemned myself to going down to my parents next week. I have this faint, probably insane fear that my dad's going to family annihilate us and that's why he wants me there so bad (he has talked about it in the past) but I'm also insane, so who knows

i keep trying to listen to Natural Snow Building's stuff and i THINK i like it but it also makes me sleepy and kind of just slides off my brain so i can't recall anything about it later

"Tango", watercolor and colored pencil!

there's a trans guy specific meetup group nearby but.. i've never really done any kind of trans meetups or support groups. i feel kind of awkward around trans folks, same as i do literally any other humans. generally any queer events i go to i just feel old, fat and ugly.

Halloween is fast approaching, and I'd love some more eyes for Without a Dawn. Yesterday, Jacob Geller talked about my game, which was an incredible feat! I feel some momentum building. Press, influencers, if you're into odd indie horror games, let me know! ☺️ #indiegames #horror #gaming

Out here educating the nation's youth about the existence of the coolest bug in the world 🎨 @cochayuyocreations.bsky.social

she is on her way...

god i would kill for a chill boring job

There's no "regular politics" anymore because you can no longer maintain the idea that we all agree on common goals but we only differ about the means of getting there or whatever. The guys in charge now are plainly amoral, sadistic nihilists. They delight in it! You can't civilly disagree with that

white lines on outlook

god i wish i had a costume that could end up as an uncredited creepypasta image

as spooky season rolls around, I need to remind everyone that the person in this viral werewolf image is in fact my friend @smogteeth.bsky.social lmao

Spookiest decoration at the "Zoo Goes Boo" event at the John Ball Zoo in Grand Rapids? Giant model of parasitoid wasps hatching from cocoons affixed to their caterpillar host.

Still available~

Tempted to make a Letterboxd list of movies where cops have to do academic research to figure out a crime/criminal

This is true and they are super endangered by poachers who shovel them up by the hundreds and sell them at flea markets and shit. You should not buy the plants and if you happen to kick the poacher in the shins on accident, no one will hear about it from me.

i wish i had some kind of art or creative outlet that didn't make me feel worse whenever i attempted it

I wish I could feel anything besides bitter and hollowed out by everything happening. Dad said he 'really needs me there' if mom wants to die at home. Instead of going to a hospice, which will be covered by medicaid, have heating during the winter, and not be a disgusting hoarder den.

Health Experts Recommend Standing Up At Desk, Leaving Office, Never Coming Back https://theonion.com/health-experts-recommend-standing-up-at-desk-leaving-o-1819577456/

really wish i'd been able to get a photo of the TSA screeni that said ANOMALY DETECTED with a red square highlighting my crotch exactly

I support nonviolent action. It's literally what I do. But telling people that allowing themselves to be harmed to demonstrate the character of their enemy will be politically transformative denies the desensitized reality of the present.

this is a post rock album cover

ワニの目ワニの目

here's a wet puppet for your Halloween enjoyment R-Type (1987, Japan)

The whole crooked crocs set

glad they’re the ones stressing about fleeing for once

Quote post with your pink art! bringing back everyones favourite lesbians

Eat more fiber

someday i need to try to play this game

Got a late start, but this was tonight's movie. Think I enjoyed this more than ReAnimator, now I need to watch Castle Freak to finish the 'trilogy'. Feels weirdly like a proto-hellraiser. Was the original Lovecraft story anywhere near this horny??