fingers crossed i hope i get laid

semi-accident* i really didn't wanna go to class okay

stabbed myself on accident now my deepest cut is just a little spot u cant see into

i need 2 die

i ate so much last night ‼️ im gonna #### ###### ### # ######## ## ### #### ## ###### # #### ## ###### ## #### ###### ‼️

i havent fasted for over 16 hours in so long im so fat now wtf

i am just. so tired.

im realizing older art profs are like.... really annoying 😭

sorry ive been like dead i started uni and thats where all my energy is going 😭😭

erm $h talk tw so i cvt on my wrist near my hand and it stung SO BADLY like so much worse than my deeper cvts, my fingers kept feeling numb and i got so nauseous and now if i press on it i can feel it in my hand anyway idk if i should be concerned or if im just a pussy now

who up scared they becoming they father 💯

i wanna be strong and cool but i physically cannot let myself be bmi 20 or higher even if its just muscle weight wtf do i do

i swore id never see that number on the scale again i'm about to break down i fucking hate muscle never gaining it ever again

i wanna do my skircle but i havent been very active so im gonna wait 😭

if my weight keeps going up im lowkey gonna stop working out im so triggered

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU !!!!!!! YAY !!!!

I've done it before. I can do it again.

i an fat why do i eat so much whenever i visit my parents house

I KNEW IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME

sleeping didnt make the headache go away :(

my brain is mushy how am i supposed to survive 4 years of this

im trying not to purge but im bloated and i keep burping and throwing up in my mouth, im not gotta be able to sleep until i do :(

i got so scared of that number i thr3w up 4 lbs (my dinner/omad/binge) does anyone know how to look toned without the muscle weight ? its making me so upset because i keep getting bulkier and the number isnt moving

TOILET WATER SPLASHED IN MY FACE FRIM THE INTENSITY OF THAT PVRGE I WAS MORTIFIED (shamefully didnt stop me tho...)

its just food and water weight i didnt gain 5 lbs overnight....... right ?????? RIGHT ?????

once im alone and ppl stop buying me food ill finally be able to lock in, ill show off my pantry eventually trust me

just got done shopping for my new place and im so exhausted I STILL HAVE TO FINISH UNPACKING 💔💔💔

Okay whoever is interested reply? Or quote or whatever. And dm me your usernames? I'll make a gc if there's enough interest but im not planning on doing a ton of moderating so. 18+ don't be an asshole.

my moms mad at me because i'm tired and accidentally slept

i eat too much i need to be struck down by whatever higher power can do that to me rn

i want ice cream :(

i wont redownload genshit... they wont have my brand.... i have special eyes....... MY BRAND !!!!!! 😦

i couldn't stop adding glitter

rewatched kay pop d3mon hunt3rs again.... never trust me with sharpies and glitter

can i just starve to death already

when u realize u overreacted but you already cvt urself

realizing ill never have the body I want because im cursed eith a wide ribcage and will always look like a door from the front

im hungry but sickness making everything seem like itll make me hurl... plus i already had like 800-900 cals today i dont need anymore

okay i know t has made me pretty unhinged but what the fuck instagram

trying to make soup to help sickness while you're sick is such a pain 😭😭 i keep having to take breaks to dry heave

i drank tea and ate some cashews but now im super nauseous 💀 but i just remembered pain meds exist so im gonna go take those

mt throat hurts SO BAD

me when under sleeping and overworking myself has consequences

jet lag is hitting me + the exhaustion from the entire weekend 😭😭😭 time is an illusion wtf

im looking at my legs and holy shit i look obese.... what the FUCK happened ?????? my thighs arnt normally this giant right ???? right ??????

"okay well (excuse)" "you're overreacting" "this is silly" "why are you doing this rn" btw i told my mom how she was making me feel

"you can say no thank you" you should be happy i shook my head no im so overstimulated rn

"i dont have a type"

i havent fasted my entire bday weekend i probably gained :(

poland cosplay