spencer.
@spencerpart2.bsky.social
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19 | he/him | worthless loser | non-edsky dni
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intro post ! > spencer, he/him > 19 (almost 20) > autistic and generally unhinged > basic dni, just don't be a prick > blanket tw!! (sh, ed, su!cidal thoughts, trauma, ect) i fb so if u wanna be moots feel free :))
21 days ago
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not sleeping because im too stressed and now it's 530 and i don't wanna wake up at 3pm
about 12 hours ago
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guys im okay now, kind of
about 12 hours ago
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i don't think my brain developed past about the age of 16
about 16 hours ago
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i wanna relapse so bad right now.
about 17 hours ago
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Ashessss
about 17 hours ago
I'm so bad at living. The only thing I'm good at is self destructing. That I'm super good at. All I can do right is immolate everything good in my life and self destruct
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i am literally more willing to completely throw my life away than i am to ask my parents for help with it.
about 18 hours ago
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why am i crying rn. life just fucking sucks i need to get over it.
about 18 hours ago
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i need out of this house. all i do is waste my parents money by living here. idk what to do other than skip town or fuckin' kms or something.
about 18 hours ago
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never mind i talked to my mom while she was drunk i wanna die again
add a skeleton here at some point
about 18 hours ago
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why cant i just be a normal person? im fucking inept at everything i do. i would go to college but i dont have the money and im not smart enough for something useful
about 18 hours ago
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i wonder if spending christmas in the hospital will get me to stop being a useless piece of shit.
about 18 hours ago
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yet again remembering that im fucking useless.
about 18 hours ago
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i watched an animated d!sney shitpost and then it turned into a fully voiced acted drama about a vietnam war vet and mk u|tra what
1 day ago
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NEW HYPERFIX ACQUIRED BOYS LETS GO. DEPRESSION GONE.
1 day ago
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gonna try and get some sleep, hopefully i won't feel like shit when i wake up
1 day ago
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i have a headache now becuz i cried. ffs
1 day ago
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i was going to buy a dlc deal for my favourite game, it was like 11 dollars but now i can't do that or anything else i wanted to on my birthday.
add a skeleton here at some point
1 day ago
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i feel like a massive fucking disappointment to my mom.
1 day ago
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good morning moots :D how's everyone doing?
3 days ago
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GUYS. GUYS I UNDERSTAND BASIC MATH. HOLY FUCK.
4 days ago
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every ounce of masculinity leaves my body when this song comes on
4 days ago
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gonna get wasted for my birthday on saturday
4 days ago
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was gonna weigh myself today but i fear
4 days ago
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can't believe im missing dnd to learn to use a fucking floor polishing machine this is ass
4 days ago
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everytime i see someone posting AI stuff i wanna spray them with water like a cat who just knocked a cup off the counter
4 days ago
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why the fuck did i have to wake up at 3:30 in the goddamn morning. i slept six hours and im not waking up at 1pm anymore which is pretty nice but also DUDE. 3?? WTF.
5 days ago
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woke up at 330am wtf
5 days ago
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spencer.
⏰ ✧ Darby
5 days ago
i am way too s0ber right now 💔
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dude im fucking exhausted
5 days ago
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i have more jobs w my mom this month. i hate winter the depression really is beating my ass
5 days ago
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omg my friend saved my ass and gave me some vape juice they didn't like hallelujah
5 days ago
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it's almost my birthday hehjeeheh
5 days ago
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god i hate cleaning jobs. it sucks so bad but it's straightforward which is good for me and my below average IQ
add a skeleton here at some point
5 days ago
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back to doing odd jobs with my mum for cash lmao. lets hope i get paid for this before the new year
5 days ago
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to make up for my lack of sleep im gonna eat actual food this morning
5 days ago
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ok boys it's 7am so i guess im just running on three hours sleep today because i have to be out of my house by like 9
5 days ago
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gonna try and get a little more sleep but idk if i have much time
5 days ago
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omg i would kill for a smoke rn
6 days ago
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barely slept
6 days ago
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i slept 4 hours last night
6 days ago
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i weighed myself today and im SOMEHOW 129
6 days ago
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had to reset because i was on morning routine autopilot and literally forgot lmao 💀
add a skeleton here at some point
6 days ago
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anyways gonna start a liquid fast becuz why not. 36hrs to start and if im able to make it farther hell yeah
7 days ago
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dude as soon as I can afford it i am eating an entire pizza because i have no self control
7 days ago
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should i try and get some sleep or should i pilfer a cig and go on a walk?
7 days ago
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i slept 13 hours and now it's 4am and im just sitting here 1) tweaking and 2) wondering if sleeping is worth it
7 days ago
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i'm torn between the want for excessive amounts of fast food and the desire to not eat for days
7 days ago
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dude i am so hopelessly addicted to nicotine holy fuck
7 days ago
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out of vape juice and im broke so here comes withdrawal rip me
7 days ago
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how the fuck did i fall asleep at 1am and wake up at 3pm how does that work
7 days ago
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