look, if that piece by snew is fair game for suspension, then... literally everything i do is on the chopping block, and I'm probably imminently cooked on here.... so uh... follow me on pixiv or follow my alt @klaufir.bsky.social if you are worried abt losing track of me.

my account got suspended cuz of this artwork (thankfully restored). censorship got me ass. (see how easy it is to silence victims)

I always enjoyed it in passing, but lately I'm really coming to love Harmony in Ultraviolet and I fully understand why it's a lot of people's favorite Tim Hecker record. There are whole worlds hidden in its layers. Even these little vignettes are so dense and damp... youtu.be/25dpAKRbx2w

Shoutouts to all 12 of my fellow Paint Tool Sai 1 users. Why havent we upgraded to sai2? I dont know. I actually dont know help me change is scary.

I'm sorry to inform you that I'm still here.

im somewhat decent at this decade-old video game youtu.be/UisMTx1BTD8

I like the new ghost in the shell... It hasn't really sucked me in yet, but Standalone Complex also took 2 episodes to do that, so I'm looking forward to where this one goes. The breakneck pacing is something I may have to get used to, but it definitely is fun.

I know I just posted about it the other day but I actually love this album so much. I just keep listening to it. It makes me feel kinda like Nurture does, and that's a rare feeling. Warm summery nostalgic vibe... meishismile.bandcamp.com/album/limere...

Nothing will make you clean your room and fix your sleep schedule faster than the promise of having a girl over lmao

security is feeling like you can take care of the tiniest version of you

Periodic reminder that it will be okay. You'll get through whatever it is. There will be beauty and joy in your future.

I use the phrase "cute and funny" organically without thinking all the time because a lot of things are genuinely cute and funny in my opinion.

Oh, they suspended bleed again, that sucks.

i am way too cringe to have this many followers please dont kill me

Waking up suckssss dreaming was betterrrrr

Sharing Dreams

Tonight it is Meiji Smile night! I almost named that most recent drawing after this song, but decided i wasn't quite feeling it. Almost tho! Stay Like This Forever~ youtu.be/a6_zegCuBbw

I wuv everyone and im sleeby

Sharing Dreams

Survive. Survive. Survive. Survive. SURVIVE.

the urge to reinstall ds3, do a full run of the entire game+dlc over the course of like 2 nights, then uninstall again to save disc space.

💚 @amyforest.pds.pub.moe

can the heart starve to death?

I need to remind myself to make worse drawings and more of them. I am falling back into that feeling of everything needing to be better than the last thing. Gotta kick it. It will burn me out.

Its embarrassing to wear all my insides on the outside but i cant do it any other way. Its how i am sorry if its cringe or annoying. This is how i am. Its how i stay sane, and girl it is so hard to stay sane. Mental illness is hell on earth and i dont want to hide it in case others are suffering too

THERE IS ALWAYS ALWAYS BEAUTY AHEAD DONT KILL YOURSELF, YOU IDIOT!!!! 😭🫂🥺😢🫂🫂🫂🫂💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚🫂🫂🫂🫂

GOOD MORNING. THERE IS JOY IN THIS WORLD. THERE IS LOVE. NEVER GIVE UP.

"I want to be here" (1/?)

toward the sun, from the sun #art

An old comic about living with suicidal ideation, called head in a jar.

Picture a woman and a young girl who are stuck in the same body and they love eachother but also they drive eachother insane and the only time they're truly one whole being is when they're drawing together. Uh that's... that's uh..

it's an IDM night girlies youtu.be/Yz9aTm9x77Y

gonna try to do alt text... sorry i havent been. uh im gay.

happy yuri day! Have a WIP

bra strap

one day i will be surrounded by other trans age regressors irl and we will do stuff like jump in the lake together or run around barefoot or make smores over a campfire that will be good! thats my goal. lets get it.

hi it's gonna be ok! i think!

Older lady peeped the rainbow flag on my bike, asked in a thick Russian accent “It’s your Pride?” She told me her youngest grandchild is “not she berry or he berry but no berry.” I said “Nonbinary?” She got so excited. Yes! Yes! And “Is a secret, but they are my“ *looks around, whispers* “favorite.”

im always assuming ppl are gonna yell at me or berate me for spiraling on main... i think you people are too nice to me lol

im gonna get high and instantly feel insanely embarrassed about everything ive said this evening and delete it all.

sleeping in the back of the car

Is it normal for girls to cry because they are lonely or is that loser shit. Asking for a friend.

I want to make art that feels like this. youtu.be/cZeBr6rx0eA

The Backrooms was way weirder and frankly a lot scarier than I expected. Genuine nightmare. It contained some scenes that will haunt me for a long time I think. Did not expect to hear Boards of Canada in the end credits, also.

🐌🐌🐌

背中が好き。