we wish anyone understood how debilitating it feels, how lonely ot feels, how scary this all is

we just wish we had someone that cared about us and didn't make our disability about themselves but we guess that is too much to ask

she has to have it worse, doesn't she? she suffers the most, she has the worst life, she is the most mentally unwell, how could i not know?

if only we were taken care of

pour all of your frustrations down out throat, for we are the vessel and we're meant to carry it there

oh how hopeful we were that the cycle will not repeat itself. naive? maybe, but we thought we sre capable of anything else than the endless repetition

there's only one way of escaping the cycle and we have to face it

does she enjoy seeing us like this? does she enjoy the play? i wonder if she's going to enjoy watching the end of us

her day is ruined so ours has to be ruined as well

off our antipsychotics and getting a little schizo with it ♡

how do we figure out a partner crying to us about missing a dormant headmate /gen

we have been vulnerable around you and hoped you'd never use it against us but oh well maybe that was a stupid mistake

had a fight with the wife yesterday and she destroyed all comfortability we have build around having a very high libido overall (partially due to hrt) and being hypersexual as a trauma response) by calling it 'pathetic'

I love you mentally ill people o love you I love you fuck anyone else who doesn't understand

we love withdrawals!!!!!!!

we were wondering why we're doing so shitty mental health-wise and only now remembered that we have got into psychosis in the morning,,

we forgot our meds while going for a sleepover at our girlfriend's and weed gave us psychosis

the yearning is crazy

DO NOT NARCAN ME

never kill yourself

my girlfriends are so chronically unemployment, i love them so muc

I eat kids

yearning for a girl 6 time zones away from me??

hypersexuality and testosterone combo fucks me up i want to kill myself for being like that

also consider: this and a bunch of lesbians

this and a pack of glühwürmchen,,

lib posts bullshit about a genocide, fork found in the kitchen

the trans part applies times 3 if you're transfem btw, and if you're not educated in hrt dosing please do get educated because doctors keep microdosing hrt to any trans woman they find

if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor

don't know why im loved at all. i give nothing back and complain about it.

tw s3xu4l tr4um4 . . . . . we only started remembering all of the stuff out ex did to us after the front shuffle and jesus fucking christ that is a lot of trauma

Btw I don't remember most of my life because the brain is trying to defend itself, it's a pity that it doesn't help

also after our system shuffle we decided we are no longer a femme, but actually a butch!!!

pupil state: insane

ANYWAYS another face rev because we are obsessed with this pic!!!!

g0d forbid a l3sbian was in a queererotic platonic(?) friendship with a tboy,,

going from having an ed and not losing weight to just switching up between a stedy speed use and eating amazing homecooked communal meals with our loved ones and losing so much of weight all of a sudden

so a thing happened and after getting thrown out of our flat we cannot get the previous fronts to front again and we have been shuffled a new set of fronts,, and as of now we don't really experience any ed symptoms or are triggered by ed content??? so that's funky, we might keep this account as/1

it's us and our speed addiction against the world

oops we disappeared again,,, anyways we are moved and still unpacking the new flat but we're doing pretty well! cut down on the shp33d a bit and decided to connect with loved ones

how to lose half your body weight in 3 minutes?

we think we finally got out of the bunge cycle

guys we need that tboy

we wish our body worked

i look so big today. bc i AM so big! go figure.

Local man caught pretending cucumber is a meal

Helping people I love calms my brain so much. I hate when I cant help, but when I can it feels right.

sry for being inactive recently I feel fat and ashamed