spencer🔪
@spencerpart2.bsky.social
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he/him | 20 | worthless mentally ill loser
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intro post ! > spencer, he/him > 20 > autistic and generally unhinged > basic dni, just don't be a prick > blanket tw!! (sh, ed, su!cidal thoughts, trauma, ect) i fb so if u wanna be moots feel free :))
4 months ago
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PAIN. FOR FUCKS SAKE. knees bothering me again
2 days ago
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was fucking around and taking pics and DAMN.
3 days ago
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to clarify: I PROMISE I AM NOT A DANGER TO SOCIETY PLS DONT REPORT MY ASS FOR TS 😭🙏🏼
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3 days ago
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sometimes im scared i'm gonna hurt someone one day
3 days ago
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WHY ARE CAMERAS SO EXPENSIVE
4 days ago
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FAT
4 days ago
sometimes i post stuff before i realise how autistic it sounds
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good morning i woke up at a reasonable goddamn hour today thank christ
4 days ago
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tired and losing my mind to not fall asleep. music keep me awake PLEASE
4 days ago
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i am so tired holy fuck but i can't fall asleep yet because i don't wanna wake up at midnight again 😭😭😭
4 days ago
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my roman empire is this guy i went to hs with that i saw on instagram about two years after grad, newly married with a bible verse tattoo on his arm. during school he went by she and we all called her Joanne.
5 days ago
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dawg i took a nap at 6pm and woke up at fucking midnight wtf. one all nighter last week and my sleep schedule is absolutely COOKED now
5 days ago
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i have a temper. and i'm never putting a child through it. i'm not fit to be a father and that makes me really fucking sad sometimes ig
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5 days ago
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sometimes i day dream about being a dad and then remember i'm not right in the head. i'd be so terrified everyday of hurting them one way or another.
5 days ago
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learning* lmao i am not smart enough to figure it out this fast
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5 days ago
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ok nap time
5 days ago
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learned animation and coding because i need to create or i will die
5 days ago
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feeling violently nauseous and also hungry even tho the smell of food makes me sick today
5 days ago
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it is taking every ounce of willpower in me currently to not puke on my mothers car upholstery right now
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5 days ago
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every smell is making me nauseous right now wtf
5 days ago
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stole 4 dollars for the purposes of fuelling my nic habit lmao
6 days ago
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dude my sleep schedule is so weird rn
6 days ago
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yet another sleepless night. gonna sleep for a bit in my couch later o think
7 days ago
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and it's not even for any real reason. it's not because of nightmares or the fear of them, it's not pure insomnia, i just...dont sleep.
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8 days ago
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my new routine apparently is wake up between 1-3am (if i sleep at all) take a nap around 1pm then crash at 9pm (again, if i sleep at all) and only get a few hours
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8 days ago
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no sleep. my tummy hurts.
8 days ago
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my sleep schedule has been so inconsistent.
8 days ago
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Bunny !
8 days ago
i feel like a chunk of rotten meat zlowly decompozing in the back of the fridge
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my mom made eggs and every time i leave my room the smell makes me gag so hard i may actually vomit in my hallway
8 days ago
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was gonna peacefully listen to music and write but my bitchass cat hates when i a) wear headphones b) close my bedroom door and c) do anything that requires my attention so now i must sit with him while he looks out my window lmao
9 days ago
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George is semi recovery
9 days ago
Happy international women's day ✨️💕✨️💕💖✨️💕 I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!
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i either wake up at 3am or 3pm there's absolutely no in-between bro 😭
9 days ago
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woke up at the absolutely ungodly hour or 3:45am
9 days ago
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might take a solid couch nap later idk
10 days ago
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don't mind me posting about my trauma lolll
10 days ago
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my parents haven't had a shouting match like that since i was in highschool (i think?) but i'm still scared. it's like this knee jerk reaction. i hear her upset about something and my entire body is jumping to crawl into whatever small space i can find and hide.
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10 days ago
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what's crazy is my dad's lwk kinda transphobic and i'll take that shit over the literal pants-shitting fear i feel in my bones when I hear my mother frustrated about anything in the world.
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10 days ago
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everytime i find myself up early in the morning with my father i think about how my life would've probably been so much better if my parents had never gotten back together
10 days ago
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my dads off muttering about my mom again my god man stfu. i get it. she sucks sometimes. i am also her son and have been for 20 years. u aren't perfect either man
10 days ago
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monster acquired guys
10 days ago
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9am, haven't slept and i lwk feel like i'm decomposing but whatever
10 days ago
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im so tired holy shit
10 days ago
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i'm so tired
10 days ago
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cant sleep. im such a disappointment. im a failure. it's all my fault. cant wake up at 3pm again.
10 days ago
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wasn't supposed to see 14 and yet here i am at 20, still very much out of love with life.
10 days ago
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i don't know why i'm alive anymore.
10 days ago
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great im fucking crying again!!
10 days ago
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my mental health has been in a bit of a tailspin but my friends shouldn't have to worry about me lol
10 days ago
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been having more and more terrible days lately
10 days ago
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how do i stop being so terrified of anything
10 days ago
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i have a splitting headache rn
10 days ago
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