This was painted in 2021. My first time picking up acrylic painting again after more than a decade working mostly digital. The re-learning process was a little rocky, but it was a very enjoyable experience. I wish I get to do this more often. #art #acrylicPainting #Ultraman #Tsuburaya

Ryoku Matoi

being trans online is like [posts a silly joke] [sees news abt government trying to exterminate us] [like funny post by trans friend] [more news about gov wanting us dead] [repost funny joke] [trans friend shares horrible news about insurance issues/sexual violence/abusive family] [sees funny post]

Yeah this kind of nails it for life right now. If you don't see me posting a lot of "omg why aren't you all doing something why aren't you aware" it's not that I am personally not aware it's that I AM aware, I am terrified, and I am trying to live past that and not give up. It is very hard.

Anyone else tired of watching everyone else they care about being pushed to the edge every single day or is that just me?

im going to be honest kitten the fascist administrative state is kind of hyperfocused on mommy right now and it's stressing her out a little bit

It really is either you support trans rights or you support Hitler 2.0

LRP: I think realising i was trans in the mid 2010s and having no opportunity to advance that ball while All That Happened has been. Unideal for my mental state

This is what I need cis folks to understand. It's been a decade. Imagine living TEN FUCKING YEARS watching as a blatant, artificial campaign to erase your personhood, your identity and your safety chugs along, increasing in power every single day, and most people don't care or dismiss it

Hey remember how Discord and like every other online service is shifting to requiring verifying your identity with a valid license

kill all fake lovers

the dissonance between successful adult media crackdowns and the failure to prosecute politicians and leaders for connections to epstein will never get old for me. it’s so transparent how much states want to censor free expression but not actually tackle systemic abuse by the rich and powerful.

ricey and trainer #umamusume

(for context, it makes me laugh every time)

Shinzo Abe got got and the show's thesis statement is "it should've happened sooner"

gals & pals you're not gonna believe this. it's women wednesday again

Dotchan.

remember listening to a dev postmortem on Anthem and he got to how "Anthem" wasn't really their choice for the name and yea that makes sense this stupid naming scheme is a corpo mandate, then he listed all their real proposed names and they were all equally uninspired 1 word titles and its like ah🚬🗿

words of encouragement

timeline posts at 4am

defining traits of being a girl (discovered after 3 years of girl practice) -cold -sleepy -hungry

okay so the evangelion studio made the new gundam anime, and the gundam studio is making a new macross anime this was already kind of odd, but yoko taro making a new evangelion complicates the situation considerably I think this means the macross studio has to make drakengard 4 now

went through some of my turn a gundam liveblog posts on tumblr and i still stand by this one

Dispatches from MN: it's getting really hard, guys. The media has left, the donations are drying up, and ICE is still here kidnapping people. It's hard not to be resentful that other people have the option of setting this aside for.other things.

there's a new trend among young people called "microliving" they close their eyes for a few seconds and experience a rich and fulfilling life from start to finish in their minds. birth. friendship. love. heartbreak. joy. loss. grief. death. but how does this affect their productivity at work

i gotta say, it is an uniquely white american thing to look at what happened in hiroshima and nagasaki and have the conclusion about it be "oh well i guess thats a reminder of the inevitable evil humanity is capable of" instead of it being an entirely unnecessary tragedy

this is, to me, the strongest argument against the proliferation of easy gambling. the personal ruin is worth considering. it's nothing next to the erosion of public trust

I need to lie on the floor for a while

this literally happened to minfilia

As far as I'm concerned there are no male characters in anything

I just want my life back, at this point.

Up at 1am realising that not only am I not immune to the 'sacrifice everything for a chance of making her happy' mindset but I literally did it two months ago

I think i might genuinely be losing it and i don't know what to do

Please please please please make more dogshit movies with z-list comic book characters please I'm begging you this is the only thing I need in life like at least five more please I'll be good please do it

Its not fair that i cant just Be Asleep

I dont know how im going to be remembered in the places i might not be able to go again

I miss my friends i miss being around them i miss not being alone

Cant sleep. Cant talk to anyone. Im scared

I dont want it to have ended like this. I dont want to spend the rest of my life not knowing

After War Gundam X (1996) Episode 31 - Fly, Garrod! 11:10.861

Oh hey the buddy complex moderoids materialised. idk how to feel about that