The only math i can do is counting calories

Weeee'rrreee back :D Istfg we've gained sm over the past few months of living here Just stop fucking caring. Please. I may have been abused at my Dad's but at least i could starve bro

🌒 . . . i n t r o . . . 🌘 ×X a bunch of fucked up losers X× BYI: this is our ed/sh sky account. please, take care of yourself and don't interact if negative self-talk and self-destruction will be upsetting or discomforting. Xx Block, do not report ×X

Redoing this account cuz we need to lock in

Rewatching AOT Why's Eren's titan form kinda...

If anyone would like to gain weight, you can have some of mine. I don't want it

Bruh why is he so gentle to me My exes would scream at me if i hurt myself Or ignore me Or hurt themselves and blame me Or threaten to unalive themselves What the fuck do i do with Im sorry you've been through so much. Remember what I said yesterday HELLO? BE MEAN TO ME?? BUT ALSO MARRY ME???😭

is this man my soulmate or is this just one of the personality disorders speaking

Yall how red we thinkin i can turn my bath water

i wanna cut mysel but i already shwered today and im tireed

I dont love these handles 😔😔😔

i think we could all benefit from touching grass

a glass of wine and a joint come save me

We are so back guys We are so back

Auuhuhah I cant wait to go back to in person school itll make this sm easier

i wanna be the perfect doll for him

Being alive is mortifying

im tired of jet two holiday

I love being genderqueer because i get triggered by fem AND masc spos

im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never e

should i count my cals and be miserable and hate myself or not count my cals and be miserable and hate myself?!?

What the hell is wrong with me he was literally so happy when i said i was gonna recover 😭😭 He doesn't want me to be thin he wants me to be happy Fuck sakes

Chat i need to be skinner by the time him and i meet in person someone be mean to me

Oh ho ho its gonna sting real bad when i go into the pool tomorrow ✌️

JSOAOWJNRKFKWJDJXKSMDNKFKDKWOSOJCKDJDJFJJSNWOFBWKFIRBTOWBFIFNEIGBIENFOSNTIFJDNIFNDJGJF FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

I had ONE coffee and ONE energy drink and im really shaky and my chest hurts Bro please Body you're overreacting/hj

My vibrator died doing what it loves

I love watching all of my self-respect leave my body the second a man shows me validation or love

So uh I met a guy On discord of all places 🧍 But yk what that meansss Guess who's relapsing

I NEED A KISS

I have been age regressing more than ive not been lately and like i understand why but fuck 🧍 I so stressed

my suicidality is chronic but at least my ass is iconic

bro fuck you prozac for actually helping but also thank you but fuck you >:c

my insides hurt :c

iii want to drink rubbing alkiehol again but it makes me feel like shit the day after like physically ill maybe if i do it enough ill build a tolerance (no i wont 😭)

i fucmi f hate men i just want to he able to be okay and not have to geel like im on dilspsy or foreek like a whte. why csnt we all just feel okay??? shu cznf we all jusy cet aling. fuck sakes man. like im drunk asf yet still aware... people can be vompleteky blVk out drunk and still resoect people

anywyS how are all of yall on this f8ne night....

but im on mu period so guck you uteris.* im drunk and hungover from this morning still

on another note im writing a rlly fark danfic and liken actually pouring all my theauma into the story becayse i cant tal k to anyone about it so i hide it through metalhoris and symbolism.

fucking los8ng my shit ovet the llpast week drink on rubbinf alc9loh9m amd g8ving nyselfnatick n p9kes im wctually not ooay but whayever who cares tho...

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im sorry to the AI who has to read all the angst and smut im writing to make grammar suggestions

home alone found a giant ass razor gonna have a shot of whiskey for brekkie not gonna eat until dinner 🫡

i don’t make the rules

i am an uncontrollable force of nature around baked goods

had a heavy therapy session might write yaoi fanfics about it and like cry and scream into a pillow, but that's besides the point

literally my posts in a nutshell