god i love having media literacy and critical thinking skills. i love having friends who also have those skills i love that i can talk art analysis with friends and have real engaging discussions

well for like 30 minutes i was maybe asleep? but then i started choking on something and woke up coughing so much my eyes were watering. now im too shaken up to pass back out U_U

i think my long-term gender goal is to look like if grunkle stan was a butch ftm with no top surgery and also tattoos and piercings. i'm gonna look so fucking awesome as an old guy :)

two sharenas = winning maps on turn 1

LMAO i was right about how this FEH book was gonna end. including the final twist. incorrect abt that super early prediction, but that's small potatoes. anyway. LOLOLOLOLOLOL

emmy and i started playing xenoblade chronicles 2 today. can't really say I'm enjoying any of it presently. all it's doing is reminding me of games i enjoy far more and would rather be playing

#fefemslashweek2025 day 5: flowers

people are usually surprised when i say i used to smoke cigars. and like, sure, i get that if you're thinking of fancy cigars it doesn't add up. but i smoked original flavor black & mild cigars lol. they were just cheap, not embarrassing to ask for and i liked the long process of cigar smoking

i'm now over a month clean from nicotine vapes. this shit ain't easy either. legit starting to crave my old cigars again

sorry lol i usually keep my bitching to myself but it aint like people are actually reading my posts. figure i might as well actually post here

i really really wish we had watched ocean's 11 or something like that. even a heist movie is preferable to superhero garbage. i like a good heist story.

watched that new fantastic four movie. it was pretty mediocre. that's just because I don't give a shit about superhero movies tho. also didn't find the plot interesting or at all moving. nice retro futuristic aesthetics though

it snew

I'd be covered in tattoos and piercings if i had the money to do any of that safely. at this point im ready to just ask my younger sibling with a piercing gun to put some holes in for me and just let tattoo artist apprentices practice on me

This fuckin guy is a menace. He's laying on the grocery list I was writing.

this place is so fuckin dead, damn.

i hate that i talk about myself so much but like. i got nothing else going on in my life so the only thing i can autisticly compulsively pick apart is myself due to my strong morals about being kind to others (which i do not take to include myself although i know this does harm to my self esteem).

really suck to learn my older sibling (foster kin) is also dealing with a similar situation where their health got fucked twelve ways from sunday by autoimmune conditions. though they got theirs from their dad and i got mine from my mom

was thinking about pets and ngl it would be nice if i had a service dog. i'm very much like a cheetah in temperament.i can be functional and very competent but i am so anxious (and exhausted by the anxiety) that i will literally hurt myself staying vigilant if i feel unsafe

one gradual change i have noticed irt my transition is that now my hips aren't jutting out crazy style anymore. i can now rest my arms straight at my sides without my hips getting in the way. puberty 2 been acting pretty fast for me

i think i have forgotten how to be a person

i don't know how the game Bye Sweet Carole managed to come out of the gate looking dusty and musty. it feels like it came from a $5 Family Value DVD Pack at the local Dollar General store.

love my moots here and all their wild tastes in media. even if i might disagree with some opinions. it's always good to have some haters around to keep us humble, no? variety is the spice of life, they say

before starting my transition, my vocal range was that of dolly parton. now my range is that of johnny cash. it's certainly an interesting change for me! shuts the door on singing a ton of things, but opens the way to a whole lot of things i never could sing before

i neeeed to rewatch the Rose Red miniseries. man, it's been years! i remember watching it when it aired back in 2002. last rewatched it in like 2016 or something but i need to see it again. it's so cheesy but i love it

well, we can't ALL play dead. one of us has to play the necromancer, you guys. what? me? are you kidding?? im getting off to the idea someone would do anything to keep me around. you do it

every time i come home i am greeted by this small creacher #walterwednesday #cats

i wish i could have edamame rn lol

regrettably i am aborting all of you tomorrow. tell your mom she's gay

i find ppl who make fun of astrology but proudly tell me their mbti test result rather absurd. both things are just as fake!

we're like two chips in the night

pro gamer strats: just play prog rock lmao i'm listening to dream theater's count of tuscany in my video game car

trying out video games. found an older free game where you legit just are in a car and you listen to your own mp3s. downside is that i thiiiiink you can only play one song at a time and can't select multiple to play in a row, which sucks a bit

I wish I had the means to make my own social media service, because I feel like it would be stunningly easy to not let nazis and transphobes into it.

maaaaaaan i spent most of my orb savings on brave sharena and they're abt to come out with an even cooler designrd ascended version of her. i only have 724 orbs. imma have like 2 orbs left fr 😭

my pocket camp halloween campground theme is halloween themed funeral costume party