People sexualising age regression gets an instant block. Most of us that age regress are trying to recover from abuse from childhood, so you can imagine how we feel about people trying to sexualise what we do.

forced into a sudden t break cus my yart is fucked so ofc im already irritated from being sober without planning on it, and the universe decided to put a big shiny red cherry on top of my shit day by making my dinner come out like absolute SHIT so im going to bed sober and upset :(( 💔💔💔💔💔

i was never too unlucky w this stuff in highschool so i just now had to use the wire method on my 🛒 for the very first time, and despite turning 21 this year i could almost feel the real sensation of what it might have been like if i actually socialized in middle school

was hoping to just gts while still fasting but then i figured i wld feel like dogshit when i woke up if didn't break it tonite, so i decided to eat smth small before bed and immediately shat on my own logic bc i broke it w 470cals of fatty sugar and will be feeling like dogshit tmr morning anyway 👍🤍

got away with only ordering a diet coke while parents were getting dinner AND THEY BROUGHT HOME A FULL SUGAR ROOT BEER 💔💔🥀🥀🥀💔💔💔👎🥀🥀👎😭😭🥀🥀😭😭💔💔💔👎🥀👎👎😭😭😭💔👎👎💔💔👎👎🥀🥀👎👎💔💔💔😭😭🥀😭👎👎💔💔💔😭😭🥀🥀😭😭👎👎💔😭😭🥀🥀😭😭👎👎💔🥀🥀🥀💔💔💔😭😭😭👎👎👎💔💔🥀🥀💔💔😭😭😭🥀🥀

fuck hot girl summer it's alcoholic man summer

i finally fell asleep at midnight now its literally 2am and the fucking fire alarm in my room starts going off as loud as possible for like a full 45 seconds before magically turning off BECAUSE THERE WAS NO SMOKE OR FIRE OR EVEN INCENSE BURNING FOR FUCK SAKE thats like the 4th time it's happened 🫩

only got like 6 hours of sleep (maybe less tbh) but for some reason im 10000x more rested and energized than i was when i slept for 10hrs the other day 🤨 wasn't even good sleep either i was tossing and turning for so long that i had to get up and do a core workout before getting to actually sleep

im wishing i could manage to fast for longer periods at once, but consistency is key anyway so a 14+ hr fast every single day for 57 days is goated anyway

my tmj is flaring up one nasty fuckin headache right under my left temple, atp im almost certian its because of my wisdom teeth that STILL need to be taken out 💔 we've been trying to find a dental office that takes our insurance for like 6 months to no avail

locking tf in bc i have less than a week to debolat my face b4 i need to take a new ID picture 😬

new layout 😛 but i forgot to take a b4 screenshot to compare them 💔💔💔💔

think i might be getting sick 💔💔 but if i am then it means i can get away with living off of hot broth and sleep

inconsiderate jackass on my street sitting around idling their loud ass bike engine for nearly half an hour despite it being properly dark outside already. like fuck off just bc u have a fetish for loud engines doesn't mean u can disturb the entire street when most ppl are getting into bed by now

so damn bloated rn and desperately need to walk around to help digest dinner but im so tired and just wanna lay down 💔 gonna have to push through the fatigue tho or else im gonna get acid reflux

you'll never guess what i ended up forcing into my ear anyway not even 3hrs after i posted this (no micro-tears or real pain so it's fine)

// bc ,, fitting perfectly into a 10-12yr size shorts from the little boy section 😛

rlly wish that stretching piercings didn't require so much patience, ive been at 2g for like 4 months and theyre still not ready to go up to a 0g 🥲💔 to be fair it was greatly slowed down by an allergic reaction to the metal of my fav tunnels so i had to wait for that to heal also

ate THREE fear foods yesterday + snacks between my two meals so idk maybe i should just shoot myself

woke up with a crazy ass headache so thats my excuse to stay in bed with the curtains closed all morning

back is so unbelievably tense and sore from the amount of tension i hold while sleeping (curse you nightmares, get out of my subconscious) but at least i grew another cm since last week

Thinking about the clothes I’ll look good in once I drop 50 lbs

finally getting serious about treating my ugly ass nasty ass inflamed tonsils ❤️‍🩹

nearly flipped tf out these past couple days thinking that i fluctuated back up 3lbs that ive already lost BUT IT WAS JUST WATER WEIGHT HALLELUJAH

thinking about that one time when i was working at a grocery store at 17 and some random grown adult man blew up about me being a psycho liberal and how i must be okay with people dying from fent because my hair was dyed and proceeded to storm out of the store without the lunch he already paid for

my room has these massive windows so it always gets so hot inside when the weather warms up, changed my bedsheets to a thinner cooler set for the sake of not burning to death and hung a new little curtain in my doorway so thats productive at least

warm weather and summer playlist has me in the mood to waste money on a sketchy cart like the good ol days

uuuuhhhhh why the fuck did a random email that ive never seen before in my life just try to video call me ((on google meet of all things, which i have never used even once ever)) 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 who tf are you and why tf are you trying to VIDEO call me

entirely out of weed and not coping well 💔 the day i decided to stop taking and refilling the prescription for my my anxiety meds is the day i signed my life away to satan i think fr because the anxiety attacks have been RIDICULOUS

thank fuckin god 😋😋

literally collapsed to the floor earlier and would typically break my fast (bc im not stupid and i shouldn't keep fasting if its affecting me like that) but the fuckass child abusers i still live with WONT FUCK OFFFFF so i cant even get to the kitchen 😐 we'll see how this ends up for me

feeling like shit today highkey

// bc , like cmon it's beautiful but what is that waist gap 🥴 thats not even me stretching it out any thats just how big it naturally is

one of my favorite skirts is way too huge in the waist so i have to saftey pin it but hopefully one day i can get it properly altered 🥲 cus the no shirt + long skirt combo is highkey the greatest spring/summer house clothes

all the bonespo/deathspo in my gallery!! 158 images total if I counted correctly so this'll be a long one #edsky #edbsky #shedsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #feathersky #lemonwaterbsky #shedbsky #featherbsky #caterpillarbsky #spo #thinspo #bonespo #deathspo #tinyspo #mascspo #malespo

okay but wtf is with the bot accs pretending to be ppl in 🇵🇸 reposting my shit the second i post it, i dont have a penny to my name that i can spare to begin with, but we all know damn well that gofundme in ur bio isnt actually being sent anywhere near close to the helpless ppl ur pretending to be 🤨

i dont post face on here but just trust and believe that im looking mighty fine

now that im back on track with WL after that pseudo-recov attempt im feeling sexier every damn day 🧘‍♂️ i will always advocate for recovery no matter what, but its just such a long standing thing in my life atp (im over 10 years disordered) that idk how to even look at myself while trying to be healthy

40WS is still my ultimate lover but im back on a bit of a GVF kick now that it's warming up and coming back to life outside, something about nice weather just makes their music feel like a good orgasm in a way that doesn't hit the same during winter

threw just the filter of my cig into my bedroom trashcan and i forgot how much those things fucking REEK even when it's just the finished butt, closed the lid of the can after throwing out a bottle and got smacked in the face with the overwhelming stench of 8000 smokes like godDAMN

thank god i took it easy on the calories for pure lack of appetite today because our healthy dinner plan is suddenly being replaced with mexican takeout 😬 now very very grateful that i chose not to have a real lunch cus i can enjoy my quesadilla without going massively over limit

got my hands on the cherry float zero 😛 it's alr, tasty and smooth but nothing mind blowing. also starting to wonder how exactly my parents dont recognize my ED since literally every damn thing i grab for myself is a diet food 🤨 well, more likely that they know and just dont care abt me like that

simple fit for grocery shopping today, lowkey dreading it tho bc fahter is milking his cold to act like he has the worst life in the entire world

having my first real cig in MONTHS life is so good 😛😛😛😛😛😛

cut and had a nap instead, skipping dinner tonight too so thats good enough i guess 😒

father is sick and despite being a LITERAL NURSE he absolutely refuses to cover his mouth when coughing up his lungs like god fucking damn bruh you want the rest of us to catch it too?? it's literally just a cold and he's acting like he's actively dying like relax bruh

feeling like dogshit rn i really wish i had a fat edible and a coke zero

cant fuckin wait for this december so that i can finally buy my own cigs 🧘‍♂️ having a bad time lately adjusting to the fact that i am officially not a teenager anymore, but getting to grab my own vices whenever i want is one silver lining at least

every time i get out of bed im so so sleepy i can hardly keep my head up, but then the second i get back in bed i cant keep my eyes closed to just REESSSTTT 👎 I WANT TO SLEEP 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩