Me coming home today after the plasma center fucked up one of my veins.

Feeling like a true Oregonian now that things like "walk down to the creek and watch the beavers bc the bus to the plasma center doesn't come for another 2 hours" have replaced things like "take the subway to the giant public library & get instant access to millions of resources" on my todo list.

Just logging on to break my month long "afraid to look at my phone" shut down. Hi all, how are you, I have a ton of social anxiety rn & need my ADHD meds fixed so convos are chronically hard to keep up with but I'm still trying to get better at it so I can connect w community about going on T!! 🫶🏳️‍⚧️💙🫂

I'm in dire need of masc workwear for job interviews. Been living out of a suitcase & re-wearing the same dirty t-shirts since Nov. Don't fully know my menswear sizing yet but I'm XL-ish and 5'4". Any kind souls able to lend a hand?

Take it from this giant-tittied dude: an ice pack or frozen plastic water bottle nestled in the underboob does wonders for comfort & sweat control when it's hot. 🧊🥵🧊

Anybody have a tech project you could use free help with? A website you need built? A web service you wanna see in the wild? A tech topic you'd be interested to read an article about? See below for more (1/3) 🤖🤖🤖

I don't feel it fair that when we frame the lethal climate forming in the USA towards us, that we omit this man's death. I searched for "lucas redbeard" on this site and only found maybe 20 posts, none in our major clusters. he was shot to death on may 3, for being trans. he deserves to be seen

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sure yea let's take a marginalized group whose safety and social worth is determined by how well they can dress and do their makeup and then make them all too poor to afford those things

Shitty brothers are truly a scourge on the trans community. Looking forward to being a better bro to my chosen fam than mine was to me. 💙

lighting a candle for all trans people to live fucking long lives and get old as fuck and happy and comfortable and satisfied

Richard Kind is the best kind of guy.

This is the rub. Staying silent was never the right choice. I thought I was protecting them, but I was protecting myself & the family system by sticking to my assigned role & enabling their denial. We rearrange so much of ourselves for cis/neurotypicals, and they budge so goddamn little for us.

It's a beautiful day being reunited w my cats & my trans fam & having been uplifted/protected/flown back to safety by the community.

@spacebitchual.bsky.social: "trans women are the only people who are allowed to lecture me"

I think in a cosmic sense if you murder a trans woman in cold blood the universe should react in a similar way to you killing a unicorn. Worst of all curses.

Headed back to OR. There were housing resources for me back on my home coast, but there was also love bombing and gaslighting and nobody there who knew me as a man and no beloved cats or chosen trans fam. Since I'm my own god, I'm bending reality to build a goddamn life back where my heart is 💙✈️✌️

Probably heading back into the NYC DHS shelter system tomorrow. Praying for smooth sailing as I prepare to self advocate for my legal rights this time so that I can get transferred to the all trans shelter quickly if possible. If you have relationships w any dieties, pls put in a good word 💙🙏

Historian of abolition here, history tells us how we got here, to put it succinctly “John Brown was hanged for treason and Robert E. Lee was not.”

It's a trans right of passage to get accused of being a narcissist by your bio family, right?

Played the demo recently - this game is dope 💚🔥

My sister just literally kicked me out for watching gender affirming videos and telling her I needed a day off from going to the library bc my skin infection has been getting worse when I sweat. Guess it's helpful when someone lets ya know in no uncertain terms who they are.

If you thought elaborately faking being good at videogames to impress a bunch of manchildren was embarrassing, consider elaborately faking that your mother loves you.

Funding for AIDS research and practical effects in movies.

Just reposting this JDM gif to make myself happy. He had a big ol' role in cracking my egg and makes me feel seen 🍳🥚👀👁️🫦👅⛓️

I need a gender affirming haircut so bad. I need to be on T. I felt ok-ish without that stuff b4 I was living w my sister, when I had the luxury of constantly being around trans fam who saw me for who I was. I miss the confident me who was starting to come out. Can't wait to see him again. 🥲

When you're not the scapegoat, you can make mistakes and they're just mistakes. When you're the scapegoat, reactions to your mistakes have that extra "...and that's why everything about who you are and what you believe is invalid, and why you can never be accepted as an authority on yourself" 💀💀💀

📣✈️ Heya friends, I'm going to need to relocate from PDX to NYC speedily. Looking for any & all relocation resources to help me figure out what it's gonna take b4 I start planning & fundraising. More context below. (1/6)

to trans masc folk: I care for you from within my fear. If I can compartmentalize what another trans masc person did to me and even tho i have PTSD, it can be done. We need you so bad. I'll protect your new boyhoods, and stand with you in your struggle.

both @melibean.bsky.social and @spacebitchual.bsky.social are snoring at the same time and its cute beyond words. its like a snoring chorus! i cant handle it. all the love. 💜💜💜

Me learning 5 minutes ago what the "stone" in Stone Butch Blues meant.

✨$55 to goal fulfillment✨ Pls donate what you can and boost thoughtfully so we can get this goal filled💞💞

Wading thru a lot of self hate & gender confusion in my thoughts this weekend. As a survivor of incest and a lifetime of misogynistic abuse, nonbinary transmasculinity feels like a safe identity in which to locate myself. That's enough analysis of my gender identity & body for me. (1/6)

culture jamming doesn't work anymore bc the culture is already thoroughly jammed.

QTP with a game with a 10/10 soundtrack

you ever just top and think about stuff

If you also suffer from an entire infected biome having grown under ur chest while waiting for your need for top surgery to get taken srsly, the Bali Comfort Flex may be for you!

Funny how since I've started asking my relatives for money, they've stopped calling me "strong" and "brave".

If you also suffer from an entire infected biome having grown under ur chest while waiting for your need for top surgery to get taken srsly, the Bali Comfort Flex may be for you!

Well this is going to be an interesting journey. A breast infection that flared up while I've been too homeless to get on top of mammograms and bras and other basic healthcare necessities for boob havers ended up leading to a dysphoria diagnosis in the ER.

TW: abortion I had an abortion while trapped in an abusive relationship. The disgust I felt while protesters actively traumatized me in the parking lot was the spark. Knowing that the church would punish me instead of them was the nail in the coffin.💀

all ppl in a polycule should have death plans in place 🙌 having it on social media isn't required but it is cool so idk man you do you

Attn: members of mypolycule I don't have a will so let this serve as my last communication of what I want on my headstone, just in case I kick it before I ever get to legally or medically transition: Logan Dean Morgan Look what I've gone and done. I've turned my boobs into my damn game board.

The promise of OpenAI and Grok being used in war is that no human can be held accountable for the war crimes it commits, all the way up to where it sits on the chain of command. The total abdication of any kind of accountability, any kind of "am I following an unjust order" moral hesitation, etc.