being able to cry my eyes out with someone else is such an incredible feeling just being vulnerable in general is so underrated

"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time

what the fuck even is r slash furry anymore (under a (now deleted) post of a lesbian furry venting about the lack of saphic furries). i swear theres like 10 straight furries on the whole subreddit whose entire life purpose is to push their straightness into every queer conversation

why cant we just have nice things

The dysphoria that I've been suppressing for so long finally caught up.

because of @laysar.bsky.social, today is my first day on hrt :3 I'm so happy and I'm so thankful for it and all of the people who comissioned it <3 I'm so extremely happy and excited about what's to come >w<

I got banned from twitter in 2023 for this drawing. They called it "violent speech". It had over 40K likes and too many comments for me to read before my ban, but I still see it floating around here and there. Save a copy, and use it freely. No attribution needed. Love u #transdayofvisibility #tdov

How about arguing with a girl and winning by kissing her till she cant formulate a response anymore

transition helper

@maypuppy.bsky.social makes me feel so loved <3

1 year of being trans and 20 years of being alive yay

im at the point in my transition where i look in the mirror and dont see a guy anymore

i really dont wanna be 20. whoever invented birthdays is so fucking cruel

The cards see all.

my art ranging from 2019 to 2026: A THREAD

i didnt think i could get any more gay but here we are ig

legend has it, this kitty has found a puppy to yip yap with :3 meow

stream chat informed me of this new incredible wojak

im actually on the verge of fucking tears over ts what has estrogen done to me

played amogus for 7 hours and got imposter exactly 0 times

i think im being flirted with WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO i wss just trying to be helpful in my physics lab

im a "he" in the way you look at a dog on the street and say "look at him go" im a "they" in the way animals dont actually have a concept of gender, and neither do i im a "she" in the way all cats are girls ..but most importantly, im an it because im a fucking creature #therian

rly im only ΘΔ bc i took that "everybody wants to be a cat" song from the aristocats too seriously

so many thoughts racing through my brain right now

the one time i decide to shower and the water just wont warm up its been 10 minutes ffs

mfs took the girl out of my catgirl :< now im just cat :3 #therian i guess #reallyjealousoftumblruserswiththeirmultiplewordtagsrn

my brain really rather be in denial than be happy huh

is it weird that my sona is a fox but my theriotype is a house cat? :> foxes are cool but like, a bit too chaotic almost? idk im weird

talking is such a chore sometimes, i just wanna make noises

meow :3

inspired by CLAUDE.md, I’ve started putting markdown files named after coworkers into work code repos so I can remind them to stop doing shit to the codebase that annoys me for some reason they’re all mad at me now, which means ill be adding commands to JEREMY.md for an attitude adjustment

fun fact: when i scroll one of the feeds has posts from people i dont follow and stumble upon an nsfw post, whether i mute or ban the poster depends entirely on whether the post was labelled by themself or moderation because if its the latter, they dont have the courtesy to be normal about nsfw art

evil uni

attempting to write my own wayland compositor, wish me luck :3

how is the default for phone plans in the US that you get a phone with your plan???? thats so much wasted money ??

Super excited to host the 'Stupendium & Friendiums Furry Nerdcore Showcase' at @ane.boston! Come see myself, @shwabadi.bsky.social, @freeced.com, @silvahound.bsky.social, @ivy.cm and @ck9c.music for 2 hrs of Nerdcore goodness only @ Anthro New England! 🧡 Art by the talented @qutens.bsky.social!

productivity = self worth

the fact that hrt takes years, if not decades to fully kick in is a scam, i tell you its only been what.. 9 months for me? not even. but feels like an eternity

feinberg reacted to a website i made :3 (lesarxd.github.io/ranked-rundo...) www.twitch.tv/feinberg/v/2... #mcsr #mcsrranked

spent literal hours epilating my arms+legs (literal torture) while watching like 10 people react to lidwig failing at mcsr but holy shit it was so worth it my legs are so soft eeeeeee

tried VR for the first time, and it didnt disappoint beat saber is so much fun

spent so much of yesterday and today setting up arch and #swaywm its paying off though oh also waywall is amazing

it's good when the linker is taking 34s. the linker is relaxing. the linker is restmaxxing. the linker is better than you at self-care. the linker deserves it.

sheesh, the only thing worse than getting kicked out of the polycule is finding out via jira ticket 😣

im finally done with everything so expect more yapping for the duration of the next month

i finally saw myself in the mirror for the first time i dont know what else to say. just crying tears of joy right now