staying hopeful ❤️

I should be getting a new, used car today. Yesterday went badly and I got my money back right away. But today should be fine. I'm staying closer to home due to exhaustion from going as far as Inglewood to grab a prospective car, but I have two very solid options near me for near the same price! <3

good morning all, back to sleep for me..

Boston is a fictional city from Fallout 4 lmao

what’s everyone up to? im watching YouTube slop.

soul crushingly depressed

back on my heavily modded Minecraft world, loading into a new save, immediately find a chest! and it blows up in my face, killing me instantly

i remember every damn moment of it with startling clarity and always have. it is a nightmare that i cannot wake from.

I wish I could have perhaps had a meaningful future earlier in life. My 6th to 12th grade years were immolated by stupid decisions made by my blood relatives. Everything was completely burned up in the legal matters that came up. My 18th to 23rd years of life were spent being a third parent but why?

CRINGEHORROR.

i miss my deceased friends

oh man, that's a can of worms i don't wanna get into. fuck that drama, lolz.

good morning all

>< im so tired of people

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feeling more hopeful

im trying very hard to be hopeful

late evening doodle

“Forcing”

I don't have identity anymore, just callbacks to prior iterations of what I used to be. Who I am is shared with my wife and a select few. You may know a name I was known by, but you cannot know me. The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame for my wifey. All for her.

I will evolve further as I have been since the day they laid their filthy hands on me. It's been evolve or die for me ever since no matter how grotesquely painful it is. I must excise the bits that do not work anymore, that serve no purpose in my life, and I have been agonizingly doing that too.

I constructed a cage out of my sanity and my pain and it holds to this day. It keeps a genuinely bad person in check. Any delusions to it doing more than that is just self-victimizing bullshit spewed by the rapist. I don't seek anything for what I did as the reward has been to see my sisters evolve.

I'm old and going rampant as they say. I'm well past my prime and it seems all I've got is my rage and despair for whatever reason drives those emotions. I did my best to correct things when I saw they were out of line with my view of what should be the standard. It's as simple as that in truth.

Head hurts but good morning all

We got WW1-ass, just shoot a gun out of your cockpit style dogfights happening against robots now I guess

im going to sleep im tired ive been too unstable

this is despair in 2026

feels like nervous breakdown soon ._.

feels really bad today.. hope everyone else is doing better

This and the fact She-Hulk was apparently one of their biggest Marvel shows really is a bittersweet moment. On the one hand, YEP. On the other, maybe if they hadn't listened to a couple of thousand shrill little bigot pricks and their fucking bot armies neither show would have been benched.

SOMETIMES sex will happen after but the board game part is NON-negotiable, and you need to make peace with that

gonna take a nap

The Australian eats Anzac bickies to remind themselves that dental is not covered by Medicare.

it’s despicable when people choose not to hear you

yeaahh I wouldn’t either

good morning all..

a touch of hope and despair at the possibility of a long lost cat of mine being found.

awwoooo.. good morning!

I hope everyone is having a good day. I’m watching YouTube and chilling with my boys.

gawwwooooo my head is killing me

Why do the Japanese like their buns askew (2026)

Erm.. you see, I was quite the bully in my youth, therefore I'm going to let this Fucking Asshole rub his dick all over the faces of my friends to atone. Please understand, thank you.

hurting a lot today.. but it’s bearable i guess. can run heater and that’s so good.

Well LA-DEE-DAH, we can't *all* eat roadkill bear and squirrel dick soup...