lowkey might call an uber cuz i do NAWT wanna walk 30 mins to school in this weather when i DONT OWN A COAT

i've been so gross the past couple months, im gonna start IF again in hopes that i stop acting this way

stupid thanksgiving stupid loved ones making me eat

day in life of me: >im cooked i should die >im cooked >*disassociating* >maybe im not going to die >sleepy >nvm give me the rope >im not real >weed and fruit snacks :D >fruit snacks D: >sleep

guess whos going on t >:3

i just..... keep eating.....

forgot my watch and almost had a breakdown

i think the psychotic episode is over i can't tell im just so tired

chat im not doing so hot its been like 24 hours and i still feel like im on the brink of snapping nothing feels real and its like i can feel eyes on me at all times

post nut clarity but its religious psychosis

I GOT APPROVED FOR THE NEXT STEP FOR SPINE SURGERY! let’s go!!! 🥳🎉🍾 i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!! so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵

my ride to the cr33pa1d show tomorrow is sick no one else is available im gonna crash out im gonna get there one way or another

🍃🍃🍃 time !!! going to forget about my problems and obligations and watch m1dnight g0sp3l again !!!

life is so dumb i hate it here why does everything cost so much money

locking in school doesnt matter anymore im fat

they took my weight at urgent care with my platforms and my bag and everything on and the number was so high i havent seen it that big since my freshman year im gonna throw up oh my god im about to cry

im so fat :(

i woke up late

fingers crossed i hope i get laid

semi-accident* i really didn't wanna go to class okay

stabbed myself on accident now my deepest cut is just a little spot u cant see into

i need 2 die

i ate so much last night ‼️ im gonna #### ###### ### # ######## ## ### #### ## ###### # #### ## ###### ## #### ###### ‼️

i havent fasted for over 16 hours in so long im so fat now wtf

i am just. so tired.

im realizing older art profs are like.... really annoying 😭

sorry ive been like dead i started uni and thats where all my energy is going 😭😭

erm $h talk tw so i cvt on my wrist near my hand and it stung SO BADLY like so much worse than my deeper cvts, my fingers kept feeling numb and i got so nauseous and now if i press on it i can feel it in my hand anyway idk if i should be concerned or if im just a pussy now

who up scared they becoming they father 💯

i wanna be strong and cool but i physically cannot let myself be bmi 20 or higher even if its just muscle weight wtf do i do

i swore id never see that number on the scale again i'm about to break down i fucking hate muscle never gaining it ever again

i wanna do my skircle but i havent been very active so im gonna wait 😭

if my weight keeps going up im lowkey gonna stop working out im so triggered

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU !!!!!!! YAY !!!!

i an fat why do i eat so much whenever i visit my parents house

I KNEW IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME

sleeping didnt make the headache go away :(

my brain is mushy how am i supposed to survive 4 years of this

im trying not to purge but im bloated and i keep burping and throwing up in my mouth, im not gotta be able to sleep until i do :(

i got so scared of that number i thr3w up 4 lbs (my dinner/omad/binge) does anyone know how to look toned without the muscle weight ? its making me so upset because i keep getting bulkier and the number isnt moving

TOILET WATER SPLASHED IN MY FACE FRIM THE INTENSITY OF THAT PVRGE I WAS MORTIFIED (shamefully didnt stop me tho...)

its just food and water weight i didnt gain 5 lbs overnight....... right ?????? RIGHT ?????

once im alone and ppl stop buying me food ill finally be able to lock in, ill show off my pantry eventually trust me

just got done shopping for my new place and im so exhausted I STILL HAVE TO FINISH UNPACKING 💔💔💔

Okay whoever is interested reply? Or quote or whatever. And dm me your usernames? I'll make a gc if there's enough interest but im not planning on doing a ton of moderating so. 18+ don't be an asshole.

my moms mad at me because i'm tired and accidentally slept

i eat too much i need to be struck down by whatever higher power can do that to me rn

i want ice cream :(

i wont redownload genshit... they wont have my brand.... i have special eyes....... MY BRAND !!!!!! 😦