blue heron

This list of variations on cobbler reads like someone was brainstorming the worst insults they could think of for a coworker

America Flag

imagine if a family of beavers randomly showed up right now and finished whatever thing you've been putting off

Jax and Pomni from The Amazing Digital Circus.

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Got on some new meds today. I can’t change what happened but I’m still missing someone special tonight. Lord knows if or when I might see them again. I dreamt of you recently. I’m sorry I haven’t had much to say. Just trying to pick up what’s left of this life. Please be well. I love you.

My dementia laden great aunt keeps calling and crying wondering why no one is speaking to her anymore (we are she just doesn’t remember). I suppose I should be grateful I’m not the only one deeply sad and with a broken brain.

Blindly chasing the light. Anhedonia at my heels. Wondering if it’s all worth it. I let the medicine in but wonder if it’s doing anything at all. Back when mania took me it felt so good, now I have to look beyond it to keep on existing. What a silly fucked up world.

Someone I thought was my friend has me blocked on here. I don’t know what I expected. I still don’t know what to expect from my life at this point. I feel like a failure. I don’t know if I’ll ever truly be happy again. Nothing seems to be working. What is even the point?

Can something just fucking kill me already

Please help me find work in Germany so I don't have to go back to the US. I'm a published author with a BA in social sciences, looking for full-time employment proofreading English documents. I can also work as an assistant to attorneys, researchers, doctors, or English teachers. Please boost.

Tomorrow I trade a comfy bed for a hospital room in a psych ward. Will this be the stay that fixes my depression? I doubt it. I’m just sad about my life. I ruined it. No less than that. At least it will be something to do, I suppose. I miss my old life. My house, friends, wife, job. My country.

I’m sorry I’m unresponsive it’s tough to live right now.

Love to try and start life over again in a country currently imploding. It’s like watering plants in a burning house.

Do you know why a president would do all the most evil and heinous shit via Executive Order? Because his party can't easily make it law. And if they can't make it law, they can't make it last. Don't let anyone make you feel like this is The End. Do not let them demoralize you. Live to see them die.

Call your senators and demand they do all of this. Shut down the Senate. And follow @indivisible.org. They get it. Find your senator here: www.senate.gov/senators/sen...

Somehow inevitably one of the skeets I made while manic and psychotic comes back to haunt me. We’re all just angry apes on a dying rock. All hope in me is dying. God I want to cry.

I used to work for an elected official as the person who answered their emails. I can tell you from personal experience, if even twenty or thirty people all call an official in a day, they start panicking. This stuff does help.

hey cis people if you want a peek at how Trans Morale is doing we're entering the "ok please don't Give Up though because if you're gone I won't be strong enough i'll crumble and follow you immediately" stage of trying to keep community morale together behind the scenes. fucking DO SOMETHING

God damn do I want to die. Panic attacks daily. Just. This is no way to exist. And now Trump is gonna wreck the country. Please give me strength.

This is what keeps running through my mind. 😢

I’m not doing well. I’m sorry if I don’t talk much. Depression makes me sort of turtle up. If you see this and we talk, just know it’s not you. I’m so sorry.

Half-way through the month and I still need 128 sign-ups to make rent and cover bills this month. You get literally 1000s of posts, over 700 recipes for £5 and more added every day. 16% off if you sign up annually! Please just give it a try. You improve my life and can cancel anytime.

The best TikTok ever RIP 🔨 youtu.be/ANy2UCcbGTo?...

Please Just Do Something

This year sucked. I was diagnosed #bipolar at 39 and lost everything (house, job, etc). Is it even possible to rebuild a life now? I even had to move back in with my folks too out in the boonies. What would you recommend to someone in my situation? Assuming I get stable.

Filing this under “in case you get too depressed about your own life you are actually a baby compared to the horrors some people are facing”

This year sucked. I was diagnosed #bipolar at 39 and lost everything (house, job, etc). Is it even possible to rebuild a life now? I even had to move back in with my folks too out in the boonies. What would you recommend to someone in my situation? Assuming I get stable.

1. Did you know that Girl Scouts has, for a long time, accepted trans girls and nonbinary scouts? Trans kids are under attack. Every year, I make a thread of trans and nonbinary girl scouts you can get your cookies from. Lets get our cookies from them this year in solidarity!

reposting this particular piece because I think this is one of the best artwork I ever did 🦁

Just a reminder that this website was built off the backs of trans shitposters and furries.

I wrote this during a manic episode. I almost miss the feeling. Like it all made sense for a brief moment in time. Now I can’t even watch tv without adult swim reminding me how screwed we all are. I’m scared and trying to rebuild my life in a dying world. It sucks.

mania a personal piece depicting my experience with bipolar disorder #spdx 🍫 • 👁

Weed: the fun party drug that everyone loves except that I can no longer have because it triggers psychosis in my bipolar disorder. It’s gonna suck spending the next 4 years sober. SIGH.

Tried the fried pickle ranch whopper today and it’s great if you ever wondered what an ashtray would taste like.

Good night everybody

“One day I’m gonna die. But until that day I’m gonna live live live live. And I’m gonna do it the way I wanted to.” Just thought people might need a reason to hold on. This song always gets to me. I hope it helps you. youtu.be/p1zrweVN4l4?...

I hate that I’m here again. That we’re here again. That we chose to not at the very least prevent idiocy from taking root at the seat of our government. I’m scared. I’m tired. I hope it was worth it. The only consolation I have is also my greatest fear. That it’s all unknown.

My mom hugged me and started crying and said she wouldn’t know what to do if anything happened to me. I’m still really depressed but that sort of put things into perspective.

…and for my next trick, I will turn yesterday’s sweatpants into today’s sweatpants.

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You wouldn't believe how many shouts into the void there are by people with only ten followers in crisis Even if you don't add it, I'd appreciate it if you go "like" the feed so it gains visibility I've been that person before. It doesn't take much just to drop by and tell them they are seen.

Feeling incredibly low tonight. I wish the kind words helped. Being on this site is becoming increasingly bad for my mental health. Have a good night everyone.

I know I say it a lot but watching this site devolve into twitter 2.0 after a hospital stay for depression has really sucked. I was hoping to come back to this place with a renewed sense of self. Instead it’s just 2016 all over again. Such is life.