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skipping my only class today to get steps in on my walking pad

down 3kg this week thank you Prozac and lo-carb monster🫡

FINALLY GOT MY LICENSE LFG!!!!!

I have that weird rib pain and it makes me want to die rn

the loss of appetite side effects are kicking in…

got drunk with friends last night and did NOT get caught🎉🎉

laying down after eating makes me feel so bloated🤧

forgot my headphones at home how am I going to listen to my ed playlist

found this on Pinterest and journaled it out🫡 feeling like a new woman

Juliette’s back!!!?!??? Where the hell have I been

started prozac😛 we are so back

back at my hw omfg I’m going to end it all😻😻

why tf did i eat that part 865410827

I can’t sleep and I have to get up for work in 4 hours😭😭

period cramps ow ow ow

I got sunburnt ouch

I 🩷 MY WAIST TRAINER

my period tracker app is all screwed up so now I have no idea when it’s coming😭

No matter what I do when shaving I get such bad razor bumps on my inner thighs/ bikini area😭 I’m at a loss idk what to do

see you guys in a year🫡

Chloe ting workouts WILL be hearing from me tonight

I think I’m gonna down some lemon+salt water because we don’t have any laxatives at home

I’m going to the beach tomorrow and I’m actually feeling so anxious about it, I’m probably gonna run on my walking pad until my lungs give out😽

I’ve gained so much weight the past few days oh my god I can’t look in the mirror😭

I feel like I’ve been so whiny today omg this can’t be good for me

also my mom practically forced me to get my hair done by her friend so now my iconic red hair is gone😭😭 I feel like a part of me has died

it’s me and my ed pinterest board against the world #edsky

how pinterest sees me <3 -character -tattoo -plushie -animal

currently trying to convince myself that restricting is the only way I can feel better about everything going on in my life. but anyways here’s my breakfast!!! didn’t eat all of the yoghurt or peanut butter

the past two weeks have been so fucking hard for me and I basically went MIA and now I’m desperately trying to make plans with my friends out of the fear that they’re pulling away from me

my sisters bsf is having her annual Memorial Day party and I completely forgot about the fact that I’M going. I’ve literally gained so much weight omg I don’t wanna be in a bathing suit😭

you guys comment your finch friend codes my therapist told me I need to start using it again😻😻

got drunk with my friends last night. got caught by my parents 😻😻🎉🎉

guess who’s back…

my grandma has pancreatic cancer and my dad told me today that her condition is rapidly declining and I genuinely can't shake the feeling that I won't be able to see her before she dies

not be hardly talking about cals in my vid but it still getting taken down😻

my breathing has been absolutely terrible the past few days, it’s actually freaking me out

guys!!! my first edyt vid is uploading right now🤍🤍 thank you so much for being patient and I will post the link on here as soon as it goes up!

“why are u so obsessed with calories” god forbid a woman has hobbies

the dance honestly went super well, I wore my corseted wait trainer under my dress the entire time and I’m honestly surprised I didn’t pass out from insufficient oxygen😭

going out to dinner w my friends tonight and then going to see the Minecraft movie lol. It’s a Mexican restaurant but they have cals on their menu so thank god

this morning is off to a terrible start :(

omg I also have to take an everything shower because I have my schools dance tomorrow fml

omg and I still need to finish editing my yt video😭😭

okay so I finished my essay which was kind of my main objective for tonight’s all nighter but I can’t tell if I should go to bed and get a few hours of sleep or just stay up and do more work…

went to binge city and they all knew me😪😪

all nighter time baby

just saw an old friend from middle school post on insta and holy shit she’s gotten so tiny it’s driving me insane